SFUltra Sean McTiernan

"The fire of wild abandon burns
so beautiful and bright
The ashes fade away after
consuming all the light
The fire of wild abandon
burns so beautiful and hot
I used to know the way back home
but somehow I forgot

Through all the smoke I can’t see you
What’s the thing you been turned into?
Something fun, or someone new
The fire of wild abandon

Feel the lie becoming true
Whose eyes are you seeing through?
Teeth, turn in on yourselves and chew
The parasite expanding

Through all the heat waves you can’t see
The thing you thought I used to be
Distorted uncontrollably
Beyond misunderstanding

And in the wreckage, nothing there
Only the cold spell in the air
I cried for you like you were dead
But it’s just that you’re something else instead

And as I felt myself float away, way up there
Up above all the houses
and the people and the trees
And I thought I’d go back,
back down there, be like them
But I can’t anymore,
‘cause I don’t know which one was me

I don’t know which one was me"
- Fire Of Wild Abandon, Evil Sword

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“I have said before that the music is the words and the words are the music. It is all there for you to understand if you can and for you to feel, regardless.”
- Sun Ra, This Planet is Doomed

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"I fire myself ten times a day
I throw myself in a watery grave
With fourteen horses on top of my head
I hear the voice again and again" - I Fire Myself, Mary Timony

"​eurt si em tuoba yas yeht gnihtyrevE" - Euphoria, Kendrick Lamar (intro sample from The Wiz)
I'm happy to welcome back Matt to tackle this terrible book. Matt's youtube channel Bookpilled is one of the main inspirations behind SFUltra and his engaging, thoughtful reviews make him official YouTube Book GOAT. His patreon is worth it and then some.
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Matt's patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Bookpilled

“...Thank God you let me crash on your couch
Who's my God that I’m prayin' to now?
…
Made her go home, felt the virus
Web of life is my weed, false dreams stripped by silence
…
Deals they had us sign, for years, it had mе blind
Think I had to hit rewind and think about why I do shine
…
My whole family cursed, now get the fuck out my ride
…
Nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin'
…
If a killer say shit, then get these motherfuckers
...
Get the fuck out” - Buzzcut Feat. Danny Brown - Brockhampton

"You lie in the graveyard
Well you're rotting away
When I talk to you daily
You've got nothing to say

You lie in the graveyard
Well you are down making plans
Well you control all my thoughts
Well you make dust fall"
- Graveyard , Butthole Surfers