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Many people have experienced some form of trauma in their life. I decided at an early age that our trauma should not be what defines us; it’s what we choose to do with it that does.
I was just 11 years old when I witnessed my father murder my mother in the early morning hours of New Year's Eve. When no one believed me except one detective, I gathered evidence against my father, leading police to discover her body buried in another state. 
After having my story featured on Forensic Files, I channeled my trauma into filmmaking and podcasting, gaining widespread recognition as the creator and subject of A Murder in Mansfield, a film directed by two-time Oscar winner Barbara Kopple.
Every week, I share my unique perspective on surviving true crime and trauma, overcoming adversity, and moving on. Along with sharing my healing process, I speak with fellow trauma survivors, academics, advocates, and storytellers and explore what came next. 
I hope this podcast serves as a kind of therapy and reconciliation for myself, and anyone who may be processing betrayal and dark trauma in their lives.
You can learn more about Collier on his website: https://www.collierlandry.com

Moving Past Trauma with Collier Landry Collier Landry

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Many people have experienced some form of trauma in their life. I decided at an early age that our trauma should not be what defines us; it’s what we choose to do with it that does.
I was just 11 years old when I witnessed my father murder my mother in the early morning hours of New Year's Eve. When no one believed me except one detective, I gathered evidence against my father, leading police to discover her body buried in another state. 
After having my story featured on Forensic Files, I channeled my trauma into filmmaking and podcasting, gaining widespread recognition as the creator and subject of A Murder in Mansfield, a film directed by two-time Oscar winner Barbara Kopple.
Every week, I share my unique perspective on surviving true crime and trauma, overcoming adversity, and moving on. Along with sharing my healing process, I speak with fellow trauma survivors, academics, advocates, and storytellers and explore what came next. 
I hope this podcast serves as a kind of therapy and reconciliation for myself, and anyone who may be processing betrayal and dark trauma in their lives.
You can learn more about Collier on his website: https://www.collierlandry.com

    Fighting for Your Case when Homicide Detectives are Overwhelmed - Re-Broadcast

    Fighting for Your Case when Homicide Detectives are Overwhelmed - Re-Broadcast

    This is a Re-Broadcast of an earlier episode.
    This episode is brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at https://www.betterhelp.com/MPM and get on your way to being your best self.
    When a child grows up fearing serial killers and even loses a young neighbor girl to a killer, it might start a lifelong trauma. In the case of Nina Innsted, the host of Already Gone, she let that fear fuel her desire to catch killers and find the victims who go missing. When the police couldn't do enough to solve missing person cases, Nina found ways to give her cases a better chance at being solved. Collier and Nina discover that's something they both have in common.

    Hear about the dark and deadly events that encouraged Nina to get involved in the world of true crime.

    What would've happened to Collier's mother's murder case had he not gotten involved to tip off the police and testify against his father?

    Collier and Nina reflect on the importance of being persistent in solving criminal cases.

    Serial killers never brought to justice: Nina shares her personal story growing up in an area terrorized by murderers who were never identified.

    What are the first steps you should take when a loved one goes missing, specifically a teenager?

    Nina has several essential pieces of advice she's picked up working for the missing person association, Missing In Michigan.

    The disgusting world of private investigators and others who take advantage of desperate families searching for missing loved ones or answers to unsolved criminal cases.

    Be wary of those just out to make a buck off your tragedy.

    For the families and friends left behind after someone is murdered, do they ever truly find closure?

    When does the story end? Nina breaks down what she's discovered.


    YouTube link to this episode: https://youtu.be/Qi978dvsce8
    Nina's missing person association:
    https://missinginmich.com
    Her podcast: Already Gone
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/already-gone/id1109927634
    Her website: http://www.ninainnsted.com/
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    • 46 min
    Do You Live with Trauma, OR does Trauma Outlive You?

    Do You Live with Trauma, OR does Trauma Outlive You?

    In this episode, host Collier Landry shares his avoidance of reading a letter from his father that he received only a couple weeks ago on his birthday. This leads him to reflect on how this anxiety of avoiding opening the letter led him to think about his father's mortality.
    Collier also looks at the similarities between Alex Murdaugh's behavior with his surviving son Buster Murdaugh, and how that mirrors Collier's own relationship with his father Dr. John F. Boyle, Jr. Collier touches on how he and Buster will both be dealing with the intergenerational trauma of having their father's murder their mothers, and destroy everything in their path.
    Trauma is a complex and pervasive experience that can have lasting effects on a person's mental and emotional well-being. The question of whether a person lives with trauma or if trauma outlives them depends on various factors such as the nature and severity of the traumatic event, the person's coping mechanisms, and the available support systems.
    Living with trauma means that a person continues to experience the effects of the traumatic event in their day-to-day life. This can manifest as symptoms such as anxiety, depression, flashbacks, and hypervigilance. Living with trauma can be challenging, and individuals may require professional help, such as therapy or counseling, to manage their symptoms effectively.
    On the other hand, trauma can also outlive a person, meaning that the impact of the traumatic event extends beyond the person's lifespan. This can occur in cases where trauma affects future generations, such as in the case of intergenerational trauma, where the traumatic experience is passed down through the family line.
    Trauma can also outlive a person in a broader sense, such as when a traumatic event has a significant impact on society or culture. For example, historical events such as genocide or war can continue to affect entire communities and nations long after the event has occurred.
    In conclusion, whether a person lives with trauma or if trauma outlives them is a complex issue that depends on various factors. While living with trauma can be challenging, seeking professional help and having access to support systems can help individuals manage their symptoms effectively. However, trauma can also have lasting impacts on future generations and society as a whole, highlighting the importance of addressing and healing from traumatic experiences.
    YouTube link to this episode: https://youtu.be/Y1CoE4i8sa0
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    • 31 min
    AMA - Your Audience questions answered - Rebroadcast

    AMA - Your Audience questions answered - Rebroadcast

    This episode is brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at https://www.betterhelp.com/MPM and get on your way to being your best self.
    Get ready for an awe-inspiring episode of Moving Past Trauma! In this re-broadcast episode, Collier Landry candidly addresses his TikTok audience with an open and honest conversational episode that will leave you feeling inspired and empowered.
    Collier is not one to shy away from the tough topics, and in this episode, he tackles rumors that have been swirling around the internet with his trademark confidence and poise. He shares his strong beliefs on the importance of "Conscious True Crime" consumerism, and how it has the power to effect real change in our society.
    With his natural charm and engaging style, Collier takes the time to answer some of his audience's most pressing questions with confidence and grace. From discussing the challenges he's faced due to his father's actions, to delving into the sensitive topic of his grandmother's knowledge of his mother's death, Collier doesn't miss a beat. He even takes a moment to express his gratitude towards a kind-hearted police officer who believed in him when he needed it most.
    Despite the serious nature of the subject matter, Collier's unwavering optimism shines through in this episode. His powerful message that the actions of a few should never overshadow the strength and resilience of the many survivors and victims who are searching for justice is delivered with confidence and conviction.
    Collier's words are a testament to his unwavering confidence and will leave you feeling empowered to face whatever challenges life throws your way. So don't miss out on this incredible episode!
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    • 54 min
    Moving Past Murdaugh: Guilty Verdict and What Comes Next?

    Moving Past Murdaugh: Guilty Verdict and What Comes Next?

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    Alex Murdaugh, scion of the once-powerful Murdaugh family legal dynasty, received two life sentences on Friday, concluding a dramatic and shameful fall from grace. Despite vehemently denying responsibility for the deaths of his wife and son, Murdaugh was convicted of their murders. This is sure to carry on a legacy of intergenerational trauma in both the family and community in the Low Country.
    During his sentencing, Murdaugh stood before Circuit Court Judge Clifton Newman, adorned in a beige prison jumpsuit and restrained with shackles on his wrists and ankles. The judge condemned the 54-year-old defendant and imposed the maximum sentence: two consecutive double life sentences for the murders of Paul and Maggie Murdaugh.
    Following this tragedy, it is important for the community to come together and heal. They can do this by seeking justice for the victims, supporting their loved ones, and ensuring that this type of violence does not occur again. It is also crucial to have open and honest conversations about mental health and the importance of seeking help when needed. By taking these steps, the community can move forward from this tragedy and begin to rebuild.
    Episode takeaway: In my opinion, the saga of the Murdaugh family is a cautionary tale on how intergenerational trauma can create a ripple effect of tragedy and destruction. I am hopeful the family can heal and work towards what came next.
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    • 32 min
    The Elephant in the Room in the Murdaugh Case...

    The Elephant in the Room in the Murdaugh Case...

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    This past week, the defense team has started presenting its case in the double murder trial of Alex Murdaugh. Today, Murdaugh spent his final day on the stand answering questions from prosecutors, admitting to having fabricated stories, and committing financial fraud that he will be eventually tried for.
    But WHY has there been no serious discussion about how opioids may have contributed to the Murdaugh family's tragic circumstances? Does the family's intergenerational trauma lead to their substance abuse issues? This means there has been no mention of how the misuse or addiction to opioids could have played a part in the events that led to the murders.
    Opioids are a class of drugs that include prescription pain relievers, such as oxycodone, as well as illegal drugs, like heroin. They can be highly addictive and have been the subject of a public health crisis in the United States in recent years, with many people becoming addicted to prescription painkillers and turning to illegal opioids like heroin and fentanyl when they can no longer obtain prescription drugs.
    Why is no one discussing the Opioid Crisis?!
    Episode takeaway: In my opinion, the saga of the Murdaugh family is a cautionary tale on how intergenerational trauma can create a ripple effect of tragedy and destruction.
    YouTube link to this episode: https://youtu.be/aL6K8LUrbvM
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    • 31 min
    The Murdaugh's Generational Trauma; Psychopaths Side by Side: Chris Watts & Dr.Jack Boyle. Sumner Redstone.

    The Murdaugh's Generational Trauma; Psychopaths Side by Side: Chris Watts & Dr.Jack Boyle. Sumner Redstone.

    This episode is brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at https://www.betterhelp.com/MPM and get on your way to being your best self.
    Episode Highlights include:
    • This episode also features a segment of my Psychopath Showdown episode, comparing my father Dr. Jack Boyle to Chris Watts.
    Chris Watts is a name that has become synonymous with one of the most shocking and tragic crimes in recent memory. The case began to unfold in August of 2018, when Watts reported his wife Shanann and their two daughters, Bella and Celeste, missing from their home in Frederick, Colorado. He later confessed to killing all three of them and disposing of their bodies in a nearby oil field where he worked.
    • Kansas City Chiefs win the Super Bowl!
    •The Battle for a Media Empire: The Unscripted Story of Sumner Redstone and the Rise of Power and Corruption. In their new book, Unscripted: The Epic Battle for a Media Empire, James B. Stewart and Rachel Abrams chronicle the successes and failures of Redstone and his troubled domain.
    • The Murder of Chad Entzel: The Shocking Story of Nikki Sue Entzel's Betrayal
    Nikki Sue Entzel was once a loving wife until she met her lover Earl Howard, and decided to take matters into her own hands. In 2019, Nikki and her lover murdered her husband, Chad Entzel, and tried to cover it up as a suicide.
    Today, Chad's mother and sister read their victim's impact statements, calling her out for her lies and betrayal.
    The sentencing for Nikki Sue Entzel has been pushed until March 6, 2023, when she will finally face justice for her crimes. The case serves as a reminder of the destructive power of betrayal and the importance of seeking justice for victims of crime.
    * The Murdaugh Trial: The State's Case rests
    On day 20 of the trial, the state presented a comprehensive timeline that revealed inconsistencies in Murdaugh's statements to authorities. The state also revealed a possible new motive for the murder: in May 2021, Maggie was concerned about drug use and researching pills online after finding several bags of pills in Murdaugh's computer bag.
    • Intergenerational Trauma and the Legacy of The Murdaugh Family
    PMPED, the law firm founded by Randolph Murdaugh Sr. in 1910, has been a fixture in Hampton as a one-person law firm for over a century. However, the legacy of the firm is shrouded in controversy and scandal.
    Recent findings suggest that Randolph Murdaugh Sr. may have committed suicide in a train accident, rather than the accident being purely accidental. This revelation sheds light on the possible origins of the intergenerational trauma that has plagued the Murdaugh family for generations.
    There is a fantastic video from Dr. John Matthias, forensic psychologist and co-host of Hidden True Crime, on the Murdaugh legacy of trauma here: https://www.youtube.com/live/H4RHn8Sq8pY
    Additional sources:
    Article from Greenville News on the accident's benefit to Murdaugh dynasty: https://www.greenvilleonline.com/story/news/local/south-carolina/2022/02/16/train-crash-lawsuit-helped-launch-murdaugh-family-dynasty-south-carolina/6719697001/
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    • 55 min

Customer Reviews

4.9 out of 5
247 Ratings

247 Ratings

Alissa Shirk ,

Insightful

I found this podcast to be authentic and insightful, just like the host, Collier! He calls himself a professional optimist and he is right. Love it!

Carioca57 ,

Almost perfect

I enjoy hearing Collier’s thoughts and story, but when present cases and other subjects are discussed, Brenda tends to state information that is not always accurate. I would really appreciate fact checking and solid resources. Other than that, great job!

barefoot03 ,

Brilliantly Compassionate

What this man has gone through as a child and it’s HUGE; he has such compassion for other’s. He must have his mother’s influence encrypted in his soul. She did a great job raising him to point until she died. It’s sad that he’ll always be stuck in that time frame forever. His father is the biggest piece of rubbish!!
Collier is a Bright man and is successful in life! He made the best out of a HORRIFIC situation!

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