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This Little Light of Mine is an LGBTQ+ tale of terror (growing up as a closeted Gay Christian in the Evangelical church) that led to trauma (cPTSD, religious trauma, spiritual abuse, sexual abuse, addiction) to what I intend to become triumph.


Join me on my healing and recovery journey towards mental health, spiritual health and emotional health as I find my voice by sharing what happened in my life as a Queer Christian where I was taught that I was not allowed to love.

This Little Light of Mine - LGBTQ, Christianity, religious trauma, mental health James Powell

    • Religion & Spirituality
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This Little Light of Mine is an LGBTQ+ tale of terror (growing up as a closeted Gay Christian in the Evangelical church) that led to trauma (cPTSD, religious trauma, spiritual abuse, sexual abuse, addiction) to what I intend to become triumph.


Join me on my healing and recovery journey towards mental health, spiritual health and emotional health as I find my voice by sharing what happened in my life as a Queer Christian where I was taught that I was not allowed to love.

    Silence is deadly: how to talk about suicide

    Silence is deadly: how to talk about suicide

    Hello and Welcome to This Little Light Of Mine, my name is James Powell and I'm really glad that you are able to join me for today's interview episode.


    Today I'm joined with David Laskovski who is joining our conversation on mental health and will be helping us delve a little deeper into the topic of suicide. David developed the HELP model, that provides new tools and resources to professionals in Toronto's Emergency Medical Services to intervene and help those who may be suicidal.


    Before we jump into today's episode I want to provide two important caveats. The first is a trigger warning. Suicide is an important and uncomfortable topic that touches many of our lives (even if we may not be aware that it does). While this conversation may be uncomfortable I know that it is a conversation that we need to get more comfortable with. That being said, the timing of this conversation may not be for everyone, right now. Please proceed with caution and listen to your body on what you need to be safe in this moment.


    The second caveat that I want to share is that David is my boyfriend. David has helped me grow in a number of ways over the past couple of years and I wanted to invite him on to share some of his kindness, wisdom, and love so that it might help others too.


    With David's expertise my hope and intention behind this episode is that we can all get a little more comfortable talking about this uncomfortable topic.


    James


    Episode links:


    Kevin Hines - Golden Gate Bridge


    Guide: How to talk about suicide

    • 55 min
    Coming out again

    Coming out again

    Hello and welcome to This Little Light of Mine, my name is James Powell and I'm so glad that you were able to join me for today's story episode entitled Coming out again.


    In today's episode I walk you some of the uncomfortable yet necessary events that followed my big decision to JUMP! from S02E05. I'm putting my decision to attend an in-patient trauma-informed rehab facility into action. It's time for me to get vulnerable, out myself in an entirely new way, and have conversations with my parents and with my employer, to share that I need to take time away to heal.


    I have so many thoughts and feelings come up when I think back to that time and space in my life. I was on a constant pendulum swinging back and forth between fear and relief.


    What I now know for sure, coming out is not a binary process. When we are growing and evolving, we are in a perpetual process of coming out.


    What are some areas of your life that you now feel safe enough to come out of your shell some more?


    James.


    https://www.thislittlelightofmine.ca

    • 22 min
    Pray FOR

    Pray FOR

    I'm joined with Bonnie Violet. Bonnie is a trans femme genderqueer spiritual drag artist, digital chaplain and host of 'A Queer Chaplin' and 'Splintered Grace' podcasts.  


    In today's interview episode Bonnie and I will be talking about the recent Netflix conversation therapy documentary, titled 'Pray Away'. 


    We'll be talking what we found, helpful, hurtful, and what we hope for, should a possible part two be in the works.


    Bonnie said it best when she said "Don't pray for me not to be trans. Don't pray for me not to be gay. Pray for me to get closer to God."


    Imagine what our world could be if we didn't ask people to change. Imagine what our world could be if we honoured the individuality that God designed into each of us.


    Imagine what our world could be if we helped and encouraged each other to go deeper within, to discover how beautiful they already are, instead of teaching people to Pray Away.


    What are you praying FOR?


    James


    http://www.thislittlelightofmine.ca

    • 59 min
    JUMP! - the transformational power of travel

    JUMP! - the transformational power of travel

    In today's story episode, I'm going to take you Peru where my friend Rob from OUT Adventures helped me to experience my own outer discovery adventure and inner journey for the soul.


    Going into this trip, I had everything on the OUTSIDE that I thought should make me happy, but I wasn't. I was in desperate need of an inner transformation. I needed to find a space within myself where I felt safe enough and brave enough to jump.


    It was this inner journey with OUT Adventures where I made one of my own life changing decisions to JUMP.


    Transformational travel is an incredible set and setting to embrace and experience the fullest expression of your being. And we each have the opportunity to choose to BE that person right now. It's not the travel that creates the opportunity. It's YOU who gives yourself the full permission to be alive while travelling. You can give yourself that full permission with every breath you take.






    For more information on OUT Adventures check out Rob at https://www.outadventures.com/ and @outadventures


    For explore more about how Liz helps women find joy in their wellness journeys through travel you can meet Liz at @lizbeancrookston and discover The Archer Group at https://www.thearchergroupinc.ca


    For pictures and more from today's episode please visit https://www.thislittlelightofmine.ca






    James


    @the.jamespowell

    • 21 min
    Raise a voice, hear an echo

    Raise a voice, hear an echo

    Hello and welcome to This Little Light Of Mine, my name is James Powell and I'm so glad that you are able to join me for the second part of my conversation with Dr. Mike Rosebush.






    If you haven't been introduced to Mike yet, I would encourage you to skip back to S02E03, Honey, I think I'm a homosexual.






    In today's episode Mike will share what happened when he came out while working as a VP at Focus on the Family, his role as a conversion therapist, outing himself again on a national ex-gay conference stage, going back into the closet, and what helped him to fully love and embrace all of who God made him to be.






    Connecting with Mike affirmed that we were designed to live and be fully alive. We were not created to be dead humans walking. The number one way that we start living, is when we are faithful to how we are each individually designed from love.


    Our coming out process is about being faithful, authentic, and loving to ourselves. The more that we do this with ourselves, the more we can share this faithfulness and love with others.


    This is our challenge today. What is the truth you want to stand up for and share with our world?


    How will you share that your sexuality, no matter the form, can never be broken, wrong, or sinful? How will you love more and share more of yourself with the world around you? How will you help the next generation know that you are needed, you are important, you are wanted, you are included, and you are loved?


    We need you now. When you raise your voice, the world will hear your echo for generations to come.


    Raise your voice, hear IT echo


    You are loved, James






    To read more from Dr. Mike Rosebush, check him out on Medium.


    Episode theme by Emorie: Raise a voice, hear it echo

    • 50 min
    Honey, I think I'm a homosexual

    Honey, I think I'm a homosexual

    Do you have any gay Christian role models or mentors?


    On today's episode, I'm joined with Dr. Mike Rosebush who describes himself as somewhat of a gay Christian Yoda.


    In this first part of our conversation, Mike will share how his wild journey of his 'most unusual gay Christian life' got started.


    In Part 1 of our conversation Mike talks about:


    growing up with 'John Wayne' as a fatherbeing top of his class in the US Air Force Academyspeaking life, for the first time, at age 30, to a homosexual personComing out while in the US Air ForceComing out to his pregnant wifeGoing into conversation therapyStarting as a VP with Focus on the Family

    To read more from Dr. Mike Rosebush, check him out on Medium.


    James

    • 53 min

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