And Now Love Podcast

Cynthia Marks
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Yearning for love that goes beyond fleeting emotions? Longing to unlock your true potential and build fulfilling relationships? Join Cynthia Marks on a transformative journey guided by the groundbreaking teachings of her late husband, Dr. Bernard Bail. Dr. Bail believed love was not just a feeling, but a cornerstone of human existence, woven into the very fabric of our dreams. Each episode delves into his ”Love, Dreams, Imprint” paradigm, offering a roadmap to navigate the emotional landscape and rewrite the limiting narratives ingrained within us. Dive into the mystical realm of dreams and decipher their hidden messages. Uncover the unconscious patterns, or ”imprints,” shaping your reality, and learn to break free from their hold. Renowned experts join Cynthia, illuminating love’s multifaceted nature, from self-love to romantic and familial bonds. Discover Dr. Bail’s practical tools for healing past wounds, cultivating joy, and forging connections that transcend distance and time. Together, we embark on a mission to rewrite the script of love, transforming it from a fleeting feeling into a potent force for personal and collective transformation. ”And Now, Love” is your sanctuary for exploration, your laboratory for growth. Find your haven, join the conversation, and embark on a journey with immeasurable rewards. Listen now and discover the love that has the power to rewrite your story.

  1. Iran, Humanity, and the Stories We Inherit | Bobak Kalhor

    1D AGO ·  VIDEO

    Iran, Humanity, and the Stories We Inherit | Bobak Kalhor

    What happens when a country is discussed constantly, but rarely understood? Bobak Kalhor brings a filmmaker’s eye, an Iranian-American life story, and a historian’s discipline to a conversation that moves from Iran’s revolutionary past to the unconscious forces shaping humanity’s future. Having left Iran as a child during the revolution, Bobak speaks from both personal memory and years of historical inquiry, including his documentary A Dying King: The Shah of Iran. This conversation does not reduce Iran to headlines, regimes, or slogans. It asks what the West often fails to understand: that Iranians may argue, divide, and oppose one another internally, but that external attacks can quickly transform division into unity. From there, the conversation turns inward. Bobak reflects on Dr. Bernard Bail’s dream work, the mother’s imprint, and the question of who we are before fear, anxiety, trauma, and history imprint themselves on us. He describes the search for the authentic self as difficult work — but the kind of work that opens more doors the deeper it goes. The episode ultimately returns to love: not as sentiment, but as the internal tool humanity has neglected. Technology may advance, wars may grow more sophisticated, and political systems may change, but Bobak argues that what we build inwardly may be the only thing we truly take with us.

    56 min
  2. Compton Junior Equestrians: How Horses Help Kids Heal, Grow, and Find Purpose

    MAY 1 ·  VIDEO

    Compton Junior Equestrians: How Horses Help Kids Heal, Grow, and Find Purpose

    Cynthia Marks of the And Now Love Podcast sits down with guests from Compton Junior Equestrians, a Richland Farms youth horse program dedicated to helping children grow through mentorship, education, responsibility, and connection with horses. Founded by Maisha Akbar, the program gives young people a safe and meaningful place to learn discipline, emotional awareness, confidence, and care. In this episode, the guests share how horses can become powerful non-judgmental companions, helping children and adults calm their minds, process emotions, and reconnect with themselves. The conversation explores the healing presence of horses, the importance of education, the use of tools like the feelings wheel, and the life-changing impact of mentorship. The guests also discuss the real cost of caring for horses, the need for community support, and how Compton Junior Equestrians continues to create opportunities for young people in Compton and beyond. This episode highlights a program rooted in love, responsibility, and hope—showing how horses can help young people find purpose, stability, and a stronger sense of self. Learn more or support the program: comptonjrequestrians.org

    1h 28m
  3. What Art Makes Possible: A Conversation with Brandon Dean Johnson - Create Now inc

    APR 24 ·  VIDEO

    What Art Makes Possible: A Conversation with Brandon Dean Johnson - Create Now inc

    Cynthia Marks, host of And Now Love and head of the Holistic Psychoanalysis Foundation, speaks with Brandon Dean Johnson, CEO of Create Now, about the power of art to open doors for underserved youth across Los Angeles. Brandon shares how a love of animation began at age eight, how he pursued graphic design and fine arts at Elizabeth City State University despite early discouragement, and how his path took him from teaching art in Europe to rebuilding after a brief period of homelessness in Los Angeles. He also reflects on his six years as a volunteer with Create Now before becoming CEO in 2021, and discusses how he continues to develop his own creative projects while leading the organization forward. In this episode, Brandon explains the origins of Create Now under founder Jill Gurr and its mission since 1996 to provide free arts programming for young people up to age 24 through more than 150 partner schools, shelters, and community agencies across LA County. He also speaks about the realities of nonprofit work, including funding challenges and the impact of crises such as wildfires and ICE raids on the communities they serve. From tailored classes and cultural field trips to career fairs and partnerships with organizations like Discovery Cube and the LA Clippers, this conversation highlights how Create Now is using creativity not just as expression, but as access, support, and possibility.

    58 min
  4. Denim Day: A Conversation about Advocacy and Peace Over Violence with Patti Giggans

    APR 17 ·  VIDEO

    Denim Day: A Conversation about Advocacy and Peace Over Violence with Patti Giggans

    In this essential episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Patti Giggans, longtime Executive Director of Peace Over Violence, a Los Angeles–based nonprofit founded in 1971 to support survivors through intervention, prevention, education, and advocacy. Patti shares the story behind Denim Day, the longest-running sexual violence prevention education campaign, inspired by a court ruling that treated “tight jeans” as consent—sparking a movement to challenge rape myths and stand with survivors. She explains why one of the most important skills society can learn is simply how to be a support person—to listen without judgment, without rushing, and without trying to “fix” the survivor’s timeline. The conversation highlights POV’s deep, practical work: 24/7 hotlines, counseling, legal services, courtroom accompaniment, and trauma-informed healing modalities that meet people on their worst days. Patti reflects on the ebb and flow of public attention—Me Too moments, headlines, backlash—and how organizations keep going even as prevention programs are often the first to lose funding. We also hear Patti’s personal origin story—how women’s self-defense and martial arts led her into violence prevention work, and why “practice” (not perfection) is the path toward nonviolence. The episode closes with a clear invitation: believe survivors, show up with love, and support the organizations keeping safety and healing alive.

    1h 3m
  5. The Trauma-to-Prison Pipeline: Incarcerated Women in America with Dr. Niaz Kasravi

    APR 10 ·  VIDEO

    The Trauma-to-Prison Pipeline: Incarcerated Women in America with Dr. Niaz Kasravi

    In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks speaks with Dr. Niaz Kasravi, a national expert in criminal, racial, and social justice, about the often invisible crisis facing incarcerated women in the United States. Niaz explains that while women make up a smaller portion of the incarcerated population, they are the fastest growing—and the data, funding, and solutions remain largely centered on men. She describes the “trauma-to-prison pipeline,” noting that a staggering majority of incarcerated women have histories of domestic violence, sexual abuse, and other adverse childhood experiences—often with PTSD rates higher than returning veterans. The conversation challenges “they made a choice” narratives and reframes incarceration as the criminalization of trauma responses—especially for marginalized communities. They explore how incarceration devastates families: most incarcerated women are mothers and primary caregivers, and removing them creates rippling generational harm. Niaz also highlights systemic inequities like women being jailed pre-trial simply because they can’t afford bail, and the elevated risks of abuse inside facilities. Ultimately, the episode is a call to center women’s lived experience in policy, invest in real rehabilitation, and rebuild systems with dignity, love, and equity at the core.

    1h 7m
  6. The Love Problems We Face: Dr. Loren Weiner on Returning to Spirit

    APR 3 ·  VIDEO

    The Love Problems We Face: Dr. Loren Weiner on Returning to Spirit

    In this powerful episode, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner name what most of us feel but rarely say out loud: the world doesn’t have a “politics problem” so much as a love problem. Loren defines love as the experience of being supported, nurtured, respected, and emotionally held—and explains that wherever love is absent, pathology takes over. They connect this to the earliest imprint: a baby unconsciously takes on the mother’s distress to survive and can walk away believing “I’m bad,” which later limits our ability to receive love (and therefore give it). The heart of the episode is a sequence of patient dreams showing how healing progresses—and how the internal saboteur fights back when someone gets closer to their true self. You’ll hear vivid symbols: bright colors that feel “creepy,” the feminine being “arrested,” a speech that can’t be found, a self put “on ice” behind closed doors, and finally a transcendent dream of being welcomed into love and growing taller. The takeaway is both confronting and hopeful: the outer world reflects inner turmoil, and the most radical change starts inside—by reclaiming feeling, learning what love actually is, and allowing yourself to receive it.

    1h 3m
  7. Bonus: Therapy Myths With Dr. Loren Weiner

    MAR 27 ·  BONUS VIDEO

    Bonus: Therapy Myths With Dr. Loren Weiner

    In this quick bonus episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner tackle the most common therapy myths that keep people stuck, ashamed, or misinformed. Loren starts by dismantling the idea that “therapy is only for crazy people,” reframing therapy as a place to get in touch with your deepest feelings and build resiliency for a complicated world. Next, she addresses the myth that “my therapist will just tell me what to do,” explaining that real therapy helps you grow into someone who can make clear choices for yourself. They also unpack the unrealistic expectation that you can resolve everything in one or two sessions—because trust, safety, and meaningful transformation take time. Finally, Loren explains why “all therapy is the same” is simply false: modalities differ, and the right fit includes both method and the therapist’s personality. The takeaway is empowering and practical: therapy isn’t a last resort—it’s a growth tool, and you’re allowed to choose what serves you best.

    6 min
  8. From Streets to Stability: Erika Hartman on Youth Housing Pathways

    MAR 13 ·  VIDEO

    From Streets to Stability: Erika Hartman on Youth Housing Pathways

    In this urgent and hope-filled episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks speaks with Erika Hartman, CEO of Safe Place for Youth (SPY), about the realities of youth homelessness in Los Angeles and what actually helps young people stabilize. Erika explains that around 3,000 young people experience homelessness on any given night in LA—many of them unsheltered and exposed to exploitation and danger. She shares a core truth: youth homelessness often begins with the absence of loving, supportive adults, including youth aging out of child welfare and LGBTQ+ youth rejected at home. Together they explore why “bootstraps” thinking fails—without safety, showers, sleep, and a place to store belongings, it’s nearly impossible to get a job or keep appointments. Erika walks through SPY’s wraparound model, from street outreach and drop-in services to emergency shelter and transitional housing, plus trauma-informed healing arts that build trust before therapy ever begins. The conversation also tackles policy: how systems can criminalize exploited minors, why youth funding set-asides matter, and why prevention is the only way to stop adult homelessness from growing. Ultimately, Erika’s message is clear—young people are resilient, and when we show up consistently with care, they can recalibrate, rebuild, and thrive.

    56 min
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Yearning for love that goes beyond fleeting emotions? Longing to unlock your true potential and build fulfilling relationships? Join Cynthia Marks on a transformative journey guided by the groundbreaking teachings of her late husband, Dr. Bernard Bail. Dr. Bail believed love was not just a feeling, but a cornerstone of human existence, woven into the very fabric of our dreams. Each episode delves into his ”Love, Dreams, Imprint” paradigm, offering a roadmap to navigate the emotional landscape and rewrite the limiting narratives ingrained within us. Dive into the mystical realm of dreams and decipher their hidden messages. Uncover the unconscious patterns, or ”imprints,” shaping your reality, and learn to break free from their hold. Renowned experts join Cynthia, illuminating love’s multifaceted nature, from self-love to romantic and familial bonds. Discover Dr. Bail’s practical tools for healing past wounds, cultivating joy, and forging connections that transcend distance and time. Together, we embark on a mission to rewrite the script of love, transforming it from a fleeting feeling into a potent force for personal and collective transformation. ”And Now, Love” is your sanctuary for exploration, your laboratory for growth. Find your haven, join the conversation, and embark on a journey with immeasurable rewards. Listen now and discover the love that has the power to rewrite your story.

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  • Creator
    Cynthia Marks
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    63
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Copyright 2023 All rights reserved.
  • Show Website
    And Now Love Podcast

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