37 min
Trauma and Self-Hatred: A Harsh Reality for LGBTQ+ with Andrew Pledger Courage Conversations
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- Mental Health
Andrew Pledger is a survivor of a high control religious environment. Raised in the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) church, he experienced trauma and internalized homophobia due to the system's teachings that being queer was demonic and needed to be prayed away. Andrew recognizes the harm caused by such religious environments, where individuals are blamed and shamed for any issues they face, while the system itself remains untouchable. He highlights the psychological and emotional abuse faced by queer individuals who may undergo conversion therapy or be subjected to self-hatred. Understanding the process of indoctrination, Andrew acknowledges the courage it takes to question and leave these systems. He calls for the dismantling of abusive systems, encouraging others to leave and reclaim their sense of self. Andrew emphasizes the importance of seeking support when leaving such environments in order to protect one's mental health and successfully embark on a journey of healing and self-discovery.
Relevant Links:
Andrew Pledger’s Resources: https://andrewpledger.mypixieset.com/links/
Andrew Pledger’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/4ndrewpledger/
Text message service: To sign up, text the word "courage" to 917-809-7311
Courage 365: Facebook Group - www.facebook.com/groups/courage365
3 key takeaways for this episode
The importance of self-discovery and defining one's own identity: The guest, Andrew Pledger, shares his journey of questioning and ultimately rejecting the harmful teachings of his religious community. He emphasizes the importance of self-discovery and becoming independent, as well as the role of meeting and interacting with diverse individuals in breaking down stereotypes.
The devastating effects of leaving an abusive religious environment: Leaving a high control religious environment can result in a sense of confusion, loss of identity, and a lack of community and support. It takes courage and resources to recognize and question the indoctrination within these systems, but leaving is seen as the most powerful action to take in order to protect one's mental health.
The ongoing struggle and discrimination faced by queer individuals: Andrew discusses the internalized homophobia and religious trauma he experienced and the ongoing micro-aggressions and discrimination faced by queer individuals, including social rejection, aggressiveness, and hatefulness. The episode highlights the need for love and acceptance within families and the negative effects of conversion therapy on one's sense of self and spirituality.
00:00:00 "Courage conversation show with host Ashley Easter"
00:03:49 Leaving an oppressive religious environment requires planning and healing.
00:11:33 Undoing internalized homophobia is a slow, self-discovery process.
00:21:52 Struggling with trust, trauma responses, and homophobia.
00:26:56 Queer people face family rejection, trauma, isolation.
00:30:14 Find love, acceptance, and healing, be courageous.
00:34:23 Powerful podcast and resources for all journeys.
00:35:44 Connect with us on social media, website, and text messages for support.
Andrew Pledger is a survivor of a high control religious environment. Raised in the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) church, he experienced trauma and internalized homophobia due to the system's teachings that being queer was demonic and needed to be prayed away. Andrew recognizes the harm caused by such religious environments, where individuals are blamed and shamed for any issues they face, while the system itself remains untouchable. He highlights the psychological and emotional abuse faced by queer individuals who may undergo conversion therapy or be subjected to self-hatred. Understanding the process of indoctrination, Andrew acknowledges the courage it takes to question and leave these systems. He calls for the dismantling of abusive systems, encouraging others to leave and reclaim their sense of self. Andrew emphasizes the importance of seeking support when leaving such environments in order to protect one's mental health and successfully embark on a journey of healing and self-discovery.
Relevant Links:
Andrew Pledger’s Resources: https://andrewpledger.mypixieset.com/links/
Andrew Pledger’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/4ndrewpledger/
Text message service: To sign up, text the word "courage" to 917-809-7311
Courage 365: Facebook Group - www.facebook.com/groups/courage365
3 key takeaways for this episode
The importance of self-discovery and defining one's own identity: The guest, Andrew Pledger, shares his journey of questioning and ultimately rejecting the harmful teachings of his religious community. He emphasizes the importance of self-discovery and becoming independent, as well as the role of meeting and interacting with diverse individuals in breaking down stereotypes.
The devastating effects of leaving an abusive religious environment: Leaving a high control religious environment can result in a sense of confusion, loss of identity, and a lack of community and support. It takes courage and resources to recognize and question the indoctrination within these systems, but leaving is seen as the most powerful action to take in order to protect one's mental health.
The ongoing struggle and discrimination faced by queer individuals: Andrew discusses the internalized homophobia and religious trauma he experienced and the ongoing micro-aggressions and discrimination faced by queer individuals, including social rejection, aggressiveness, and hatefulness. The episode highlights the need for love and acceptance within families and the negative effects of conversion therapy on one's sense of self and spirituality.
00:00:00 "Courage conversation show with host Ashley Easter"
00:03:49 Leaving an oppressive religious environment requires planning and healing.
00:11:33 Undoing internalized homophobia is a slow, self-discovery process.
00:21:52 Struggling with trust, trauma responses, and homophobia.
00:26:56 Queer people face family rejection, trauma, isolation.
00:30:14 Find love, acceptance, and healing, be courageous.
00:34:23 Powerful podcast and resources for all journeys.
00:35:44 Connect with us on social media, website, and text messages for support.
37 min