Becoming American Social Melissa Brown

Episode 14 of Becoming American Social

I hesitated to post this episode. Partly because if you judge me based on this episode alone, you'd have a very skewed idea of who I am.

I get really personal, give you an inside look at the real thoughts that swirled around in my head. I expose my weaknesses, share my personal struggle with my own self-limiting beliefs.

The bad and the ugly that people don't see through the smile that's usually on my face.

Day 14 challenge was to go to an event that I had no business being at. And that event happened to be Collision in New Orleans (https://collisionconf.com/).

With a very exclusive ticket in hand, I had to fill some big shoes...or so I thought.

Special thanks again to my friend Stephen. Here's the video I mentioned: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcWsxKwElU8
You should follow his journey.

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission

Experimental Bass Jamm 1 @ Gallery 724 (Allentown, PA) 1-29-2017 by Jared C. Balogh
http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Balogh/_Gallery_724/Experimental_Bass_Jamm_1__Gallery_724__Allentown_PA_1-29-2017

Sense of Urgency by Scanglobe
http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Scanglobe/Telegraph_1256/Sense_of_Urgency_1484

Episode 13 of Becoming American Social

WHAT IS LIFE??
I've been pondering a lot lately. I have ONE answer for you in the beginning.

Then, the clothes come off, and the running begins.

Day 13 challenge was to go running outside in nothing but a sports bra and shorts.

The thought of exposing myself and allowing people to see my jiggles in the glory of broad daylight always made me cringe.

What's funny, is it seemed normal when other people did it. It just seemed really weird for me to do it. I'm not a runner, so please excuse my panting commentary.

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission

Episode 12 of Becoming American Social

Tell me all the positive things you think about me...what an awkward request.

Day 12 challenge was to ask someone for a recommendation on LinkedIn. That meant not only accepting a compliment, but actually soliciting one.

My mom used to tell me that the can with less beans makes the most noise. Growing up, any time someone would give me a compliment, my mom would immediately deflect it. And I learned to do the same.

"You did a great job."

"Nah, I just got lucky. I did okay."

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission

Episode 11 of Becoming American Social
(*Featuring a special guest! Spoiler alert: find him on youtube @thelaidofffounder)

I used to never leave the house without makeup...I'd never even let someone I was staying with see me without makeup.

And I've put on makeup before going out in public every day since I was in 8th grade.

I think I've left the house without showering more times than I've left without putting on makeup.

So this challenge...whew, was filled with anxiety.

Day 11 challenge was to go out in public with absolutely no makeup on...not even concealer, which is one of my staples.

At first, it was hard to look at people I passed by...almost as if they wouldn't be able to see me if I didn't look at them.

Before and after photos, unfiltered, are on instagram at @heymelissabrown.

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission

Episode 10 of Becoming American Social

I used to be verrrrry uncomfortable being naked in front of people.
Then I became pretty accustomed to being nakey at Korean spas growing up.

But with Americans in America?? It seemed weird.

Day 10 challenge was to go to a nude spa or pool.

After feeling all eyes on me for a moment, things settled down.

Scrub-a-dub-dub.

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission

Episode 9 of Becoming American Social

Women are expected to keep ourselves clean-shaven in America.

Growing up in Germany, I saw the opposite of this -- most women at the swimming pool would have hair under their arms, and it was considered natural.

But of course, I conformed to American culture.

Day 9 challenge was to wear a tank top with unshaven armpits...and I went somewhere I knew I'd be forced to raise my hands up to expose said unshaven armpits.

Will I let it grow? Will I keep shaving? Find out the fate of my little pitsies at the end of this story.

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(Clips from the following were used, and filtered with a fade in and fade out):
Sampler EP Vol. 9 by Vulpiano Records Artists
05. r.u.u.n.e. - GONNA WEAR IT ANYWAYS (03:52)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Vulpiano…cords_Artists/

Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) by Lobo Loco
05. Manhattan Skyline (ID 761) (04:59)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Lobo_Loc…Skyline_ID_761

Transmission by Parallel Park
05. Chicken Dance (03:41)
freemusicarchive.org/music/Parallel…k/Transmission