Cancer Stories: The Art of Oncology American Society of Clinical Oncology (ASCO)

Listen to ASCO’s JCO Oncology Practice essay, “Patient is Otherwise Healthy” by Dr. Scott Capozza, Board Certified Oncology Physical Therapist at Smilow Cancer Hospital Adult Cancer Survivorship Clinic at Yale Cancer Center. The essay is followed by an interview with Capozza and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Capozza shares his personal experience with the long-term effects of cancer treatment.
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‘Patient Is Otherwise Healthy’ by Scott J. Capozza, PT, MSPT 
Let me start by saying: I know I am one of the fortunate ones.
Being diagnosed with cancer at any age puts many in a tailspin. I was no different when I was diagnosed with stage II testicular cancer at age 22 years. I was still in graduate school, completing my physical therapy program; suddenly, I had to schedule an orchiectomy, retroperitoneal lymph node dissection, and two cycles of chemotherapy around lectures, laboratory work, and practical examinations. Fast forward 20 years and I have an unbelievably supportive wife who has seen me through so much of my long-term survivorship concerns.  
Despite my fertility challenges, we are so very fortunate that my wife was able to conceive three healthy, happy, and strong kids (conceived only through the roller coaster that is fertility preservation and reproduction medicine, which so many adolescent and young adult survivors must deal with and is emotionally very challenging, but that is a discussion for another day). I have a great career as a board-certified physical therapist in oncology, where I can help enhance the physical well-being of patients throughout the cancer care continuum. The journey to this path as a survivor was not a straight line, though that also is a discussion for another day. 
What I do not remember signing up for was all the late and long-term side effects of cancer treatment, or maybe I did sign for them in a sort of deal with the devil so that I could finish PT school on time and return to my precancer life of running and being with my friends. We sign on the dotted line to rid the cancer from our bodies, but just like the mortgage, student loans, and back taxes, we end up having to pay in the end. Unfortunately, paying off this debt comes with a high interest rate (a multitude of adverse effects) heaped on top of the principal balance. 
And while it would be very easy to blame my hyperlipidemia on my cancer treatments,1 I am pretty sure there is a likely strong genetic component. My grandmother had high cholesterol for as long as I could remember. As your quintessential Italian grandmother, she was 105 pounds soaking wet and ate like a bird (while being insulted if I did not have a 4th helping of her lasagna) but had to take her blasted pills for high cholesterol for all her adult life. She died a month short of her 103rd birthday and was still sharp as a tack until the very end. I will gladly sign on the dotted line for that outcome.
My immediate postcancer treatment years were great. I resumed running and ran several marathons, returned to a relatively normal social life, and started along my career. I met my wife, and she was enthusiastically willing to live her life with a cancer survivor. Marriage, house, kids, job…everything was going great.
Until things started going downhill.
About 10 years postchemotherapy, I noticed that my exercise tolerance was decreasing. It was harder and harder to keep up with friends on our long runs. I felt more fatigued overall. I went from running 10 miles to seven to five to now barely being able to complete two miles. My chest would feel tight as if a vise was clamping down on my ribs. Running up short hills in my neighborhood, which I had routinely done in the past, felt like I was ascending Mount Everest without supplemental oxygen or Sherpa support. 
When I brought this up to my primary care physician, he looked perplexed. I am young(ish), no family history of heart disease, nonsmoker, healthy weight, and only enjoy a hard

Listen to ASCO’s Journal of Clinical Oncology essay, “The Road Less Traveled: Perspective From an Australian Oncologist” by Stephanie Hui-Su Lim, Medical Oncologist at Macarthur Cancer Therapy center in New South Wales, Australia. The essay is followed by an interview with Lim and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Lim shares her thoughts as an oncologist dealing with a patient that has decided not to continue with treatment. 
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Narrator: “The Road Less Traveled: Perspective From an Australian Oncologist” by Stephanie Hui-Su Lim 
He had been diagnosed with metastatic colorectal cancer in his late 30s and was responding well to first-line treatment. Physically fit, with a good tolerance to therapy, there was no stigma of sickness or telltale signs of cancer lurking around him. His partner usually attends with him, offers polite nods, few questions asked, but you could sense her underlying nervousness and fear of the unknown. Between the short phrases of broken English and the interpreter talking, consultations were usually pleasant, the right questions were asked, and I would end the consultation by asking how his family was doing back in Vietnam.

Born to Chinese-Vietnamese parents in a city on the outskirts of the capital, he migrated to Australia 10 years ago. He worked hard, exercised, ate a healthy blend of an Asian and Western diet, and check-boxed all the requisites to build a good life.

On this occasion, his cancer was slowly progressing although remained largely asymptomatic. His optimism stayed stable, and he kept his full-time job. I discussed switching treatment.

“Do you have any questions?”

As I shuffled the consent form, information sheets in Vietnamese, pathology form, imaging request, and follow-up bookings, I waited for the interpreter on the other end of the phone to speak. COVID-19 was still lingering, and our face-to-face interpreter service had largely been replaced by phone calls.

My now 40-year-old patient, alone today in the clinic room, looked at me and the care coordinator, then spoke something to the phone.

The voice on the other end said he has no questions, he is “keen to get on with it.”

“Ok then, we'll get him to sign here, and I'll need your healthcare interpreter number too.”

An exchange of words ensued, perhaps some things were repeated over. Then my patient smiled, and waited.

“He says thank you doctor but he doesn't want any treatment.”

It was not the answer I was expecting.

I had explained his slow disease progression, multiple lines available, and good tolerability of treatment, maintaining his quality of life and maximizing survival. I had gone through the projected life expectancy at this point, which was still measured in the order of short years if we pursued all standard therapies.

“Can you ask him again? That he does not want any treatment?”

Perhaps the interpreter had not relayed what I said. Perhaps I had not emphasized the benefits of continuing treatment. Perhaps there were misplaced reasons for declining evidence-based treatment, the clues of which I had learned to pick up quickly, gleaned from conversations over family dinners from my own family of migrants.

When my patients decline treatment in a context where the clinical benefits clearly outweigh potential harm, I often feel I have not done enough. If I spent more time talking them through their decision making, guiding them through hypothetical what-if scenarios, then would we have gotten to the same page? Was I sure they were compos mentis? Should I call the other listed relatives and have the same conversation with them?

In his case, he had made a capable and informed decision.

We are used to the well-trodden path of exhausting appropriate standard treatment before transitioning to a best supportive care approach. However, when patients choose the less traveled path where their cancer journey and life expectancy are truncated by choice,

Listen to ASCO’s Journal of Clinical Oncology essay, “Knuckleheads” by Dr. Timothy Gilligan, Vice Chair for Education at the Cleveland Clinic Taussig Cancer Institute. The essay is followed by an interview with Gilligan and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Gilligan emphasizes the importance of partnering with his patients to understand what they are going through and their reason for rejecting recommended treatment.
 
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Narrator: Knuckleheads by Tmothy D. Gilligan, MD, FASCO (10.1200/JCO.24.00160)
I was in tumor board when I first heard about him. One of my former colleagues referred to patients like this as knuckleheads, patients who were interfering with our plan to treat their cancer. He needed chemotherapy. He kept refusing. He was going to be referred to me so that I could talk some sense into him.
Preparing to go into the examination room, I realized I was getting ready to use my medical knowledge to try to make him consent to chemotherapy. After all, that is what he needed. If only he would listen to me. I paused and remembered what my mentors had taught me about forming effective relationships with patients and about the communication skills that could engender trust and a feeling of connection. I remembered one of them saying to me “Every time I open my mouth, I risk making things worse.” So I committed to listening and curiosity and humility and entered the room. He had a curable cancer. There was so much at stake.
“What have the other doctors been telling you about what’s going on?” I asked. He said he had been told that his cancer had come back and that he needed chemotherapy now. That additional surgery wasn’t an option.
“I heard that you had some concerns about chemotherapy,” I said.
“Yes, I want to delay it until the fall,” he said.
“Tell me about that,” I responded.
So I got to hear his story. He was a single father with several school-aged children. His wife had recently left him for another man and said a lot of hurtful things on the way out the door. She no longer wanted to be a mother and only saw the kids 1 or 2 days a month. His oldest child was in crisis and struggling in school. The patient was a construction worker who could only work during the warmer months and would be unemployed all winter. As a seasonal worker, he was not eligible for unemployment benefits. He was the sole breadwinner for his family. It was now summer. If he stopped working for 3 months to receive chemotherapy, he would not be able to support his family and had no way to make it up during the winter.
Not really the story of a knucklehead, of another man refusing to take care of himself. It all seemed so unfair to me that I wanted to cry, to have all this land on him at once—cancer, abandonment, a child in crisis, financial instability. He was overwhelmed. I let him know that I saw that, that I was moved by it.
We talked about his cancer and what we would expect to happen if it was treated and what would happen if it was not. He wondered if maybe we could wait 2 weeks and get another scan to see how quickly things were progressing. Medically this seemed safe, and I agreed to his plan. And with the help of the social worker on our team, we started marshalling resources that day to make it more feasible to get him through treatment, which he agreed to begin a few weeks later. He completed the course of chemotherapy, and he has most likely been cured.
He reminded me of another patient I had, an African American woman who had been referred to me by one of my only African American colleagues in my work setting. She had bladder cancer. When reviewing her chart, I noticed that she had been diagnosed 2 years earlier at a different hospital and refused treatment. The chart said that she needed to take care of her children and declined curative surgery for that reason. It seemed like an odd logic to me. Another knucklehead refusing to comply with our plan?
When I went into the roo

Listen to ASCO’s Journal of Clinical Oncology essay, “The Power of Story” by Dr. Erica Kaye, Director of Research in Quality of Life and Palliative Care at St. Jude's Children's Research Hospital. The essay is followed by an interview with Kaye and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Kaye shares her strategies to grow the field of narrative oncology.
 
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Narrator: The Power of Story, Erica C. Kaye, MD, MPH (10.1200/JCO.24.00013)
 
Everyone knew the baby was dying. The data were overwhelming, indisputable. Widely metastatic cancer, multiorgan system failure, a belly grotesquely distended by tumor and blood and gangrenous guts. “A corpse on a vent,” the nurses whispered outside the room.
Swaddled in the crib, a distorted body hidden neatly by crisp sheets, the baby's sweet face peeked out, cherubic and still. Her mother stared fixedly at her peaceful, doll-like face, and no amount of data presented by the medical team could persuade her that the child was nearing the end of life.
 
My job was to get the DNR. Swathed in a paper gown, gloves, and mask, I hovered in the doorway. The baby's mother sat in a chair beside the crib, hands over her eyes. I knelt on the floor at her feet. “I don't want to hear it,” she said, without looking at me. “I don't need to know the statistics. My baby will live.”
 
Oncology is a discipline driven by evidence. Quantitative data inform our treatment recommendations, prognostication, development of novel therapeutics, allocation of resources and funding, and scientific communication. We enumerate and measure variables and outcomes with the imperative goal of advancing science and strengthening our clinical care.
 
As a research scientist, I believe in the power of data. We cannot cure cancer, optimize quality of life, or improve end-of-life care without rigorous investigation.
Sometimes, though, I wonder if our profession's appreciation for the collection, analysis, and reporting of data causes us to overlook another profound and vital tool at our fingertips—the power of storytelling.
 
For me, a story is an account of the consequential parts of a person's life. It may spotlight a history of present illness or underscore a lifetime of illness. Sometimes, a story focuses on a singular decision; other times, it zooms out to explore the vast nuances of our complex lives—joy, suffering, love, loss, belonging, grief, and hope.
 
As a pediatric palliative oncologist, it's my role and privilege to bear witness and make space for the stories that honor people's lived experiences. Over the past 20 years, I've grown to believe that listening to and sharing stories is more than just the bedrock of humanism in medicine. It is also a powerful and effective tool for the effective practice of quality health care.
 
In my experience—for our patients who are suffering, their caregivers who face impossible decisions, and our colleagues who struggle to do no harm—knowing the data is rarely enough to navigate the terrain of modern medicine. We need stories to find our way, to reach people where they are, to help one another process devastating experiences, to choose a path forward and find the strength to put one foot in front of another.
 
“I hear you,” I said quietly, looking up at her. Her hands balled into fists, still covering her eyes.
 
“We won't talk about the numbers today.” Minutes passed, as we listened to the whir of the ventilator. Slowly, her fists unclenched, and her red, raw eyes met mine. “She's not a number,” I said softly. “She's a precious, cherished baby. She's her own person, not a percentage. She has a unique story, and I'm here to listen.”
 
Arguing for the power of stories may sound poetically naïve, even reckless to some. I've heard colleagues criticize narratives of illness experiences as irrelevant, outliers, or misleading. We are quick to discount stories that do not align rigorously with peer-reviewed publish

Listen to ASCO’s Journal of Clinical Oncology poem, “Etch a Sketch” by Dr. Wendy Tong, an Internal Medicine Resident at McGaw Medical Center of Northwestern University. The poem is followed by an interview with Tong and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Tong shares her thought process behind her fictional poem, where a mother and daughter receive bad news of a leukemia diagnoses.
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Narrator: Etch a Sketch, by Wendy Tong, MD 
You are only seventeen when you first learn its meaning.
Just moments before, you sit in a white-walled room
with your mother by your side. You have been losing weight.
You have been feeling dizzy; you have been bedbound with colds.
You have been waking up with the taste of blood,
finding dried crimson on your pillow
and tiny red freckles smattering your skin. 
In the middle of the waiting your mind drifts back
to when you were younger, when the thing you liked best
to play with was an etch a sketch. You would maneuver the knobs
to draw lineographic pictures with an invisible stylus—a whole world of possibility pixelated into a gray two-dimensional screen.
If you made a mistake, no matter. The image would blur
with a few simple shakes; if no one saw it, did it ever really exist? 
When the doctor returns, you try to brace yourself but find
your defenses dissolving as he delivers the message. This is the moment you learn the meaning of tragedy. It is a fortune-telling, it is a sentence.
Your mother’s face pales. You simply stare at the hands in your lap—
hands that have just learned to love. Hands that have fumbled to make art; hands that could not help but hold onto hope. A whole world of possibility suddenly goes dark. If only this screen could be shaken, this gritty image erased.
As you watch your mother’s tears fall, you retreat to a safer place
inward, where you are free to sketch the image of the two of you
at the kitchen table just that morning, before things changed. 
In a single movement you pencil in the harsh slant
of your own angled cheekbone. In another, you etch worry lines
into your mother’s forehead for age to deepen.
This is not the future that she dreamed for you.
But there are things you cannot capture with two-dimensional strokes.
What of the way the sun had hit the glass saltshaker, or the slowing of light. The way refraction had scattered rainbow flecks across your mother’s cheeks like celestial confetti, the grace of an unseen angel.
The way the coffee was still warm against your lips. These are the things, you realize now, that will sustain you. You reach for her hand and she grasps back, tightly.
Dr. Lidia Schapira: Hello, and welcome to JCO's Cancer stories: The Art of Oncology, which features essays and personal reflections from authors exploring their experience in the field of oncology. I'm your host, Dr. Lidia Schapira, Professor of Medicine at Stanford University. Today we're joined by Dr. Wendy Tong, an Internal Medicine Resident at McGaw Medical Center of Northwestern University. In this episode, we will be discussing her Art of Oncology poem "Etch-A-Sketch." 
At the time of this recording, our guest has no disclosures. 
Wendy, welcome to our podcast, and thank you for joining us.
Dr. Wendy Tong: Thanks so much for having me today.
Dr. Lidia Schapira: So let's start by talking a little bit about your writing, you are going through your medical training, tell us what writing does for you.
Dr. Wendy Tong: I first started getting into writing poetry, or writing in general, about halfway through medical school. I was always inspired to write after a specific patient encounter, sort of as a way to capture something human that I had noticed about them - a specific detail, mannerism, or attitude - something that I wanted to appreciate and remember. When I started, poetry was a good way to capture those little glimpses separate from writing more narrative essays where  you are able to get in more of the medical details, history, and t

Listen to ASCO’s Journal of Clinical Oncology essay, “The Heritability of Cancer” by Dr. Leeat Granek, Associate Professor at York University in Toronto, Canada. The essay is followed by an interview with Granek and host Dr. Lidia Schapira. Granek shares how her mother's diagnose with breast cancer continues to shape her own life and experiences.
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Narrator: The Heritability of Cancer, by Leeat Granek 
I was 9 years old when my mother was first diagnosed with breast cancer and 25 when she died. The boundary between before and after is so clear that it feels like I have lived two lives. I went from being a careless, cerebral, quirky child to a rough version of the responsible, reliable, and vigilant adult I would eventually became. With cancer came the fear of losing my mother, and with that fear came an unwelcome but necessary maturity. There were other important life events impacting our family around that time that contributed to this sense of split. We had just moved from Israel to Toronto and knew few people in our new environment. My mother had just given birth to my baby brother, and my parents had bought a new house for our growing family. At the time, I was starting third grade in a new school—the fifth new school since beginning kindergarten. All this in addition to the diagnosis. My mother was only 33 years old—the same age I am now.
While I adapted to everything else—new house, new school, new brother, new country—cancer insisted on sticking around, and it claimed not only my mother's life but, in many ways, my own. Cancer enters the body of the caregivers in ways that move far beyond the domestic work involved in the running of the house or the management of medications and appointments. It can become part of caregiver DNA through inherited genes, but it often does so in more insidious ways.
My mother lived with the disease for 17 years before she died in 2005. It is fair to say I grew up in the hospital. Over the years, there were multiple surgeries, along with episodes of weekly chemotherapy and daily radiation sessions. She suffered a host of complications that came with metastatic disease and its treatment, including four instances of strep A bacteremia. Many major events happened in the hospital. We ate Chinese food with our matzos on Passover in her room and lit Hanukkah candles in the waiting room where we accidentally set off the fire alarm on the seventh night, to the consternation of the nursing staff. My 11th, 15th, 18th, and 25th birthdays were celebrated in cramped hospital quarters, cutting the birthday cake with a dull plastic knife. Indeed, the last birthday we had together was my 25th, and we marked it in the hospital 2 days before she died. In her last lucid moment, she managed to miraculously lift out of the fog caused by brain metastases to give me a kiss and exclaim “Mazal tov, Leeatie!”
I remember the sounds and the smells. Static codes being called out over the hospital loudspeakers. The haunting “clink, clink, clink” of the staples being removed from my mother's skin graft and landing with a loud clatter in a silver bowl. The pale green hallways and their antiseptic smell, which I grew to hate. The airless temperature that was neither hot nor cold—hospital weather, I used to call it. The hospital, with its sounds and smells, was my second home.
It sounds awful. And it was a lot of the time, but there were many good moments as well. My mother was smart, intuitive, funny, and astonishingly optimistic. She was always laughing and incredibly giving with her love and affection. We were exceptionally close. Her eyes lit up and her arms stretched out to give me a hug every single time I walked into her room. She would say things like, “Leeatie, I love you so much. I wouldn't change a single thing about you! How did I get to be so lucky to have a daughter like you?” and “There's no one in the world I would rather spend time with than you.” I didn't