The Awakening Podcast

Heather Foy
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  • RELIGION & SPIRITUALITY
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Join our Hosts, Heather and Tamara as they feature guests that have survived 'Religious Trauma' and the stories about that trauma and how they survived.

  1. MAY 6

    Deconstruction, Art and Honesty with David Hayward

    Episode 32: Deconstruction, Art and the Ministry of HonestyContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual harm, LGBTQIA+ religious trauma, and leaving high-control church environments. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with David Hayward — known around the world as The Naked Pastor — artist, author, and one of the most recognized voices in the deconstruction space. David’s work has given language and image to experiences that are often too painful for words. His art has resonated deeply with those walking away from harmful religious systems, and particularly with members of the LGBTQIA+ community who have carried wounds inflicted by the very institutions that claimed to love them. In this conversation, David opens up about his own journey out of institutional ministry, how art became his ministry, and why honesty — even when it’s uncomfortable — is one of the most sacred things we can offer one another. We also dive into Philip Zimbardo’s The Lucifer Effect: Understanding How Good People Turn Evil and what it illuminates about how ordinary people within religious systems can participate in — and perpetuate — real harm. This conversation is moving, thought-provoking, and a beautiful reminder that deconstruction can be its own form of devotion. In This Episode, We DiscussDavid’s journey out of institutional ministryArt as a ministry of honesty and healingHow religious harm uniquely impacts the LGBTQIA+ communityDeconstruction as a courageous and creative actThe Lucifer Effect and what it teaches us about harm within systemsFinding community and voice on the other side of faith About Our GuestDavid Hayward, known as The Naked Pastor, is an artist and minister whose work has reached hundreds of thousands of people navigating deconstruction, spiritual abuse, and life after institutional religion. His cartoons and art have become a touchstone for those who have felt unseen, unwelcome, or wounded by the church — particularly within the LGBTQIA+ community. David’s work is honest, prophetic, and deeply human. 🎨 Connect with David & get custom artwork: NakedPastor — David Hayward 📚 Book mentioned: The Lucifer Effect: Understanding How Good People Turn Evil — Philip Zimbardo | Get the book here Why This Episode MattersFor too long, the church has asked people to make themselves smaller — to silence their questions, suppress their identities, and perform a faith that was never truly theirs. David Hayward has spent years refusing to do that, and in doing so, has created space for countless others to refuse it too. Whether you’re in the thick of deconstruction or years into your own rebuilding, this conversation will meet you where you are. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music: Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — linktr.ee/Happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch on YouTube: The Awakening Podcast 📩 Be a guest: theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode stirred something in you — whether it’s grief, recognition, or the first flicker of permission to be honest — let yourself feel it. Your questions are not a crisis. Your doubts are not a betrayal. And your identity was never something that needed to be fixed. Take your time. You belong here. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    59 min

  2. APR 29

    From The Worship Stage To Freedom Wiith Joshua & Prez Colburn

    Episode 31: From Worship Stage to Authentic VoiceContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual harm, and leaving high-control church environments. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Joshua and Prez Colburn — artists, musicians, and voices in the deconstruction space. Joshua shares his experience as a former megachurch worship leader and what it was like to step away from a role that once defined his identity. Prez walks us through her own journey of deconstruction alongside him, and how their relationship evolved as their beliefs began to shift. Together, they open up about what it looks like to leave behind performance-based faith and rediscover authenticity — not just personally, but creatively. We also talk about their work as influencers and artists in the deconstruction space, and Prez shares about her upcoming song Fence Sitter, a piece that captures the tension of questioning, uncertainty, and standing in the in-between. This conversation is honest, creative, and a powerful look at what happens when you choose truth over performance. In This Episode, We DiscussLife as a megachurch worship leaderDeconstructing as a coupleIdentity beyond church rolesHealing from performance-based faithCreativity and expression after deconstructionThe story behind Fence Sitter About Our GuestsJoshua and Prezleigh Colburn are artists and musicians who share their journey of deconstruction through music, storytelling, and online presence. Their work centers around authenticity, healing, and creating space for others navigating life after faith. 🎧 Connect with Joshua https://linktr.ee/Originalsinfluencer 🎶 Connect with Prezleigh https://linktr.ee/prezmoymusic Why This Episode MattersFor many, deconstruction isn’t just internal — it impacts relationships, identity, and creative expression. Joshua and Prezleigh’s story highlights what it looks like to walk that path together, navigating uncertainty while choosing honesty over expectation. It’s a reminder that there is life — and even beauty — on the other side of performance. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — https://linktr.ee/Happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode brings up parts of your own journey, take your time with it. You’re allowed to question, to evolve, and to create a life that feels true to you — even if it looks nothing like what you were taught. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 19m

  3. APR 22

    Episode 30: Grief, Deconstruction, and Healing Forward, With Kayna Chappell

    Episode 30: Grief, Deconstruction, and Healing ForwardContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of grief, loss, traumatic brain injury, and religious deconstruction. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with author Kayna Chappell for a deeply moving and honest conversation about grief, faith, and what it means to rebuild after everything changes. Kayna shares the story of losing her husband and how that loss became a turning point in her spiritual life. In the aftermath, she found herself questioning long-held beliefs and navigating a path of deconstruction while also supporting her son, who was living with the effects of a traumatic brain injury. We talk about what it looks like to hold grief and growth at the same time — how healing isn’t linear, how belief systems can shift under the weight of real life, and how love continues to evolve even in the face of profound loss. Kayna’s story is one of resilience, honesty, and learning to move forward without bypassing the pain. This conversation is tender, real, and a reminder that healing doesn’t mean going back — it means finding a way forward. In This Episode, We DiscussGrief and the loss of a partnerDeconstruction after life-altering eventsParenting through trauma and recoverySupporting a child with a traumatic brain injuryRedefining faith, meaning, and healingMoving forward without bypassing pain About Our GuestKayna Chappell is an author and storyteller who shares her journey through grief, deconstruction, and healing. She creates space for honest conversations around loss, resilience, and rebuilding life after trauma. 🎙 Podcast with her son https://tr.ee/80BJKJE8lk 🔗 Connect with Kayna https://linktr.ee/heretikayna Resources Mentioned(Add here if anything comes up in your conversation) Why This Episode MattersGrief has a way of unraveling everything we thought we knew — about life, about faith, and about ourselves. Kayna’s story speaks to the reality that deconstruction isn’t always a choice; sometimes it’s something life brings to your doorstep. Her journey reminds us that even in the midst of loss and uncertainty, there is still space for healing, connection, and meaning — even if it looks different than before. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode feels heavy or close to home, take your time with it. You’re allowed to pause, to feel, and to process at your own pace. There’s no right way to move through grief or healing — only your way. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 13m

  4. APR 15

    Rebuilding Without Belief - With American Humanist Sean Davis

    pisode 29: Rebuilding Without Belief — Humanism After DeconstructionContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, loss of belief, and rebuilding identity after faith. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Sean Davis, an American humanist and former Christian who has deconstructed his faith. Sean shares what it was like to walk away from Christianity and what came after — not just the loss of belief, but the process of rebuilding meaning, purpose, and identity outside of religion. We talk about humanism as an alternative framework, what it means to live ethically and intentionally without a belief in God, and how community can still exist beyond religious spaces. Sean also shares resources that support those navigating deconstruction, including organizations that provide connection, support, and a place to land for those leaving faith behind. This conversation is grounding, thoughtful, and a reminder that meaning isn’t something you lose when you walk away — it’s something you get to create. In This Episode, We DiscussDeconstructing ChristianityLetting go of belief in GodWhat humanism is and how it shapes worldviewRebuilding identity and purpose after faithFinding community outside of religionSupport systems for those leaving belief behind About Our GuestSean Davis is an American humanist and former Christian who shares his perspective on life after religion and advocates for ethical, human-centered living. Resources MentionedRecovering from Religionhttps://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/American Humanist Associationhttps://americanhumanist.org/ Why This Episode MattersFor many, leaving religion can feel like stepping into the unknown — especially when belief in God no longer feels true. Sean’s story offers a perspective on what it looks like to rebuild without returning to another belief system. It reminds us that morality, purpose, and connection don’t belong to religion — they belong to us. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode connects with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to let go, and to rebuild your life in a way that feels honest and true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 14m

  5. APR 8

    From Doctrine To Divine Mother-With Takisha Purcell

    Episode 28: From Doctrine to Divine Mother — A Spiritual AwakeningContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual awakening, and shifting belief systems. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Takisha Purcell, author of Understanding The Truth About God: Written in the Hearts of Men. Takisha shares her story of growing up in a Christian home in Jamaica and the early foundations that shaped her understanding of God, faith, and identity. As her journey unfolded, she began to question those inherited beliefs, leading her into a deeply personal spiritual awakening. What followed was a profound shift — one that moved her away from the traditional concept of a Divine Father and toward a connection with the Divine Mother. We talk about what it means to trust your inner knowing, to follow a path that may not be understood by those around you, and the courage it takes to redefine spirituality on your own terms. This conversation is expansive, thought-provoking, and an invitation to explore what truth feels like when it’s no longer handed to you — but discovered within. In This Episode, We DiscussGrowing up in a Christian home in JamaicaQuestioning inherited beliefsSpiritual awakening and inner knowingShifting from Divine Father to Divine MotherReclaiming personal truth and spiritualityNavigating belief changes in community and culture About Our GuestTakisha Purcell is an author and spiritual voice who shares her journey of awakening and encourages others to reconnect with the truth within themselves. 📖 Get her book [Insert Amazon link here] Resources Mentioned(Add here if anything comes up in your conversation) Why This Episode MattersFor many, deconstruction doesn’t end with letting go — it opens the door to something entirely new. Takisha’s story reminds us that spirituality can evolve, expand, and take forms we may have never been taught to imagine. There is no one right way to connect with the divine — and sometimes, the most honest path is the one you discover for yourself. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox Connect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest? theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to evolve, and to build a spiritual path that feels true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    58 min

  6. APR 1

    Crucifying The Bible with Deborah Grace

    Episode 27: Crucifying the Bible and Reclaiming Your VoiceContent Note This episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual harm, and leaving high-control belief systems. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Deborah Grace, author of Crucifying the Bible. Deborah shares her personal journey of deconstruction — what led her to begin questioning, how she navigated leaving behind rigid religious dogma, and the experiences that ultimately inspired her to write her book. After decades of deep involvement in the church, Deborah began studying scripture more closely, which led her to challenge long-held beliefs and ultimately walk away from Christianity to rebuild her understanding of truth and identity. We talk about the process of untangling belief systems that once shaped your identity, the courage it takes to walk away, and how Deborah is now helping others who are finding their way out of harmful religious environments. This conversation is honest, empowering, and a reminder that reclaiming your voice is possible — even after years of being told who you should be. In This Episode We DiscussReligious deconstruction and identity Letting go of rigid belief systems What inspired Crucifying the Bible Healing after spiritual harm Reclaiming autonomy and voice Supporting others leaving religious dogma About Our GuestDeborah Grace is an author and advocate who supports others as they navigate life after religious control. 📖 Get her book https://www.amazon.com/Crucifying-Bible-Using-Disprove/dp/B09CLN8N1G 🎧 Spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/2sIYhMcqieIFU5Hd3kVS85?si=YqnAo-o9Q4euQypV6G-T6Q 📱 TikTok @deborah_grace_ctb 🎙 Apple Podcast Feature https://share.google/FedkqaQBSFfnhPUkU Resources MentionedRecovering from Religion https://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/ Why This Episode MattersLeaving behind deeply held beliefs can feel like losing everything — identity, community, and certainty. Deborah’s story reminds us that there is life, voice, and freedom on the other side of deconstruction. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to change, and to rebuild in a way that feels true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

    1h 11m

  7. MAR 25

    Humanism From The Heart with Steve Ghikadis

    Episode 26: Humanism from the HeartContent Note This episode includes discussion of humanism, life after religion, and building meaning through compassion and connection. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Steve Ghikadis, author of Humanism from the Heart. Unlike many of our guests, Steve was not raised within religion. Instead, he was raised as a free thinker, encouraged to explore the world with curiosity and ask questions about faith, meaning, and humanity from an early age. That foundation led him to humanism — not as a reaction, but as a natural extension of a life rooted in openness and inquiry. Steve shares what it looks like to live a human-centered life grounded in empathy, compassion, and connection. We also talk about his passion for bridging the gap between believers and non-believers, creating space for understanding rather than division. This conversation is thoughtful, grounding, and a reminder that purpose and goodness are not owned by religion — they are something we build together. In This Episode We DiscussBeing raised as a free thinker Curiosity as a foundation for belief and identity What humanism looks like in everyday life Building meaning outside of religion Bridging the gap between believers and non-believers Compassion as a guiding principle Connection, community, and shared humanity About Our GuestSteve Ghikadis is an author and advocate for human-centered living, focused on encouraging others to lead with empathy, curiosity, and understanding. Learn more about Steve’s work https://steveghikadis.com/ Resources MentionedRecovering from Religion https://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/ Secular Therapy Project https://www.seculartherapy.org/ Why This Episode MattersNot every path away from religion begins in harm — and not every conversation about belief has to end in division. Steve’s perspective offers a hopeful reminder that curiosity, compassion, and shared humanity can create meaningful connection across different worldviews. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderWhether you are deconstructing, questioning, or simply exploring, you are allowed to move at your own pace. Curiosity is not something to fear — it’s something that can guide you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you. Mentioned in this episode: BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026 BIG Media

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  8. MAR 18

    Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond Religion

    Episode 25: Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond ReligionContent Note This episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, secular identity, and rebuilding meaning outside of faith. Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and we sit down with Shawn Towers, an American Humanist who is actively working to support and uplift others through education, advocacy, and humanitarian work. Shawn shares his journey beyond religion and what it means to build a life grounded in humanism, where ethics, compassion, and community exist without reliance on religious doctrine. We explore how purpose, meaning, and connection can be redefined outside of traditional belief systems. Through his work, Shawn is helping create spaces where people can belong, contribute, and heal — without fear, shame, or dogma. In This Episode We DiscussWhat humanism is and what it stands for Life after religion Building ethical frameworks outside of faith Community without doctrine Humanitarian work and advocacy Healing from religious conditioning Creating belonging beyond belief About Our GuestShawn Towers is a speaker, educator, and advocate within the humanist community, dedicated to supporting others through outreach and humanitarian efforts. Learn more about Shawn’s work https://humanist.org/shawntowers Why This Episode MattersFor many leaving religion, the question becomes “what now?” Shawn’s perspective offers a powerful reminder that meaning, morality, and community are not owned by religion. They can be built intentionally, rooted in humanity itself. About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems. 🎶 Intro/Outro Music Your Poison by Rox Knox 💬 Connect with your hosts Heather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmiles Tamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321 🎥 Watch the show on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s 📩 Interested in being a guest Email us at theawakeningpod@gmail.com Listener Care ReminderIf you are navigating life after religion, you are not alone. There is space to rebuild, to question, and to create meaning in ways that feel true to you. If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too! Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts. Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land. Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler! Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective. The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs! All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network! FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states: NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT. This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably. Thank you.

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Join our Hosts, Heather and Tamara as they feature guests that have survived 'Religious Trauma' and the stories about that trauma and how they survived.

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  • Creator
    Heather Foy
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    32
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Copyright 2026 Heather Foy
  • Show Website
    The Awakening Podcast