Jesus at 2AM - A Humorous, Intelligent Look at the Bible, Church History & the Life of Faith

Kirk Winslow | Canvas | Irvine, CA

Where intellectual integrity meets an honest quest for faith. Humorous and sincere, this is one pastor's attempt at late-night-level honesty about the Bible, church history, theological scholarship, spiritual practice and...God. And how it might just turn out that love is the name of the game.

  1. OCT 15

    The Temptation of Acculturation (Judges) - Healing Eden, Part 13

    Today we turn our attention to understanding the book of Judges, where Israel, newly settled in the Promised Land, faces a different kind of battle—no longer combat with swords and spears, but with the temptation to adopt the culture of those around her. Surrounded by Canaanite customs and religion, God's chosen people begin to lose sight of who they are, as they attempt to trade faithfulness for what feels like security. For Israel, YHWH may have delivered them from captivity in Egypt; but that was a long time ago. And life in Canaan presents new challenges, challenges for which, perhaps, the gods of the Canaanites are better suited…? What's so wrong with a dash of pagan worship here or idolatry there, if it brings the rain or secures the harvest? The short answer: If you're YHWH's priestly people, a lot! And as we'll see, this temptation to replace faith in YHWH with obedience to the deities of the larger culture is hardly limited to the ancient past. We, too, are inclined to hedge our bets – to put our trust in the gods the locals worship so devoutly: power, wealth, security, status…, if they can only grant us comfort and peace. It's not a trade worth making. But it's a trade even many in the church today are attempting! Interested in Rev. Mike Regele's class? Here the link to A Primer on Christian Nationalism: What It Is, Why It's Not Christian, and What We Can Do. (It really is oustanding! I hope you'll take a look or listen!) And if you have thoughts on the sermon, the series, the podcast..., I'd love to hear them. You can reach me anytime via the contact link at jesusat2am.com, by sending me email, chatting with me on BlueSky, or finding me on Facebook or Instagram.  And while you're at it, might you be up for supporting the podcast? You're tax-deductible gift to Canvas is a major help. As are your prayers, your online reviews, telling a friend or two! Want to follow along with the biblical texts for this sermon? Here's the link: Judges 2:1-23 (NRSV)

    47 min
  2. OCT 8

    On the Cusp of Canaan- Healing Eden, Part 12

    Today we arrive on the cusp of Canaan, that is to say: the promised land. After a generation of wandering in the wilderness, Israel arrives at last on the eastern bank of the River Jordan. And what lies ahead of them – according to the book of Joshua – are many, bloody battles necessary to secure Israel within Canaan's borders. (For the modern reader it makes Joshua difficult to interpret as it sure seems like God might be commanding… genocide?) But even if the battle scenes are not the whole story, Israel still enters Canaan in a very precarious position. God's people are the weaker party. And if the Canaanites resist their arrival, Israel could easily be destroyed. So as Israel prepares to cross their Rubicon, Joshua gives an impassioned speech about God, and about faith and about the role of God's priestly people in the world. It's a speech that we might do well to hear again today as circumstances – at least for some of us - feel more than a little precarious at present. (This sermon was originally preached in Feb. 2025, but it feels even more true today!) And I hope – in the words of Joshua – it will help you not be dismayed. Have a thought? A comment? A question? Or just up for saying, "helllo"?  I'd love for you to get in touch! You can reach me anytime via the contact link at jesusat2am.com, by sending me email, chatting with me on BlueSky, or finding me on Facebook or Instagram.  And while you're at it, might you be up for supporting the podcast? You're tax-deductible gift to Canvas is a major help. As are your prayers, your online reviews, telling a friend or two! Want to follow along with the biblical texts for this sermon? Here's the link: Joshua 1:1-18 (NRSV) And here is a link to the map of Canaan.

    44 min
  3. OCT 1

    The Ten Commandments - Healing Eden, Part 11

    In this episode we arrive, alongside Israel, at Mt. Sinai where God gathers the whole of his people to receive the Ten Commandments. But rather than looking at the specific, nuanced meaning of each of the commandments (we recently did this in the series The Abundant Life), we focus here on the larger question of: why? Why does God's journey with his newly established people begin with a set of instructions about what thou shall and shalt not do? Is God, in the end, one, giant rule-giver in the sky - testing individuals to see who qualifies to receive blessings here and now, or perhaps in the hereafter? Is faith mainly a moral act? (Many strains of Christianity have certainly argued for something quite close to this!) Or is there another purpose in these "commandments"? A purpose having far more to do with love and health than determining a person's moral goodness? I, obviously, think the latter. Specifically, I think that the 10 commandments are ultimately about establishing love as Israel's fundamental way of being in the world. And in this sermon I will hope to make my case! Have a thought? A comment? A question?  I'd love for you to get in touch!  You can reach me anytime via the contact link at jesusat2am.com, by sending me email, chatting with me on BlueSky, or finding me on Facebook or Instagram.  And while you're at it, might you be up for supporting the podcast? You're tax-deductible gift to Canvas is a major help. As are your prayers, your online reviews, telling a friend or two! Want to follow along with the biblical texts for this sermon? Here's the link: Exodus 19:1-6, 16-20:17 (NRSV)

    47 min
  4. SEP 10

    Exodus and Passover - Healing Eden, Part 09

    The exodus from Egypt becomes the gravitational center of the Old Testament as it forms Israel's image of what it means to be saved! After centuries of suffering, God acts with incredible power to break the bonds of Israel's slavery and leads her to new freedom under God's direct care. It is a story of divine strength and mercy and directly foreshadows a larger salvation that is to come when God breaks the ultimate bonds of sin and death. But…, the exodus also comes with immeasurable suffering as God's deliverance for Israel is matched by God's judgment upon Egypt – the death of the firstborn of every creature that has not be set apart for salvation. It is a horrific scene of divine violence, and it begs the questions: What are we to make of a God who would do such a thing? And how on earth do we reconcile this image of God with Jesus of the cross? In this episode we'll explore God's saving mercy (Exodus), and the Passover and wrestle together with the God of rescue and of judgment. Have a thought? A comment? A question? I'd love for you to get in touch!  You can reach me anytime via the contact link at jesusat2am.com, by sending me email, chatting with me on BlueSky, or finding me on Facebook or Instagram.  And while you're at it, might you be up for supporting the podcast? You're tax-deductible gift to Canvas is a major help. As are your prayers, your online reviews, telling a friend or two! Want to follow along with the biblical texts for this sermon? Here's the link: Exodus 11:1-10, 12:21-37 (NRSV)

    38 min
  5. AUG 20

    The Strange Geography of Election (Jacob and Esau) - Healing Eden, Part 06

    Today we return to a fundamental theme in the biblical story, that of election – the idea that we belong to the community of salvation not by anything we do, but by the sovereign will of God. To be elect is to be chosen by God for salvation apart from any merit or effort or agreement on our part. It's often a difficult idea for 21st century westerners to swallow as we like to see ourselves as the captains of our own destiny. We imagine that if we are included in the community of salvation, it's because we somehow earned it (at the very least by "having faith"). And if one is not included in the community of salvation, it must be because they are receiving just desserts. But in scripture matters of election are not nearly so clear and clean as this, as we shall in our passage for today – the story of Jacob and his twin brother Esau. Esau, as the elder brother, ought be the primary heir not only of his father, Isaac's, property, but of his blessing and of the covenant with God. And yet, it is Jacob – who schemes and calculates and who by abject manipulation and deception receives, both the birthright of the firstborn, but also the covenant blessing. To be clear, the promise of inclusion does not pass to both sons, but only to Jacob. And it forces us to ask: What does it mean to be chosen? Is the covenant of salvation only for some and not for others? Does God willfully exclude some from redeeming grace? Are the boundaries of the chosen people fixed forever? …or might it be that, in the end, they are far wider than we imagine…? Up for getting in touch? You can reach me anytime via the contact link at jesusat2am.com, by sending me email, chatting with me on BlueSky, or finding me on Facebook or Instagram. I'd love to hear from you. And while you're at it, might you be up for supporting the podcast? You're tax-deductible gift to Canvas is a major help. As are your prayers, your online reviews, telling a friend or two! Want to follow along with the biblical texts for this sermon? Here's the link: Genesis 27:1-49 (NRSV).

    40 min
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Where intellectual integrity meets an honest quest for faith. Humorous and sincere, this is one pastor's attempt at late-night-level honesty about the Bible, church history, theological scholarship, spiritual practice and...God. And how it might just turn out that love is the name of the game.

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