Face with myself once again The “self “ podcast
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- Religion & Spirituality
The first part of the episode was recorded three weeks prior to the second half. I talk about my relationship with my girlfriend and how this summer I found myself seeking instant gratification outside of our relationship in a form of talking to women on tinder. In moments when I’m face with myself and made aware how my actions effected those closest to me, I start to disassociate, I use that as a method to escape the issues at hand. I’m currently making efforts to be more present in these moments and learning more about my deep conditioning that plead me since my adolescence. The second half was recorded at the summer job, I worked at for the summer and I talk about how I felt indifferent from the other workers there and also questioning there’s more to life than this?
The first part of the episode was recorded three weeks prior to the second half. I talk about my relationship with my girlfriend and how this summer I found myself seeking instant gratification outside of our relationship in a form of talking to women on tinder. In moments when I’m face with myself and made aware how my actions effected those closest to me, I start to disassociate, I use that as a method to escape the issues at hand. I’m currently making efforts to be more present in these moments and learning more about my deep conditioning that plead me since my adolescence. The second half was recorded at the summer job, I worked at for the summer and I talk about how I felt indifferent from the other workers there and also questioning there’s more to life than this?
35 min