Complicated Noise Ben

I haven't recorded for a while and I thought that I would update people about the things that are happening since October. Health issues, stress, being busy, social irritations… but I am okay. For real. :) I apologise for sounding like I recorded in a barrel. Enjoy?

I have moved back to the coast, started a new job, but it feels like I am unenthusiastic about life and my future plans. I haven't gone out and done much because of the COVID junk, but I should. But will I? Who knows… I'm just bored and tired lately. Photo is by Titus Aparici (@titusaparici) on UnSplash.

I am moving out of super-rural Victoria and back to a city—by myself. How am I going to handle this and what kind of mundane things will I be up to? We'll see, but the good news is that stuff will actually happen now. Cover picture is not mine. It is by Erda Estremera at Unsplash.

I haven't been feeling great which has lead to many delays of this. Social isolation is driving me crazy and I am really tired of living in the middle of the country. I miss socialising. I just want to get out and do things! I also talk about the new car that I got. Also, I talk about music that I am making. Intro track is called "Away Scene" and will be available for purchase and/or download later in the year.

Today I am talking about my thoughts about arguing with my partner (and past partners) and how I've had a few people ask me lately if I am on the autism spectrum. I also talk about the strange thing I do in the mornings. I think I might have talked about that in the past, but want to hear it again? ;) Remember to do nice things for yourself! I hope everyone is doing well!

I talk about the misbalance between my personal and professional life. Basically, I talk about getting a new car and the little things happening to me.