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…one thing that really hit me this week was how fast you can recover from feeling a let down, by dreaming… dreaming beyond your let down into a new dream of excitement. sometimes when you’re in a place of a let down, it could be sparked because you want something more… you long to grow... you just haven’t realized it yet. realizing that you can always look forward and create more is a true gift of hope and i found instantaneously can fill you with wonder. …no matter how small your let downs may be… i hope you see your horizons changing into the most beautiful colors. may you always… may you never forget… to dream.
…dreaming of your beautiful souls and sending you lots of love!! ♡

...last weekend i took my truck out for the fist time and cannot convey how touched i am by the kindness strangers have shown me. within minutes these strangers became friends... giving me memories i will treasure always. thinking on it now, it is truly amazing how their care transformed my own experience and made it less fearful putting myself out there. being new to all of this, their welcoming arms instilled a calm and excitement in my adventure ...it was truly heart blossoming to have witnessed this.
...i hope beautiful friends find you and give you the encouragement and care that you need, for you are magnificent in every way. i’m sending you my deepest care and love!! may you never be afraid to do what you love!! ♡

…i wanted to document this adventure to save all these precious memories in time. ...my mama always says that these experiences are so special and to treasure each one and every moment. thank you so much for letting me share this time with you…. it’s one i cherish so deeply! i hope your memories are made of wonder as you dream each day...may they fill you with magic at every adventure!! sending you lots and lots of love!! ♡

….ever since discovering the digital realm, i’ve found there to be infinite depths with which to uncover and create music… a diamond mine that holds precious treasures. it has truly opened up my mind in approaching sound and playing instruments from a tech-like way… i remember once i started learning about it, i felt like i had found the musical parts of myself that i longed for... without really knowing what i was missing.
i hope all the magnificent gems find you and sparkle with the wildest wonders you dream of!! sending lot of love and glitter!!! ♡

...lately i’ve been hiding in my studio brewing up some more music. i get really inspired when i hear a sound or melody i’ve never heard. sometimes i’ve listened to the same song before but never picked up on other elements within it and it feels like discovering a new treasure.
i immediately want to understand and decode how the sound was created or what notes make up the melody…. why it sounds so magnificent. a lot of times that’s what i draw on to create… i think it’s really a blast to be in search of something when it's mysterious.
...i hope magnificent inspirations find you and bring you lots of luminous wonders. have a mysteriously beautiful week!! ♡

…before i set up the truck for these last couple of videos… i remember having this reoccurring thought of how i couldn’t wait for the feeling at the end of the day, after i had tried and tested everything out. a lot of times i push things back because they somehow seem fearful and magnified so in my head… but i knew that once i made it through the day i would feel excited about it all. although i was focused a little more on the future, i think keeping the idea of that feeling alive for myself before it happened made it a little easier to go for it in the first place. and the most special part of it all… is you… thank you for taking some of your time and kind care to be along this adventure with me… it means more than i could ever say!! ♡ sending you the warmest bear hugs and wishing you a most magical day as you dare to do what you love!! ♡