The Christel Crawford Show Christel Crawford

I'm studying class-growth.

Infinite-being-style class growth.

Energetic class growth. 😁

(Find out more here: christeljoycrawford.com/letsgrow)

I was tapped out for awhile so with me tapping back in, I'm devouring, editing, studying, taking notes on this structure thing.

Why, you ask?

Because I've been in waaaaaaaay too much pain.

And doing WAY too much doing.

Dain was talking today, on the 15 Billion call from last week, about how humanoids don't change anything until they're done suffering.

Um, yes.

So, I'm done suffering. And it turns out, every single thing that I've been suffering with - small classes, happiness levels, money flows - are all symptoms of structure.

Structure limits. Kills. Slows. Creates suffering for unlimited, gigantic infinite beings.

It's exactly like putting a big, huge, mammoth, gigantic being in a tiny, little, itty bitty, smallest ever in life - box.

It hurts.

So. There are a few steps when you want to suffer less.

1. Be willing for it to change no matter what. 2. Use the tools that melt the structures creating it. 3. Teach yourself to create from space.

On Wednesday, we are diving into the willingness and the melting.

And Thursday, in the 14 day series, we're going to talk creation from no-structure. Along with more melting.

✨ Get registered and find all the details here: christeljoycrawford.com/letsgrow

Have you ever dove head first into a tool and discovered how much of YOU you haven't been? 👀

I have really been exploring the tool of destructuring...everything. My body, my money, my relationships, my business...everything. Oof, it isn't always pretty.

What I am finding is me. The me that was under all of the presumptions, assumptions, and judgments. Oh how I have missed me! 🥰

I am returning to the ease and space of creating with and as energy. This...this is where all possibilities exist.

I know that I KNOW that what I am here for is to change the world. Whew! That's sounds simple. 😜

What does that look like? For me it is about creating shows and classes to invite everyone to creating more possibilities.

If you are also here to change the world by sharing your classes I invite you to join me. ✨Let's destructure, destroy, and uncreate together. ✨Let's explore infinite possibilities together. ✨Let's grow our classes and share our magic, our potency, and our being out into the world.

Join me for the Kick Off Call for Let's Grow Our Classes. 👉 https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/letsgrow Join me for the series! 👉 https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/gcUoZgwe

 

Every hard thing in your life is a structure. Every ease is you.

In this episode we:

✨unpack destructuring,✨look at where we might be doing structure unconsciously ✨start to make space for the ease to show up.

What could destructuring create for you?

And if you want more, join me for one call this Friday!! 👉 https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/q9r6TPat

Who or what would you destructure if you went all-in on you? 😱

Raise your hand if you've been using some energy for structure. :::raises hand:::

Instead of flowing energy into you, have you been maintaining ways of doing things that aren't working that well?

What if you flowed energy into what you want, what you're all about, how you function that is so unique it is a wild invitation to living?

The amount of energy I've been using to hold structures in place (that aren't even mine!) is staggering,

But the gift of awareness is seeing it and making a different choice.

We are taught structure as the only way of creating.

But it is not.

It's the old way.

Structures take all your energy to maintain.

The new way is being you. Spherical awareness and movement. Trusting the energy.

Join me for one- call where we explore this massive thing that could change your entire life. Register here: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/q9r6TPat

Are you running an internal race you can't explain? 😩

To be the best? To get there?

To get it all right? To be perfect?

To not let anyone get ahead of you? To never be wrong?

But deep down - you feel less than? Not enough? Flawed? Lacking everything good?

Today's key has me by the short and curly's.

When I first read about No Competition, I ignored it completely. For five years, I knew it wasn't relevant for me.

And then, I read it again. It was so my thing that I had discarded it.

I'm getting more awareness all the time of what happened for me in the Latin part of the world. The moment I arrived and everything felt crazy.

One of the keys to freedom?

Don't compete.

There is no one that you can actually compare yourself to, so - be yourself. Enjoy yourself. Receive others. Have allowance.

All easy things to type.

Living them?

To not compete, you have to know that you have value. Know that you're a gift.

If you don't?

You'll-- need to be right all the time -- fight for your point of view -- compare yourself to everyone -- need to be the best and win at everything you do -- need to not lose -- leave the ring when others are around -- say things like, I could have done that, no problem -- feel depressed and not want to live (to remove yourself from the game)

And a huge long list of other things.

I have been competing for as long as I can remember. But in the last 3 years, it got exposed. And I raged. Brutal for everyone involved.

Until I chose something else.

I am mastering my own need to be wrong, and would like to invite you along for a very transformative journey.

We start tomorrow! All the details here: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout

Have you always wanted to change the world? 🤗

Me too.

My mom bought that religion would get us there, and so we did that.

Judgment soup.

I absorbed and excelled.

My mom was harsh. But also gentle. When she was gentle it was sunshine. When she was harsh it was, of course, my fault.

With that as my childhood education, adulthood and relationships were confusing and hard.

I tried to be nice. It didn't work.

I tried to be good. It didn't seem to matter.

I tried to understand. It failed.

I tried to control with feelings. That flopped.

I got icey. That created visible damage.

My mom had shown me that if you have good judgment and judge hard enough, the other person caves.

But no matter what I did, I couldn't be right enough or good enough or judge the other person enough into who I knew they could be. (This would make my life easier, right?)

And my methods weren't things I was proud of, so after, I would always crash.

Which is when I learned that if I would put that energy into myself, it would be different.

I resisted this at first.

How was changing me going to change them? (The only thing I thought mattered.)

Ten years later, I'm only starting to get that changing me isn't even about them.

And, it's not about changing me at all. It's about being me.

Yes, when you become more of you, the people around you change. You're no longer trying to change them. Less fixed judgments, more space and possibility. Anything that can change in that environment, will. Anything that can't, won't. And you won't have to try to do anything.

And that - changes the world.

But, being you gives you the fortune of who you truly are. You get to have the richness of your own being.

Is that worth anything?

Join me for this next class: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout