Just cause your ears are bleeding doesn't mean your soul ain't healing. We all have pain from the past and these bad sounds are expected to be a little rough to understand but they intend to speak inside of you reaching bad memories and emotions to shake them free creating new space for new emotions you would rather feel and enjoy. This is not for everyone your ears may bleed you may possibly go crazy trying to figure out what is being said. Sitting on the couch one day just bored with a great idea and expressions.