Unspoken Utterance Unspoken Utterance

Let me dive deep into the ocean
without the plopping sound
so that no one could find me
so that no one could trace for my existence
so that no one could yell for my absence
so that no one could ever find me,
as I am fed up of my own existence
as I am better being lost forever
as I am the worst being of the universe
as I deserve no happiness
as I deserve only pain
as I deserve the worst treatment from people
as I deserve to be fooled by every single person
as I deserve only hell being my permanent guest
as I deserve to be in pain for millions of decades
as I deserve only tears drops to roll down,
as I don't deserve to be alive
as I deserve nothing but only death to lull me to the hell....

Thee art the blood to my heart sans thee I am lifeless like a corpse...$$

My dear, you are a cup of serenity to me,
you are the fragrance of tranquillity,
you are a sip of mirthfulness,
you are the addiction that allures me,
Yes, my dear, you are the essence of love...$$

Loitering amid mirthfulness and grief,
she was trying to be happy but once again she had to bow in front of grief,
once again the sun took back it's rays bestowed upon her,
once again the brightest hues started fading,
once again serenity took back it's footstep from her doorstep,
once again her silhouette started vanishing,
once again she lost her desire to shine....