32 min
*whispers* This whole episode is self harm. Michal
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- Philosophy
This is current me about to post this episode. So now that I talked to my therapist I understand why my brain behaves this way. And why I’m so emotional and feel so strongly and all the feels. And I must say I always knew this but I think I needed an outside person to tell me what it is. Chaos, adrenaline, a drug. Abandonment issues. Anywho I might talk about all that on the next episode. Okay past me starts here: I’m crying again! Sorry for the sniffles. Also sorry for the noise in the 2nd part. I got a mic but then proceeded to play with the mic while I was talking because I need to do something with my hands. Nervous tick I guess. Anywho. In this episode I talk about love and connection during war, accepting crumbs, and a 6 year tumblr post that brings me full circle it seems.
This is current me about to post this episode. So now that I talked to my therapist I understand why my brain behaves this way. And why I’m so emotional and feel so strongly and all the feels. And I must say I always knew this but I think I needed an outside person to tell me what it is. Chaos, adrenaline, a drug. Abandonment issues. Anywho I might talk about all that on the next episode. Okay past me starts here: I’m crying again! Sorry for the sniffles. Also sorry for the noise in the 2nd part. I got a mic but then proceeded to play with the mic while I was talking because I need to do something with my hands. Nervous tick I guess. Anywho. In this episode I talk about love and connection during war, accepting crumbs, and a 6 year tumblr post that brings me full circle it seems.
32 min