Open G-centre Deconditioning Reflections

Here it goes! My first podcast episode, a very vulnable share. We’re getting real, friends. I hope you carry me with gentle hands. I am learning to do so for myself.

I am working to dispel the myth that a teacher and guide cannot reveal their struggles with their clients or potential clients. I hope this makes me relateable to you and you see how I would very much empathise and understand your struggles. I don’t want to hide my own deconditioning journey, it’s a neverending one. I think, if anything, it will indicate whether or not I am the right guide for you.

As Ra once said,

"We are enormous suckers for conditioning. Please get that, how deep it is. I'm in my third seven-year cycle and I want to tell you, the not-self never lets go. How can it?... That's why I enjoy calling it weather forecasting because if you know that it's really going to be cold out, well ok, dress up. And if you know it's going to rain, bring along an umbrella. You can interact with the environment without the environment controlling you. You can continue to do the things that you're here to do in this life without having to take detours and get into dilemmas because this is the general imprint." - Ra Uru Hu, Life Cycle Analysis

When I’m in the depths of my low expression of my G-centre, I feel like I am lost at sea, with no land in sight, without a compass to tell me how to get back on track.

I don’t know who I am. I don’t know where I’m supposed to go. The dire sense that I want to figure it out for myself, only worsens the troubling feeling.

Until I remember, that I am not meant to figure it out for myself. And there is no ‘track’ for me to get back on.

I am meant to receive direction, suggestions, experiences from others, from outside of me. The undefined centre, is supposed to be receptive.

And of course, I am not meant to follow every prompt that comes, rather to filter each prompt through my Splenic authority.

But it takes the burden off of me. What a relief.

I am learning to heal my distrust of people, from my traumatic experiences. Letting people in is a part of healing my wounds. I must learn to trust my Splenic intuition to decipher when it is healthy to do so and when it isn’t.

Sidenote: I am not intending on stopping my Human Design readings, I am simply sharing that in terms of how I identify, I know I am many things beyond being a Human Design reader.

If you don’t know where your G-centre is, it’s the diamond in the bodygraph, around the chest area. If it is coloured in in your chart, then it is defined. If it is white, then it is undefined or open.

So, do you have an undefined or open G-centre? What has your experience been like? What would you like to share with me after listening to my share?

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