The Christel Crawford Show

Christel Crawford
The Christel Crawford Show Podcast

What if your life could be as great as you always hoped it could be but never seemed able to achieve? Access Consciousness® is a weird, wild, wacky body of tools that has totally changed my life. You can change yours, too. In this show, I pick a topic, and give you stories and tools to begin to discover change for you, too. What have you been asking for that now is the time to find? Check out infinitebeingschool.com for a free Access Consciousness membership to get you started on the road to change your stars ⭐️

  1. APR 3

    Ep 229: Why do I need to be the best? This key will change self-worth forever.

    Are you running an internal race you can't explain? 😩 To be the best? To get there? To get it all right? To be perfect? To not let anyone get ahead of you? To never be wrong? But deep down - you feel less than? Not enough? Flawed? Lacking everything good? Today's key has me by the short and curly's. When I first read about No Competition, I ignored it completely. For five years, I knew it wasn't relevant for me. And then, I read it again. It was so my thing that I had discarded it. I'm getting more awareness all the time of what happened for me in the Latin part of the world. The moment I arrived and everything felt crazy. One of the keys to freedom? Don't compete. There is no one that you can actually compare yourself to, so - be yourself. Enjoy yourself. Receive others. Have allowance. All easy things to type. Living them? To not compete, you have to know that you have value. Know that you're a gift. If you don't? You'll-- need to be right all the time -- fight for your point of view -- compare yourself to everyone -- need to be the best and win at everything you do -- need to not lose -- leave the ring when others are around -- say things like, I could have done that, no problem -- feel depressed and not want to live (to remove yourself from the game) And a huge long list of other things. I have been competing for as long as I can remember. But in the last 3 years, it got exposed. And I raged. Brutal for everyone involved. Until I chose something else. I am mastering my own need to be wrong, and would like to invite you along for a very transformative journey. We start tomorrow! All the details here: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout

    32 min
  2. APR 2

    Ep: 228 Awareness & judgment: Learning energy & how to use it for you.

    Have you always wanted to change the world? 🤗 Me too. My mom bought that religion would get us there, and so we did that. Judgment soup. I absorbed and excelled. My mom was harsh. But also gentle. When she was gentle it was sunshine. When she was harsh it was, of course, my fault. With that as my childhood education, adulthood and relationships were confusing and hard. I tried to be nice. It didn't work. I tried to be good. It didn't seem to matter. I tried to understand. It failed. I tried to control with feelings. That flopped. I got icey. That created visible damage. My mom had shown me that if you have good judgment and judge hard enough, the other person caves. But no matter what I did, I couldn't be right enough or good enough or judge the other person enough into who I knew they could be. (This would make my life easier, right?) And my methods weren't things I was proud of, so after, I would always crash. Which is when I learned that if I would put that energy into myself, it would be different. I resisted this at first. How was changing me going to change them? (The only thing I thought mattered.) Ten years later, I'm only starting to get that changing me isn't even about them. And, it's not about changing me at all. It's about being me. Yes, when you become more of you, the people around you change. You're no longer trying to change them. Less fixed judgments, more space and possibility. Anything that can change in that environment, will. Anything that can't, won't. And you won't have to try to do anything. And that - changes the world. But, being you gives you the fortune of who you truly are. You get to have the richness of your own being. Is that worth anything? Join me for this next class: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout

    34 min
  3. APR 1

    Ep 227: Getting unlocked. The key to getting out of the no-choice universe!

    Structures are brutal. (Also, check out the new class: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout) A quick story 👇 I hurt my knee over the weekend. It was ouchy AF. But I - was different. I cried when I fell because sweet lord - have you ever subluxated your kneecap? It is NOT nice. But inside I felt - peaceful. This peace has been very different from the last time my kneecap fell to the side. The first time was in Panama and I was drunk and in a huge reaction. I'd hit Andres with a pillow, mad as hell, and twisted my knee. And for the next year, my life was very different. We were living at the beach and I couldn't go anywhere. I couldn't work out and I couldn't be happy. I punished myself. Created my own personal little living hell. I made it very significant. I locked myself in a no-choice universe with everything. Not my proudest set of choices. Also, not my most profitable. It might have been more honest for us to come back to North America after the first month. I knew almost immediately that this wasn't going to work for me. But instead, I stayed in the structure of what we had chosen. If I could get my shit together, we could make this work. We stayed generally unhappy (with spurts of happiness) for almost 2 years. Great, eh? Today, I'm going live about form, structure and significance. I've made different choices since then. And even since last week. I've committed to myself and the system of living that works for me. And it turns out, that's all it takes. 👉 You're invited to a new class. Get all the details here: https://www.christeljoycrawford.com/offers/4JMzwLWC/checkout

    31 min
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What if your life could be as great as you always hoped it could be but never seemed able to achieve? Access Consciousness® is a weird, wild, wacky body of tools that has totally changed my life. You can change yours, too. In this show, I pick a topic, and give you stories and tools to begin to discover change for you, too. What have you been asking for that now is the time to find? Check out infinitebeingschool.com for a free Access Consciousness membership to get you started on the road to change your stars ⭐️

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