48 min

Broken Gizmo Quiet Moments with Quilla; Redefining Life's Chaos

    • Christianity

July 17, 2019, two days after I walked into the ER for a simple headache, 97 days after having a baby... I needed my first shunt revision brain surgery.  For the life of me I couldn’t understand why God was allowing this. Why give me a baby and I can’t fully enjoy motherhood. Why give me a baby that has to see its mother suffer. Why give me a baby and then I can’t even take care of him.

July 17, 2019, two days after I walked into the ER for a simple headache, 97 days after having a baby... I needed my first shunt revision brain surgery.  For the life of me I couldn’t understand why God was allowing this. Why give me a baby and I can’t fully enjoy motherhood. Why give me a baby that has to see its mother suffer. Why give me a baby and then I can’t even take care of him.

48 min