It took me years to convince Chris (a.k.a. The King) to join me on the podcast. Don't miss this one. Who knows if I'll ever get my introvert partner in crime back
Chris and I talked about our early days. Back when I was a hot mess emotionally and quick to get pissed to "test his love."
You'll hear me talk about my big ass insecurities. I was so ashamed of my body, scared to death he wouldn't like me naked and convinced that I didn't deserve such a good man.
As much as I loved him I felt someone like me, a big girl, wasn't suppose to have a good man in her life. I had such a self-concept and was convinced I was destined to be with douchebags who cheated on me.
Let's just say, I did a lot to test his love so I could convince myself he wasn't going anywhere. Yep, I talk about this in the podcast as shameful as it felt to admit it.
But, this podcast was special because there was one thing I discovered while talking to Chris.
He has always loved me for who I am. He has always seen me at my fullest potential before I could see it. And most importantly he has always been willing to believe one day I would see it, too.
Chris has always loved me even when I find it hard to love myself. Doing this podcast reminded me how important it is that we don't get lost in our own insecurities, that we miss out on all the love surrounding us.
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