Diary Of An Undiscovered Writer Nikita

TRANSCRIPT - 18th march 2021
I have been finding myself in a reading slump lately. I used to consider myself a voracious reader, not anymore though. This reading slump has lasted too long, to a point where I started to question the very belief of me identifying myself as someone who finds her comfort in books. Until today.
It's not that I didn't enjoy reading, rather the fact that I was forcing myself to read books that somehow would intellectually stimulate me. and in the process of trying to be intellectually potent, I ignored the fact the reading in its entirety was not just bout gathering facts and facets but it was also about an escape in a dystopian world and traveling through time, and maybe feeling myself in the shoes of the protagonist and let my imagination run free with the guidance of mere signaling words. despite being an incredible source for knowledge reading was also about embarking on an unknown journey on the first page of every book and taking challenges on as the pages turn.
today I picked up 'The Selection' by Kiera Cass and it made me realize how much I missed just for the heck of it. one day I can be a princess running in the humongous corridors of a Castle, another day maybe I can be a time traveler. The possibilities are endless here. As a result of this newfound excitement and discovery of a long-lost love for reading, I finished a 336-page book in one sitting, and honestly, I don't think I have felt so alive in a long long time. |×| The diary of an undiscovered writer is exactly what it sounds like full of muse and melting feelings of a writer. Maybe you will find your inspiration here or maybe you will not. Either way a little romanticizing and a little gratefulness in form of carefully crafted words never hurts anyone. If you're into what I do maybe you can follow me on instagram for more scribbles and writeups Follow me on instagram @malikknikita Follow us on our LinkedIn profile https://www.linkedin.com/in/nikita-s-fieldnotes-36b677209 And thank you for stopping by! May you have a marvellous day :)

We present to you the first poem in the the diary of an undiscovered writer. Hope you enjoy |×|
TRANSCRIPT - I feel like a tiny dot /
Made with the Agitated hands /
Of a writer/
who was too busy writing words. /
Words with more important meanings to convey. /
Words with complexities to reiterate/

And I lay there splattered/
Unnoticed, Unwanted /
I will probably be a smear/
on his hands by the end of this/

I feel like a tiny dot/
Made with the agitated hands/
Of a writer/
Who was too busy trying to make sense/
Make sense of himself/
Make sense of the half written mess/

And I lay there hanging/
Unworthy, uninvited/
I will probably be the one/
Finally making sense of his mess/
Ending it all/
Once and for all/

I feel like a tiny dot/
Maybe just maybe/
I can become the end of it all.
|×| The diary of an undiscovered writer is exactly what it sounds like full of muse and melting feelings of a writer. Maybe you will find your inspiration here or maybe you will not. Either way a little romanticizing and a little gratefulness in form of carefully crafted words never hurts anyone. If you're into what I do maybe you can follow me on instagram for more scribbles and writeups Follow me on instagram @malikknikita Follow us on our LinkedIn profile https://www.linkedin.com/in/nikita-s-fieldnotes-36b677209 And thank you for stopping by! May you have a marvellous day :)

5th march 2021 |×|
In this piece, the writer talks about the constant dizziness that’s clouding her senses and how she feels left behind. She also talks about the innate desire of humans to choose what’s bad for ourselves by default |×| The diary of an undiscovered writer is exactly what it sounds like full of muse and melting feelings of a writer. Maybe you will find your inspiration here or maybe you will not. Either way a little romanticizing and a little gratefulness in form of carefully crafted words never hurts anyone. If you're into what I do maybe you can follow me on instagram for more scribbles and writeups Follow me on instagram @malikknikita Follow us on our LinkedIn profile https://www.linkedin.com/in/nikita-s-fieldnotes-36b677209 And thank you for stopping by! May you have a marvellous day :)

4th March 2021 |×| In this peice the writer talks about the numbness that seems to be ahold of her nowadays followed by the urgencies of the day, her wrecked sleep schedule and lastly love. |×| TRANSCRIPT - Today was a good day. At least I have been trying to make myself believe that. Everyday i sleep on the same lie in hopes that with sun tomorrow my will will rise too. Will not to do something extraordinary but something as mundane as washing the dishes, or start reading againg or maybe even lie down in peace. But in all honesty i do not know if i feel stuck, agitated, exasperated or exhausted. The only feeling knocking on my door nowadays is emptiness wearing the grey cloak of numbness.

I slept in today. And was awakened with the hurried and urgent voice of my father. He wanted me to print of the sales agreement for the motor cycle he just bought. I wondered what on earth will he do with that at this ungodly hour. It was 10. The hour was not ungodly my sleep schedule was. Under constant supervision of his urgent eyes and under the comfort of his resent promise of not letting anger get the best of him. I hurried to accomplish the task at hand. And then like every other time. My printer decided to fail me at the most important of times. Well how can i be mad. My brain does the same to me.

Apart from that my day juggled between watching two netflix series. Tossing my wisdom in the field of romance across the hall to my sister. I am certain she was ignoring most of it. The idea of romance excites you when the romance in your life does. If you are anything like me A happy healthy love life makes you prone to constant absence of company. The company to which you were supposed to tell about your lover's recent activities. Like how it made you so happy to hear him breathe in silence for a while. How you are absolutely sure that his heartbeat sounds like your name. How he smiles and melts your entire world. Or maybe you are normal and you just enjoyed the cake he baked you. Eitherways i say it for everyone when i say love is the only thing that can make your heart so full with childlike happiness that you forget you live on the ground and not on the clouds.
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The diary of an undiscovered writer is exactly what it sounds like full of muse and melting feelings of a writer. Maybe you will find your inspiration here or maybe you will not. Either way a little romanticizing and a little gratefulness in form of carefully crafted words never hurts anyone. If you're into what I do maybe you can follow me on instagram for more scribbles and writeups Follow me on instagram @malikknikita Follow us on our LinkedIn profile https://www.linkedin.com/in/nikita-s-fieldnotes-36b677209 And thank you for stopping by! May you have a marvellous day :)