The First 20 Years That Harmed Me

I sit down with Andrew for one of the most confronting conversations I’ve had on the show. Andrew shares his lived experience of conversion practices, religious trauma, and what it means to lose and slowly reclaim your sense of self. We talk about shame, repression, grief, and how trauma lives in the body, as well as the long road toward healing, self-leadership, and agency. ⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode discusses conversion therapy, religious trauma, homophobia, psychological abuse, and suicidal ideation. For support contact Lifeline on 13 11 14. Credits: Viel Yochingco - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @ariise___ and @whatsthedeeper or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.