With Dez out sick, ThreadKeeper Sarah steps in to lead a very different kind of Tuesday night gathering… one built not around teaching, but around testimony. Instead of defining sacrament in abstract terms, the community turns toward story. Why do people keep showing up on Tuesday nights? Why does sacrament matter enough to build a spiritual practice around it? What happened in these journeys that could not have happened any other way? Sarah opens the evening by inviting everyone to reflect on the moments that changed them… the visions, memories, emotional breakthroughs, releases, and recognitions that only became possible through sacred medicine. From there, the community branches into breakout conversations on mushrooms, cannabis, and DMT. The mushroom discussion becomes especially intimate and powerful. Sarah shares a story from her own first journey, where she was able to revisit a childhood memory of fear and abuse—not to relive it helplessly, but to return as her adult self and offer compassion, validation, and safety to the child she had once been. Others respond with stories of memory walks, grief, fear, self-worth, healing, death anxiety, and the slow, real work of integration. The DMT recap conversation carries a different tone… one of awe, silence, ego-dissolution, emotional relief, and the quieting of mental noise. Again and again, people describe the medicine as something that brings stillness, perspective, acceptance, and relief from the constant internal chatter that defines so much of daily life. Taken together, this episode becomes exactly what Sarah intended it to be: a room full of people reminding one another that the transformations they've experienced are real… and that they don't have to carry those stories alone. Timeline of Topics 00:10 – 03:45 ThreadKeeper Sarah opens the evening, lights the candle of community, explains Dez's absence, and shares announcements about sacrament, chocolates, and upcoming gatherings including Otherworldly Encounters, Sisters of the Sacred Root, Lounge Night, and the Full Moon talisman event. 04:12 – 06:35 Sarah reframes the night around group participation and shared experience. Rather than talk about sacrament, the community is invited to talk about what sacrament has actually done in their lives. 06:36 – 10:40 In the mushroom circle, Sarah shares a deeply personal story about her first journey… revisiting a childhood memory of fear, entering it as her adult self, and offering comfort and validation to the child version of herself that had once been silenced. 11:20 – 13:12 A participant describes seeing the spirit of the mushroom itself… as a real presence carrying healing and essence. 13:13 – 16:05 Oracle Richard shares a memory-walk through the church of his childhood, revisiting religious trauma and coming to understand the work of reparenting his younger self. 16:05 – 20:01 Another congregant shares a difficult Burning Man mushroom experience that brought a near-death perspective and led to reconnection, gratitude, and a deeper appreciation for life. 20:02 – 29:39 The mushroom group explores emotionally intense journeys, how people revisit painful memories, the role of integration, and what happens when sacrament helps people finally feel their own anger, boundaries, and self-worth. 29:40 – 33:00 Sarah reflects on finding her own "spark" through mushrooms… discovering that beneath emptiness and self-erasure there was actually life, fire, and value. 33:07 – 36:45 The DMT recap begins with Thaumaturgist Julian and Bahn Fasa Maya describing their own most profound experiences with 5-MeO-DMT and NN-DMT… including ego dissolution, peace, wordlessness, and contact with a more expansive reality. 36:46 – 55:35 Additional community members share how DMT gave them acceptance, relief from anxiety, emotional quiet, release from depression, and a clearer relationship to anger, self-worth, and mortality. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado Springs-based spiritual community built around two central ideas: that people are transformed through sacred medicine, and that healing is strengthened through community. Rather than treating psychedelics as recreational novelties, the church approaches them as sacrament… substances that can help people reconnect with the self, revisit pain with support, and rediscover a sense of meaning, belonging, and inner divinity. The church's spiritual framework is built around the Three Universal Truths: Revere the self Embrace the communal experience The universe provides Weekly and monthly offerings include sermons, lounge nights, demographic-specific gatherings, art events, magical workings, sacrament discussions, and harm-reduction-focused guidance for people engaging with these medicines in a spiritual context. This episode highlights that core mission beautifully: not just providing access to medicine, but creating a place where people can tell the truth about what happened to them… and be understood. Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com From the website, you can: Learn about the community Find upcoming events Reach out to clergy Join the Discord Explore ways to get involved Subscribe & Share If this conversation moved you, share it with someone who needs to hear that transformation is possible… and that there are spaces where those stories can be held with care. Sometimes the most powerful part of a journey isn't only what happened in it… It's finally having a room where you can say it out loud.