Hello, Goodbye‪!‬ Podcast Hilda

Not every story are worth writing. There is him who inspires me to write, and there is you the one that i can't write about even i want to. But today, i decided to write about you.
Dear you, that i will call as "Mas" in this whole writing. Mas, thanks for coming into my life. You taught me so many things in life, you showed me colors I've never seen before. I found you when i was a mess, i found you when i was broken. Like the other story of mine, you were so kind and once, you gave me hope. I felt like i could get up one more time, i felt like i could be happy one more time with you by my side of course. Everything went well at the first, I had you and you had me even we're just friend. I asked you once "How if i really like you and love you? " and you said "No, don't like me or even love me it will just make you cry". Hearing it from you made my heart hurt Mas, but i covered it with laugh as if i was joking. We lived in this for some times, with me who was still hoping for the impossibble to happen.
Back to now, it has been a week since you told me that you have a girlfriend. Im not gonna lie that my heart is hurt, that i am sad and angry at the same time. It's still hurt seeing you with her, but today i write this as a good bye for you, for my memory with you. Thank you for the joy and the wound you made. I never regret that i met you. Goodbye Mas ☘