My Life in Show Business Unknown

John Allen is back to face what is.
What am I?
Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay  attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is.  With God. And guess what?  You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying

John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is"  pulls the football away.
Dare to be pretentious
Ash Wednesday.
6:10 Falling out with the therapist
6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.
8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.
10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention
12:45 I was going to talk about loving
13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke
15:25 Glory holes
15:45 I do crack myself up
16:00 Giving Irving a blast...
16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial...
19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again...
23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar...
33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...
 
 
 
 

John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.
Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction.
1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom.
2:30 Freedom of speech is in serious danger. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson
4:50 It’s not that they will lose their jobs for speaking; now it’s even standing next to someone who says something can get you fired.
9:37 Joe Biden Am I still alive?
11:00 Don’t take away my words.
12:00 A safe space in my day was being able to say what you wanted without consequence.
13:00 A push pull relationship with success 
15:05 Mark iv panther tank pulls up in front of house.
16:05 I’ve grown up to be a weird troll.
17:50 Did I say the quiet thing?
18:00 I mean Joe is ahead 8 points not Donald.
18:30 I crack myself up.
20:00 Holding on by Chief Justice Robert’s fingernails and Justice Ginsburg’s pancreas
23:00 Monitor yourself.
26:00 What can I tell ya? LOL
34:00 It’s a metaphor ladies and gentlemen
33:30 I aint no Guru I only play one on TV
36:30 Ask yourself what the fuck is happening and then investigate
38:04 Take two minutes and just shut the f**k up.
40:00 These people have really let us down
41:45 How are you spinning this?
42:00 What I never tell in that story.
45:00 You have everything you need in this moment or you would be dead
46:00 The Dogs Bark and the Caravan moves on

John Allen losing to what is...again.
I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke.
A dark place
Giving up Sir Galahad
Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy
We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually...
I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a good stick man- Marlon Brando Last Tango in Paris.
The teeter totter
Should I bother talking about the cancel culture and how stupid it is?
Am I brothers and sisters  in the left wing really going to tank this? Defund the police? Really? What do you got in there? Sawdust?"
Cassandra part 2- Dudes! There are Greek soldiers in that horse. I kid you not.
The Film Festival and the Day Care
No More Process
Getting the shit kicked out of me
Come on man- Joe Biden about everything
The Supreme court turned into a bunch of pussies. Big Surprise
It was 8 zip in the Nixon Tape case not 9 zip.

John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".
meditation, questioning,critical thinking,
what the fuck is happening now?
who am i?
who cares?
Fuck it
LOL

Prospero and what is.
All suffering is an argument with what is.
Suffering is not a glitch.
Allow suffering to be.
Investigate.
Space.
Party down.
Repeat.
Let your indulgence set me free