49 min

(045) Dear Diary: What They Don't Know Soulful Attraction

    • Spirituality

I'll be honest, this one's a bit heavy. 
As promised - non-edited, raw, vulnerability - and feeling pretty odd about posting a podcast talking about such private things.  This is a first - and I'm diving head first.
My intention with these Dear Diary episodes is just to stream-of-consciousness whatever is on my heart in the moment, and process the way I do on my own, in case others can benefit from my journey, or feel a little more understood along their own.  This one was recorded in the thick of the eclipse energy - right after a 7 day water fast, with so much emotional purging at the surface - and I dove deep into my childhood and middle school/teen years and the aspects that shaped me, that at the time felt incredibly traumatizing.  
For a long time, I wrote off difficulties in my life, claiming I didn't have " trauma" because I was always comparing my past to others' who had seemed to have much deeper wounds.  It wasn't until the past year or so that I really started to understand how relative trauma is and how much things that seem insignificant to the average adult, were the things that challenged us emotionally, mentally, and physically as kids - and that sticks with us until we dive deep and uncover the hidden gems. 
This is my deep dive - and for those of you who tag along, thank you for witnessing me, thank you for listening, and I pray that this supports you to find the keys and beauty behind your own challenges - whether you are in them now, or revisiting them from the past. 
I love you.
 
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AND,  I am currently opening one spot to work with me 1 on 1 for anyone who would like to dive deep into the quantum work and internal alchemy.  This is a monthly basis, and I will only have one spot, so reach out to me if this interests you :) You can find out more here 

I'll be honest, this one's a bit heavy. 
As promised - non-edited, raw, vulnerability - and feeling pretty odd about posting a podcast talking about such private things.  This is a first - and I'm diving head first.
My intention with these Dear Diary episodes is just to stream-of-consciousness whatever is on my heart in the moment, and process the way I do on my own, in case others can benefit from my journey, or feel a little more understood along their own.  This one was recorded in the thick of the eclipse energy - right after a 7 day water fast, with so much emotional purging at the surface - and I dove deep into my childhood and middle school/teen years and the aspects that shaped me, that at the time felt incredibly traumatizing.  
For a long time, I wrote off difficulties in my life, claiming I didn't have " trauma" because I was always comparing my past to others' who had seemed to have much deeper wounds.  It wasn't until the past year or so that I really started to understand how relative trauma is and how much things that seem insignificant to the average adult, were the things that challenged us emotionally, mentally, and physically as kids - and that sticks with us until we dive deep and uncover the hidden gems. 
This is my deep dive - and for those of you who tag along, thank you for witnessing me, thank you for listening, and I pray that this supports you to find the keys and beauty behind your own challenges - whether you are in them now, or revisiting them from the past. 
I love you.
 
Connect with me on Instagram
Connect with me on Facebook
Check out my Offerings
 
AND,  I am currently opening one spot to work with me 1 on 1 for anyone who would like to dive deep into the quantum work and internal alchemy.  This is a monthly basis, and I will only have one spot, so reach out to me if this interests you :) You can find out more here 

49 min