No Feeling Is Final ABC listen

"Mum says my boyfriend is a keeper. Right now, for practical reasons, he is in fact the keeper of all the medications I am currently taking."

We all have that voice in our head. The one that is brutally honest. It’s a good thing, right? Except when it really isn’t.

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

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Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next. (ABC Life): http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196

"Hunting for a psychiatrist is a lot like hunting for 'The One'. Only much more expensive and with a tiny dating pool."

A desert. A gameshow. A desperate attempt. Miles of red tape. And finally, an answer?

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

If you or anyone you know needs help, reach out and talk to somebody:

Crisis lines
Lifeline on 13 11 14
Kids Helpline on 1800 551 800
MensLine Australia on 1300 789 978
Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36
Headspace on 1800 650 890
QLife on 1800 184 527

Chat services
Elefriends: https://www.elefriends.org.uk/
Sane: https://www.sane.org/
eHeadspace: https://www.eheadspace.org.au/
Beyondblue: https://online.beyondblue.org.au/Webmodules/chat/InitialInformation.aspx

Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next. (ABC Life): http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196

"I keep trying to say the most honest thing, and it keeps changing."

There are no good snack options in psych hospital. And it’s really hard to not look crazy.

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

If you or anyone you know needs help, reach out and talk to somebody:

Crisis lines
Lifeline on 13 11 14
Kids Helpline on 1800 551 800
MensLine Australia on 1300 789 978
Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36
Headspace on 1800 650 890
QLife on 1800 184 527

Chat services
Elefriends: https://www.elefriends.org.uk/
Sane: https://www.sane.org/
eHeadspace: https://www.eheadspace.org.au/
Beyondblue: https://online.beyondblue.org.au/Webmodules/chat/InitialInformation.aspx

Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next: http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196

"We have 60,000 thoughts each day. I will try to track every single one of them."
On the other side of psychiatric hospital there’s less of things.

In this episode Honor speaks about her experience with psychiatric drugs. We'd like to emphasise that this is just that — her experience. If you’d like to learn more about the science of these medications, these two articles are a good place to start;

More data, more answers: picking the optimal antidepressant (The Lancet)
https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736(18)30421-5/fulltext

Comparative efficacy and acceptability of 21 antidepressant drugs for the acute treatment of adults with major depressive disorder: a systematic review and network meta-analysis (The Lancet)
https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736(17)32802-7/fulltext

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

If you or anyone you know needs help, reach out and talk to somebody:

Crisis lines
Lifeline on 13 11 14
Kids Helpline on 1800 551 800
MensLine Australia on 1300 789 978
Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36
Headspace on 1800 650 890
QLife on 1800 184 527

Chat services
Elefriends: https://www.elefriends.org.uk/
Sane: https://www.sane.org/
eHeadspace: https://www.eheadspace.org.au/
Beyondblue: https://online.beyondblue.org.au/Webmodules/chat/InitialInformation.aspx

Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next: http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196

“So, where do you go when you feel like a masticated maraschino cherry?”
How to collect your tears, the existential angst of the shampoo aisle, and the boy returns.

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

If you or anyone you know needs help, reach out and talk to somebody:

Crisis lines
Lifeline on 13 11 14
Kids Helpline on 1800 551 800
MensLine Australia on 1300 789 978
Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36
Headspace on 1800 650 890
QLife on 1800 184 527

Chat services
Elefriends: https://www.elefriends.org.uk/
Sane: https://www.sane.org/
eHeadspace: https://www.eheadspace.org.au/
Beyondblue: https://online.beyondblue.org.au/Webmodules/chat/InitialInformation.aspx

Find out more about..
The Big Feels Club: https://bigfeels.club/
Intentional Peer Support: https://www.intentionalpeersupport.org/what-is-ips/

Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next: http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196

"Endings. Endings. Everywhere."

Graham doesn’t think I am broken, but I still suspect I might be.

WARNING: This episode contains some explicit language.

If you or anyone you know needs help, reach out and talk to somebody:

Crisis lines
Lifeline on 13 11 14
Kids Helpline on 1800 551 800
MensLine Australia on 1300 789 978
Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467
Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36
Headspace on 1800 650 890
QLife on 1800 184 527

Chat services
Elefriends: https://www.elefriends.org.uk/
Sane: https://www.sane.org/
eHeadspace: https://www.eheadspace.org.au/
Beyondblue: https://online.beyondblue.org.au/Webmodules/chat/InitialInformation.aspx

Find out more about..
The Big Feels Club: https://bigfeels.club/
Gareth Edwards: http://gareth-edwards.com/bigfeels/

Further information
Where do you go when you’re afraid you’ll kill yourself? (ABC News): http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-10-07/no-feeling-is-final/10297760
My girlfriend told me she was suicidal. Here's what happened next: http://www.abc.net.au/life/my-girlfriend-told-me-she-was-suicidal-this-is-what-we-learnt/10341474
Preventing Suicide (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/preventing-suicide/10344970
Ways to stay alive (All In The Mind): http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/ways-to-stay-alive/10352196