EP 1: Make you proud- Mean Aminos

I couldn't find a way to a way to talk to you 
I was crossing the street to see you 
when I heard the news, it shocked me down 

that hospital was holly crowded 
I saw your friends crying out.
It's like something big has "really" happened.

I couldn't find a way to see you out 
I was running in rows
Hoping I can find a door to reach you out 

I was screaming
" where is he now?"
A doctor said: "he will be fine." 

Then, I saw your best friend tears drying like a waterfall 
It's like your death is written on his face. 

I couldn't find a way to say: " I love you." 
I never thought you would leave this life too early.
I used to see you smiling and joking everywhere I met you 
That's why you're my grandmother's favorite son.

I wish you were here, see me & my brother growing.
I am 15, and he's 2. 

Dad,
I promise you I will make you proud 
Just hear my voice each time I talk 
I am talking about what "really" matters 

I hope you are now in a better place 
I am sure I will meet you again 
Somehow in paradise.

I couldn't find a way  to hug you
I swear to God I love you. 
I promise you I will make you proud.
written by Aminos