Welcome to the podcast about journeying to a life filled with genuine smiles, where amazing things happen and we dive into learning self-love and conquering anxiety.
Spankings in the South made fear filled angry adults
I grew up in Mississippi where whooping and school paddling is normal. Kids routinely got beat in front the class with grown men hitting the young black girls and boys with all their strength. Sometimes the students couldn’t even walk afterwards. This was a daily normal for us. The beatings continued and creating damaged young adults. It taught nothing fear.
It’s just hard sometimes
Sometimes we push against life trying to shape the days and nights into what we believe to be what we need. But I’m learning to sit back, write it out and do a bit at a time. It’s not a race but a Journey.
Enlighten Me - journal Reading
Here is a short poem oI wrote that expressed my joy of parenting but the push towards being the bet person I can be. Join me in the journey of motherhood in today’s Spoken word.m, Enlighten Me.
Embracing and Loving Ones Self - Journal reading
Today’s journal reading captures the moment where I affirm the changes I want and remind myself to love.
Will I alway clench my jaw from stress
I was clenching my jaw so hard from the stress that I was having constant migraines and lock jaw. Surprising how our mental anguish shows in our physical bodies. Do you find yourself clenching your jaw?
Schedule Me time to Fill your cup - journal reading
This journal entry captures my attempt at the time to schedule a routine for myself and my family that would push me through the rough days. This schedule allowed me to keep moving even if it felt robotic at times. When I lacked the willpower this allowed me to push forward. I knew exactly what would happen next according to the daily alarms on my phone for throughout the day.