The Awakening Podcast

Heather Foy
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Join our Hosts, Heather and Tamara as they feature guests that have survived 'Religious Trauma' and the stories about that trauma and how they survived.

  1. 6D AGO

    Rebuilding Without Belief - With American Humanist Sean Davis

    pisode 29: Rebuilding Without Belief — Humanism After DeconstructionContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, loss of belief, and rebuilding identity after faith. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Sean Davis, an American humanist and former Christian who has deconstructed his faith. Sean shares what it was like to walk away from Christianity and what came after — not just the loss of belief, but the process of rebuilding meaning, purpose, and identity outside of religion. We talk about humanism as an alternative framework, what it means to live ethically and intentionally without a belief in God, and how community can still exist beyond religious spaces. Sean also shares resources that support those navigating deconstruction, including organizations that provide connection, support, and a place to land for those leaving faith behind. This conversation is grounding, thoughtful, and a reminder that meaning isn’t something you lose when you walk away — it’s something you get to create. In This Episode, We DiscussDeconstructing ChristianityLetting go of belief in GodWhat humanism is and how it shapes worldviewRebuilding identity and purpose after faithFinding community outside of religionSupport systems for those leaving belief behind About Our GuestSean Davis is an American humanist and former Christian who shares his perspective on life after religion and advocates for ethical, human-centered living. Resources MentionedRecovering from Religionhttps://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/American Humanist Associationhttps://americanhumanist.org/ Why This Episode MattersFor many, leaving religion can feel like stepping into the unknown — especially when belief in God no longer feels true. Sean’s story offers a perspective on what it looks like to rebuild without returning to another belief system. It reminds us that morality, purpose, and connection don’t belong to religion — they belong to us. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode connects with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to let go, and to rebuild your life in a way that feels honest and true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 14m

  2. APR 8

    From Doctrine To Divine Mother-With Takisha Purcell

    Episode 28: From Doctrine to Divine Mother — A Spiritual AwakeningContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual awakening, and shifting belief systems. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Takisha Purcell, author of Understanding The Truth About God: Written in the Hearts of Men. Takisha shares her story of growing up in a Christian home in Jamaica and the early foundations that shaped her understanding of God, faith, and identity. As her journey unfolded, she began to question those inherited beliefs, leading her into a deeply personal spiritual awakening. What followed was a profound shift — one that moved her away from the traditional concept of a Divine Father and toward a connection with the Divine Mother. We talk about what it means to trust your inner knowing, to follow a path that may not be understood by those around you, and the courage it takes to redefine spirituality on your own terms. This conversation is expansive, thought-provoking, and an invitation to explore what truth feels like when it’s no longer handed to you — but discovered within. In This Episode, We DiscussGrowing up in a Christian home in JamaicaQuestioning inherited beliefsSpiritual awakening and inner knowingShifting from Divine Father to Divine MotherReclaiming personal truth and spiritualityNavigating belief changes in community and culture About Our GuestTakisha Purcell is an author and spiritual voice who shares her journey of awakening and encourages others to reconnect with the truth within themselves. 📖 Get her book [Insert Amazon link here] Resources Mentioned(Add here if anything comes up in your conversation) Why This Episode MattersFor many, deconstruction doesn’t end with letting go — it opens the door to something entirely new. Takisha’s story reminds us that spirituality can evolve, expand, and take forms we may have never been taught to imagine. There is no one right way to connect with the divine — and sometimes, the most honest path is the one you discover for yourself. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to evolve, and to build a spiritual path that feels true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    58 min

  3. APR 1

    Crucifying The Bible with Deborah Grace

    Episode 27: Crucifying the Bible and Reclaiming Your VoiceContent Note This episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual harm, and leaving high-control belief systems. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Deborah Grace, author of Crucifying the Bible. Deborah shares her personal journey of deconstruction — what led her to begin questioning, how she navigated leaving behind rigid religious dogma, and the experiences that ultimately inspired her to write her book. After decades of deep involvement in the church, Deborah began studying scripture more closely, which led her to challenge long-held beliefs and ultimately walk away from Christianity to rebuild her understanding of truth and identity. We talk about the process of untangling belief systems that once shaped your identity, the courage it takes to walk away, and how Deborah is now helping others who are finding their way out of harmful religious environments. This conversation is honest, empowering, and a reminder that reclaiming your voice is possible — even after years of being told who you should be. In This Episode We DiscussReligious deconstruction and identity Letting go of rigid belief systems What inspired Crucifying the Bible Healing after spiritual harm Reclaiming autonomy and voice Supporting others leaving religious dogma About Our GuestDeborah Grace is an author and advocate who supports others as they navigate life after religious control. 📖 Get her book https://www.amazon.com/Crucifying-Bible-Using-Disprove/dp/B09CLN8N1G 🎧 Spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/2sIYhMcqieIFU5Hd3kVS85?si=YqnAo-o9Q4euQypV6G-T6Q 📱 TikTok @deborah_grace_ctb 🎙 Apple Podcast Feature https://share.google/FedkqaQBSFfnhPUkU Resources MentionedRecovering from Religion https://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/ Why This Episode MattersLeaving behind deeply held beliefs can feel like losing everything — identity, community, and certainty. Deborah’s story reminds us that there is life, voice, and freedom on the other side of deconstruction. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to change, and to rebuild in a way that feels true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 11m

  4. MAR 25

    Humanism From The Heart with Steve Ghikadis

    Episode 26: Humanism from the HeartContent Note This episode includes discussion of humanism, life after religion, and building meaning through compassion and connection. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Steve Ghikadis, author of Humanism from the Heart. Unlike many of our guests, Steve was not raised within religion. Instead, he was raised as a free thinker, encouraged to explore the world with curiosity and ask questions about faith, meaning, and humanity from an early age. That foundation led him to humanism — not as a reaction, but as a natural extension of a life rooted in openness and inquiry. Steve shares what it looks like to live a human-centered life grounded in empathy, compassion, and connection. We also talk about his passion for bridging the gap between believers and non-believers, creating space for understanding rather than division. This conversation is thoughtful, grounding, and a reminder that purpose and goodness are not owned by religion — they are something we build together. In This Episode We DiscussBeing raised as a free thinker Curiosity as a foundation for belief and identity What humanism looks like in everyday life Building meaning outside of religion Bridging the gap between believers and non-believers Compassion as a guiding principle Connection, community, and shared humanity About Our GuestSteve Ghikadis is an author and advocate for human-centered living, focused on encouraging others to lead with empathy, curiosity, and understanding. Learn more about Steve’s work https://steveghikadis.com/ Resources MentionedRecovering from Religion https://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/ Secular Therapy Project https://www.seculartherapy.org/ Why This Episode MattersNot every path away from religion begins in harm — and not every conversation about belief has to end in division. Steve’s perspective offers a hopeful reminder that curiosity, compassion, and shared humanity can create meaningful connection across different worldviews. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderWhether you are deconstructing, questioning, or simply exploring, you are allowed to move at your own pace. Curiosity is not something to fear — it’s something that can guide you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    58 min

  5. MAR 18

    Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond Religion

    Episode 25: Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond ReligionContent Note This episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, secular identity, and rebuilding meaning outside of faith. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and we sit down with Shawn Towers, an American Humanist who is actively working to support and uplift others through education, advocacy, and humanitarian work. Shawn shares his journey beyond religion and what it means to build a life grounded in humanism, where ethics, compassion, and community exist without reliance on religious doctrine. We explore how purpose, meaning, and connection can be redefined outside of traditional belief systems. Through his work, Shawn is helping create spaces where people can belong, contribute, and heal — without fear, shame, or dogma. In This Episode We DiscussWhat humanism is and what it stands for Life after religion Building ethical frameworks outside of faith Community without doctrine Humanitarian work and advocacy Healing from religious conditioning Creating belonging beyond belief About Our GuestShawn Towers is a speaker, educator, and advocate within the humanist community, dedicated to supporting others through outreach and humanitarian efforts. Learn more about Shawn’s work https://humanist.org/shawntowers Why This Episode MattersFor many leaving religion, the question becomes “what now?” Shawn’s perspective offers a powerful reminder that meaning, morality, and community are not owned by religion. They can be built intentionally, rooted in humanity itself. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf you are navigating life after religion, you are not alone. There is space to rebuild, to question, and to create meaning in ways that feel true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you.

    49 min

  6. MAR 10

    Exposing The Seventh Day Adventist Church, With Melissa Duge Spiers

    Episode 24: Exposing Sex, Sin, and Secrets in the Seventh day Adventist ChurchContent Note This episode includes discussion of religious abuse, sexual misconduct, institutional cover ups, and spiritual harm. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I have the honor of sitting down with Melissa Duge Spiers, author of Holy Disobedience. Melissa joins us to talk about the devastating patterns of abuse, secrecy, and power within the Seventh-day Adventist Church that she courageously exposes in her book. Through years of investigation and survivor testimony, Melissa uncovers how systems meant to protect the faithful often instead protect perpetrators. In this powerful conversation, we discuss the culture of silence surrounding sexual misconduct, the spiritual manipulation used to maintain control, and the courage it takes for survivors and advocates to speak out. Melissa’s work is a call for truth, accountability, and justice for those harmed within religious institutions. In This Episode We DiscussInstitutional abuse within religious organizations Survivor advocacy and truth telling Patterns of secrecy and protection of leadership Spiritual manipulation and control The cost of speaking out Why accountability within churches matters About Our GuestMelissa Duge Spiers is an author and advocate dedicated to exposing abuse within religious systems and amplifying the voices of survivors. Pre Order Her Book https://www.lakedrivebooks.com/books/holy-disobedience/?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio&fbclid=PAb21jcAQdt_tleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBzcnRjBmFwcF9pZA81NjcwNjczNDMzNTI0MjcAAaeFoZt_MvpDFvo3xVnqTHofZimjxbr7t-9j4_R1aKwfzzMf7ijK2CEqr-3gbQ_aem_V6U0cb49pQDOv5bd4VwMrA Instagram https://www.instagram.com/the.glory.whole?igsh=NGZ1ZHRqOTdpcWZ2 Why This Episode MattersInstitutional abuse thrives in silence. Conversations like this help bring hidden harm into the light and remind survivors that they are not alone. Accountability begins when stories are told and systems are no longer allowed to hide behind spiritual authority. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf discussions of abuse within religious systems are difficult for you, please listen at your own pace and take care of yourself. Healing often begins when truth is spoken. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    54 min

  7. MAR 4

    Accountability In The Age Of Patriarchy

    Episode 22: Accountability in the Age of PatriarchyContent Note This episode includes discussion of current events, systemic patriarchy, power structures, and accountability. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down for a timely and honest conversation about current events, accountability, and the ways patriarchy continues to be upheld in our culture. We unpack how systems of power protect themselves, how accountability is often avoided or redirected, and why patriarchy is not just an abstract idea — but something reinforced in everyday choices, institutions, and silence. We also discuss what it means to take responsibility in our personal lives while still naming systemic harm. This episode is reflective, direct, and rooted in the belief that healing and justice both require honesty. In This Episode We DiscussCurrent cultural and political events How patriarchy sustains itself Accountability vs performative outrage Internalized patriarchy Religious systems and power Why naming harm matters Personal responsibility within broken systems Why This Episode MattersConversations about patriarchy and accountability can be uncomfortable — especially for those raised in high-control religious spaces where hierarchy was normalized. But growth requires courage. Naming systems of harm is not about division; it is about clarity, healing, and refusing to participate in cycles that cause damage. Coming Next WeekNext week, we are honored to welcome Melissa Duge Spiers, author of Holy Disobedience. We’ll be diving into spiritual autonomy, resisting harmful authority, and what it means to reclaim your voice. You won’t want to miss it. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after spiritual harm. We create space for truth-telling, growth, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf conversations about power, patriarchy, or accountability feel activating, pause and check in with yourself. Growth does not require self-abandonment. You are allowed to process at your own pace. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    54 min

  8. FEB 25

    When Labels No Longer Fit, Courtney's Story

    Episode 21: When Labels No Longer FitContent Note This episode includes discussion of addiction, recovery, religious identity, and healing after spiritual harm. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Courtney, who shares her deeply personal journey through faith, identity, and recovery. Courtney talks about growing up within Catholicism, later finding herself drawn toward Judaism, and eventually arriving at a place where traditional religious labels no longer feel big enough to describe the path she is walking. Along the way, Courtney opens up about addiction, recovery, healing, and learning to rebuild a life rooted in honesty and hope rather than expectation and pressure. Her story is a powerful reminder that our journeys are allowed to evolve, and that healing often happens outside the boxes we were taught to stay inside. In This Episode We DiscussReligious identity and evolving belief Moving from Catholicism to Judaism Letting go of labels that no longer fit Addiction and recovery Healing after religious harm Hope and rebuilding life Trusting your own path Why This Episode MattersMany people feel pressure to land in a new belief system after leaving one behind. Courtney’s story reminds us that growth does not always end in a new label. Sometimes the most honest place we can land is simply continuing the journey. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survival, and healing. We share real stories from people rebuilding their lives after faith, while creating space for honesty, curiosity, and community. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Follow the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode touches on parts of your own journey, take it at your own pace. Healing is not linear, and you are allowed to grow beyond the labels you were given. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

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Join our Hosts, Heather and Tamara as they feature guests that have survived 'Religious Trauma' and the stories about that trauma and how they survived.

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  • Creator
    Heather Foy
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    29
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Copyright 2026 Heather Foy
  • Show Website
    The Awakening Podcast