Loneliness

I have started finding loneliness so conveniently, In the blank pages of my notebook that I stare for long hours, and in the endless promotional emails that I receive, Sometimes I casually find loneliness in a town full of people, Sometimes I find it in the podcasts that I listen to while I walk. And sometimes I find it in a tiny gap between hope and despair. Searching for solitude, I have found something so hollow, so deep that I am so afraid of drowning deeper and deeper never had I imagined that I would reside here someday.