Are you at peace in your heart? When no one is looking and there is nothing to do? 5 Minute Bible Study: Find out we aren't as bad as we think because God is better than we know.
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Just last night I went to the mall, with an unexplained sadness.
But for the first time in a lot of sad shopping days, I came home with nothing.
I didn't even try on anything. I just walked in and out of a store.
When effort was required to see if I would like something, I would dismiss it muttering, "That won't make me happy."
I've never done that and it wasn't a great feeling.
It isn't like I was feeling so holy in the moment. More lazy.
But, though it was dark, I knew that it wouldn't fix me.
It wouldn't give me the peace I was needing. That I AM needing.
That's a victory right?
Are you searching too? Finding anything good?
Just last night I went to the mall, with an unexplained sadness.
But for the first time in a lot of sad shopping days, I came home with nothing.
I didn't even try on anything. I just walked in and out of a store.
When effort was required to see if I would like something, I would dismiss it muttering, "That won't make me happy."
I've never done that and it wasn't a great feeling.
It isn't like I was feeling so holy in the moment. More lazy.
But, though it was dark, I knew that it wouldn't fix me.
It wouldn't give me the peace I was needing. That I AM needing.
That's a victory right?
Are you searching too? Finding anything good?
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