L.O.R.D: The good fight, in an ugly world.™‪️‬ Melinda Figueroa

I’m back, LoL. I’m sorry, life has been lifeing. It’s been beautifully chaotic. I’ve come to all these realizations and inner standings. I’m finding parts of myselfI thought I lost, I’m letting go and over standing that this is MY life and it’s going EXACTLY how it should. I’m not fighting what I used to fight so deeply. This is such a beautiful experience for me, that I want others to share it if they feel inclined to. I’m not a gatekeeper and I’m NOT worried about others being better than me or taking my glow because MORE THAN ONE PERSON CAN GLOW. It doesn’t have to be a competition. Honestly, I’m not in competition with ANYBODY because I don’t see or look at others as a threat or as if they have something I want. If I want it, I’ll go get it. I don’t need to steal it from another because if I have to do that. It was NEVER MINE IN THE FIRST PLACE. I’ve NEVA been this comfortable in my skin and I want that same thing for others. I love you, YOU’RE WORTHY, other’s opinions of you doesn’t define YOU, and THEY CANT TAKE SELF LOVE AWAY FROM YOU. If ANYTHING, it’s a kryptonite to the inhuman and nonhuman. I hope I can help build that armor up for you to be ready for the battles that are coming.

Just because I’m gone or M.I.A, does not mean that work is not being done. I’m ONE Woman, trying to do what villages by MYSELF. It’s a lot. I get tired & burnt out. I don’t have hype men or sh*t like that. I’m the hype man, I’m the one who pulls myself out of the gravel, all bloody & tore up. I nurture those wounds back to health. I remind MYSELF that I’m a Goddess. I remind MYSELF that I’ve been doing this since a youth: with NOBODY. I would HATE that for others. I’m always around, it’s the least I can do. I love you and you got this.

Life is hard but so is death. Just a reminder that you are worthy, you deserve to be here, and I love you. We are all in control of OUR own ships. YOU have the right to set boundaries and not deal with people who don’t respect you. You CAN cut people off who don’t respect you or your boundaries. One thing I learned in life is people will USE you for their benefit. They will use you till you can’t be used no more then throw you in the trash. Don’t be that person. Worrying about others will kill YOUR dreams quicker than anything. I love you & you got this.

I’m just HELLA happy and feeling good again. I got this new outlook on life, and I want to share and use MY time wisely. I want to make others feel good and love themselves. Call me corny or lame, I don’t care. The people NEED this. I’m here for the PEOPLE. Like genuinely. I love you & you got this.

I feel like a lot of us have been indoctrinated but just because you were made to believe certain things. Doesn’t make them true. There is free will & everyone has a choice. You are nobody’s slave, remember that. You are worthy of respect, boundaries, and love. You are capable to start new cycles. I believe in you, I love you, and you got this.

That’s ALL I want. To be some sort of benefit to myself and others. I want to use my space, energy, & time in some kind of meaningful way. I don’t want to be just taking up space. I love you, you got this.