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Butterflies and Bravery is a podcast created and hosted by two cult Survivors and best friends who were born into the notorious Children of God cult. Listen as Whisper and Jemima tell their stories of turning surviving into thriving, interview other Survivors, and straight talk all things cult, trauma, and religion recovery. Our episodes are guest-led, so anything can happen! Our conversations are real, raw and often NSFW. They may be triggering. But they will thrill and inspire you and give you a new perspective on Survivors, healing and the true success of those leaving, living and loving after a escaping a cult.

Butterflies and Bravery Whisper and Jemima

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    • 4.9 • 25 Ratings

Butterflies and Bravery is a podcast created and hosted by two cult Survivors and best friends who were born into the notorious Children of God cult. Listen as Whisper and Jemima tell their stories of turning surviving into thriving, interview other Survivors, and straight talk all things cult, trauma, and religion recovery. Our episodes are guest-led, so anything can happen! Our conversations are real, raw and often NSFW. They may be triggering. But they will thrill and inspire you and give you a new perspective on Survivors, healing and the true success of those leaving, living and loving after a escaping a cult.

    Meet Faith Jones: Activist, Attorney and Author

    Meet Faith Jones: Activist, Attorney and Author

    In spite of being the granddaughter of the infamous cult leader, David Berg, Faith Jones managed to escape the clutches of the sex cult she was born into and found healing and success as a lawyer, activist, entrepreneur, and business advisor. 

    In this episode, Jemima and Whisper speak with Faith Jones, author of the acclaimed memoir, “Sex Cult Nun.” Like the hosts, Faith was born and raised in the Children of God cult, founded by her own grandfather. Against all odds, Faith fought her way out, found healing, success, and a full life. Join us as we discuss how not to fall prey to cults, financial literacy and much more.

    https://faithjones.com/
    https://www.sexcultnun.com/
    https://www.instagram.com/iamfaithjones/
    https://www.facebook.com/iamfaithjones/
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    • 55 min
    ICAM and Deep Insights with Tabby

    ICAM and Deep Insights with Tabby

    Tabitha Chapman is not only  a survivor of NXIVM and the founder of International Cult Awareness Month, she is a therapist, founder of Freedom Train Project and much more. Raised in Assemblies of God, Tabitha lived in socially acceptable abusive environments as a child. Last year she founded International Cult Awareness Month in August, amidst a great personal loss.  Deep insights into childhood trauma and victim mentality, how children create predictability, enmeshment, what is reslience, why do we fe and so much more. Tabitha explains some incredibly interesting topics and answers questions like, why do we feel empty? What is resilience? Is a victim mentality really a thing? And many more. We hope you enjoy this deep and beautiful conversation, and that you find it as enlightening as we did. Check out some of Tabitha's projects and join us in the journey of raising cult awareness.

    The Freedom Train Project (helps provide referrals to services to support stabilization to ensure safety as an utmost priority)
    www.thefreedomtrainproject.org

    International Cult Awareness Month
    www.internationalcultawareness.org




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    • 1 hr 6 min
    When the World Didn't End with Guinevere Turner

    When the World Didn't End with Guinevere Turner

    If you’ve seen the epic films American Psycho,  Chasing Amy or Dogma, you’ll probably recognize    our amazing guest, Guinevere Turner. Guinevere has written, starred in, and/or directed 34 films to date! Now Guinevere has written a book, When the World Didn't End. In her book, she details some of her experiences growing up in the Lyman family cult. Join us for a great discussion on Guinevere’s life, her book, finding life after  escape,  and various other culty topics.

    The audio isn't stellar as our usual recording program wasn't operable, but I think you'll find the conversation worth listening to. 

    Buy her book at
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    Or help support your local bookstore by asking them to order it for you
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    • 1 hr 31 min
    We went to ISCA! And Lou-something-ville.

    We went to ISCA! And Lou-something-ville.

    In this episode, Whisper and Jemima recap their tripto Louisville, Kentucky to attend theICSA (International Cultic Studies Association) Conference. 

    Thanks to the generosity of ourlisteners, not only did they learn awhole heckin’ lot, but theymade `amazing connections, plans for advocacywork with incredible people, they also had a tonof fun, went on aboat, went underthe troll bridge,and much more!

    Oh, and they sort of learned how to pronounce Louisville. (Trust, it's a thing.)
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    • 48 min
    Glimmers and Heart Smiles

    Glimmers and Heart Smiles

    The human brain seeks and recognizes patterns in our every day lives. Part of our survival instincts drive our brains to automatically see the negative patterns. Learning to recognize the beauty in every day life is starting to be recognized as a way to stimulate the polyvagal system, and it helps our brains to begin seeking the positive on a regular basis. Whisper and Jemima talk about polyvagal theory and the benefits of looking for the glimmers, the things that make your heart smile. Plus a few side stories and customary silliness. 
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    • 55 min
    Silenced in Eden

    Silenced in Eden

    Jo Lloyd Johnson's daughter changed everything, the moment their eyes met, Jo knew that she would be responsible for introducing the world to her child. What will she do if her world is not the world she wants for her child? 

    “I spent most of my life trying to earn worth. But when I became a mother, I could not look at my child as I looked at myself. She was perfect. She was worthy. Slowly, she changed my black and white world into a world of vibrant colors.  Silenced in Eden is my journey into a new world, my faith deconstruction and journey to healing.” 
    -- Jo Lloyd Johnson

    This Mother's day, we remember and celebrate the strength and bravery of a mother's journey many of us know intimately: escaping a cult and breaking generational abuse, a mother’s journey to set herself and her children free. 

    Purchase "Silenced in Eden" here: 
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    • 44 min

Customer Reviews

4.9 out of 5
25 Ratings

25 Ratings

Andrew Pledger ,

Great Podcast!

Love to hear all the different stories and how people escaped. The hosts had their own hardships and trauma in the “Children of God” cult. Glad to see them helping people after their horrific experiences.

Seeker 42 ,

Stories of the Unheard

For years we walked alone. We knew there were others, but kept inside ourselves. Just wanting to forget and move on.
Thanks for giving the vulnerable and afraid, a way to connect.

Laugh or You'll Cry ,

Loving the Podcast! Great Hosts!

I am loving these podcasts. Having been in the COG, it is so reassuring to hear some of the stories that I can relate to and the encouraging words that are shared. There are tears but also laughs along the way! So enjoyable!

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