48 min
I walk by Faith now! Sleeping Beauty, Awoke now!
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Life. That word itself, is so deep. I know that I'm young but guys I have experienced so much good and bad. But these last 3 years, I have been awakened to some type of nightmare, LOL. I have to laugh, from all out of tears, I've been crying and crying and crying since I was a little girl. The crazy part about it is most people never knew. The smile I carried was so bright and people will never have imagined that at one time I didn't even want to be here. But I grew so far from that person, that girl, that little girl. I say little girl because I had to heal my inner child. It is nothing but the truth that I really never had any idols. In most rooms as a child I felt like I was way more mature, and saw things that the adults should have saw. But I wanted to remain respectful. At the times that I got disrespectful it said that none of the guardians, stopped to ask me if anyone ever hurt me. At times when I was trying to warn my own mother of men she dated and some moved in, was no good, I was then accused of being too grown. But it turned out that everyone I said gave me a bad feeling, was something sent to destroy her. If only she had listened years ago, if only so many other people had just listened to me. Now I'm at the point where there's no more warning anyone. If you don't have the gift of discernment or you can't use common sense I want no part. I have been held back long enough from my destiny, my Jeopardy and my assistance that was needed to people who were in need of my services. I know now that I am a healer by nature. Now I see why so many people needed to be around me, all the calls and texts were all just distractions. I realize I can't help everybody, for as I share everybody doesn't want to be healed. I totally get it cuz at one time I didn't want to hear that s*** neither. I was always on the go mode and focused on the next dollar. I feared homelessness, I feared being without, and I never could go at night not at least trying to give my kids whatever they ask for. Not going to make this too long but to sum it up, I came too far, I accomplished too much, and I'm not giving up on me.
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Life. That word itself, is so deep. I know that I'm young but guys I have experienced so much good and bad. But these last 3 years, I have been awakened to some type of nightmare, LOL. I have to laugh, from all out of tears, I've been crying and crying and crying since I was a little girl. The crazy part about it is most people never knew. The smile I carried was so bright and people will never have imagined that at one time I didn't even want to be here. But I grew so far from that person, that girl, that little girl. I say little girl because I had to heal my inner child. It is nothing but the truth that I really never had any idols. In most rooms as a child I felt like I was way more mature, and saw things that the adults should have saw. But I wanted to remain respectful. At the times that I got disrespectful it said that none of the guardians, stopped to ask me if anyone ever hurt me. At times when I was trying to warn my own mother of men she dated and some moved in, was no good, I was then accused of being too grown. But it turned out that everyone I said gave me a bad feeling, was something sent to destroy her. If only she had listened years ago, if only so many other people had just listened to me. Now I'm at the point where there's no more warning anyone. If you don't have the gift of discernment or you can't use common sense I want no part. I have been held back long enough from my destiny, my Jeopardy and my assistance that was needed to people who were in need of my services. I know now that I am a healer by nature. Now I see why so many people needed to be around me, all the calls and texts were all just distractions. I realize I can't help everybody, for as I share everybody doesn't want to be healed. I totally get it cuz at one time I didn't want to hear that s*** neither. I was always on the go mode and focused on the next dollar. I feared homelessness, I feared being without, and I never could go at night not at least trying to give my kids whatever they ask for. Not going to make this too long but to sum it up, I came too far, I accomplished too much, and I'm not giving up on me.
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Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/talea-roundtree/support
48 min