Weaver of My Web

The Master Fire Weaver - Erika Ryles
Weaver of My Web

This podcast is a follow-up to my book. I am here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind. We have lost sense of who we are as human beings and frequently misunderstand this experience because of how society has poised us to be unaware of the very thing we live in. In our struggles to find our ways past the traumas that likely began in childhood, we’ve developed a disconnect as we aged that we call by many names – such as, anxiety, depression, and fear. But, it’s simply mental and spiritual discord. Thus, we live chaotic, despair-ridden lives that reflect the chaos and despair within – as within, so without. It’s beyond the time to find and reconnect to our untraveled pathways, and to fully embrace and heal & evolve in that process. Many people have been slapped with clues of their duties here and didn’t recognize them for what they were. Then, they usually follow with some reasoning like, “well, it just wasn’t my time.” The Universe doesn’t have imperfect anything, much less imperfect timing. It can’t give you what you aren’t aligned for, and that slap was only ignored, misunderstood, or refused by you. We have to stop with the excuse of being human when we don’t fully understand what our humanity is or not living fully in the experience, whilst denying the very things we need or desire to have because society tells us to. The pain and trauma we all have endured, with a great majority of it coming from our younger years, were only to help bring us back into ourselves to find our innate strengths; not for us to retreat in weakness from who we truly are. We are to learn from it all. We must, also, accept and love our flaws (while not becoming them) and any trauma that may have created them, so we can move on in life through genuine forgiveness of ourselves and others, mental and spiritual growth, and creating Infinite Sustainability™ on our individual journeys. So, in other words, get your shit together people. The world is waiting on you to finally show the fuck up for it, and yourselves! I am very passionate about humanity being and doing better, and you will hear that passion through histrionics. Messages come to me at any given time so the recordings may not always be superior as I did/will record wherever I am. I am not going to follow how someone else says I should because my every day is filled with that in my professional environments. I will ramble & speed-talk all while discussing many topics, but the main theme will be how those things pertain to the human experience and the mind, and being better at navigating both. I am going to be real and it will always be rooted in truth. Seemingly, truth is missing in this reality simulation because people are too sensitive to look at themselves without deflecting or bathing in the energy of paralyzing fear of others’ judgments that may not even happen. Screw any naysaying, negative hoes. I am, also, not going to follow any rules or complicate any of this, just to sew more confusion like history has shown will lead us willingly off an Everest-sized cliff. Real shit only. Authenticity, brilliance, and love of all will be the order of every day here. If you are put off by a little profanity, go elsewhere at your loss. Everyone else, you will be enlightened and entertained. I know you will enjoy what I bring, even the hard stuff. Lastly, if you enjoy these episodes, share and support this podcast. Thereafter, go buy my damn book already! No need to be late for everything, geez.I apologize for nothing and change only my underwear. Happy listening, my lovlies!

  1. Love & Hate

    EPISODE 1

    Love & Hate

    Connect With E Here! Hate is simply the dark side of love. Hate is derived from love. We hate someone because we either once loved them and they hurt us deeply or some thing hurt us. Just like any emotion, we can choose either side and to stay or leave that side. For us to understand one, we must have full experience in the other. We can’t have hate without love, and we can’t love properly, securely from within, and unconditionally if we have never hated to appreciate and understand either. If the world never knew hate but only the definition of love, then people would think something like murder is love and okay to do because they felt they loved themselves so the person who they didn’t like for whatever reason made them feel bad and they must be killed, since they must not love them back to elicit the dislike. Crimes of passion happen – spouse on spouse or parent on child predator, even coworkers and friend scenarios. For which the former, I, courts of law, and psychiatry fully understand this circumstance as to why there is a name for it and plenty of evidence and situations proving its existence. Who wouldn't feel some kind of way toward someone who hurts their child? Albeit, I can understand domestic homicide, also. Although I don’t condone it by far, it comes from the same hurt where love once was. Not in all cases, of course.  Anyway, notwithstanding crimes of passion, love and hate is balance and harmony in its purest form, just like these 2 strongest emotions of them all. We can have joy or happiness and dislike or disdain, but nothing is as strong as these 2 we're looking at. They rule the world. The single irony is that love will always be love and comes from itself. Hate is hate but, generally, it comes from love but can never be love. Of course, there are evil people out there who come from a different place for a different job than most humans, but for the gen pop, love will always be love and hate will come from love and always be hate. Hate may come from love but it can never be love, while love will always be, in and of itself, love in every form….including hate. Quite the conundrum and fine line. Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    11 min
  2. Let’s Love Each Other then Fight These Peeholes Together: They are the Reason Our Lives are a Sloppy, Wet Mess.

    EPISODE 2

    Let’s Love Each Other then Fight These Peeholes Together: They are the Reason Our Lives are a Sloppy, Wet Mess.

    Connect With E Here! There’s a giant web of collusion. If people are eating unhealthy food, they’ll eventually fall into the healthcare arena. Then, we have to deal with more assfuckery. We already know insurance companies will deny life-saving drugs and treatments. We know that doctors will only see you if they can bill insurance, so they’ll let you die because they can’t make any money off you. Even if you pay out of pocket and have the cash to do so periodically, versus having it siphoned out of their small paychecks biweekly. So, people are left as they are unless they have a social service to lean on. Then, the stupids come out in droves saying that any person on social services is likely a minority that is draining their tax money, while sitting unemployed in their trailers eating lavishly on food stamps and getting adequate healthcare through their state’s medical aid; except, seemingly, dental and nutrition, if you’ve ever seen what these people look like. Our country has the highest obesity (and genuinely low intelligence) rate. Other countries have banned lots of things we inhale like water here in the states, while our morbidity increases. Let’s not forget that we are, also, shit when it comes to health insurance because of the costs. Once again, unequal. Only those who can afford good coverage receives good treatment, leaving lower-income folks like the differently-abled and elderly to die from poor health and care. It’s been this way for many decades. And, it’s only getting worse as the same people mentioned above enter the political arena with zero political education/experience other than watching certain news channels and a lot to f’n say against anyone else receiving what they barely  contribute to. Greed runs this country, and so do stupid people. History and said news proves this. Love is all we need, not more 'stupid'!  Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    16 min
  3. F*ck the Noise & Live Authentically Without Being Internally Impoverished

    EPISODE 2

    F*ck the Noise & Live Authentically Without Being Internally Impoverished

    Connect With E Here! The energy of money is dictated by the energy you put in it. If you’ve always had it, money can sometimes be a passing thought in how we handle it. For those who have never had it, the energy may be solely about making it and keeping it. With this, we can put the energy of lack into its flow, its current, so we may unconsciously carry out acts that are of a lacking-type nature. An example of this is being frugal, or downright cheap, and this tells the Universe that we will never have money (even when we do at that time), to keep us in the position where money is always fleeting. Making us always broke and fully not understanding why. Having things break down all the time and we must constantly put money into our homes, cars, healthcare, etc. Never really able to enjoy the money we receive and keeping us always in a working-to-get it and maintain it function. Whereas, those who’ve always had it will always get it and keep it readily available with less opportunities knocking that drains that flow. How we view money is important. It is the dictator of its flow. Where our focus flows is where our energy goes. Money is the primary goal of almost every entity. It is the root of many of our societal woes. A symptom of control. Like Nathan Rothschild said in summation, control money and you control the world and the things within it. I recorded this episode in 2021, like most of my episodes. I mention here about those who are causing humanity the most grief will be discharged from their horrendous duty. In other words, these people from CEOs to world leaders will start being recalled. Everyone serves their purpose here in the way that was preordained. When they have served such purposes, they will start dropping like flies. We are seeing it happen today. From monarchs dying from disease or natural causes to assassinations. This will also happen at the regular Joe level. People who are a cancer on society will be eliminated. This is the fall of humanity before it can rise again in the spring. Meanwhile for the rest of us, we need to get our shit together. There is no time to sit idly by or procrastinate like life will always be here. We need to be out of our baggage in full suit in our best gear out in the world, dressed to the 9s. No more time for that lazy ‘I’ll get to it when I do’ bullshit. Get your ass up and fix your life so we don’t have to hear you complain how miserable it is anymore. And, so you no longer have to be in society in a miserable way causing us more grief than we need right now. You’re doing this for yourself and then for the collective. Think outside your litterbox and consider the rest of the world your ways of being affect. I feel like a broken record with this part. So many people say and hear it every day to get your shit together, but it’s for real now. No more games or niceties. Things are changing and so must we. It’s why I am changing my tone. Y’all really need a foot so far lodged in y’all asses that you’ll be coughing up show laces until your shit is right. 2025 is that time because beyond looks mighty bleak, in case you were under some mossy rock. Get your moldy ass up and drop the excuses. Life is real. The reality of things is not. The definition of a simulation. The enigma we’re in…may not be and doesn’t need to be.  Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    25 min
  4. Addiction: Being a Junkie isn't #LifeGoals

    EPISODE 3

    Addiction: Being a Junkie isn't #LifeGoals

    Connect With E Here! Self-explanatory, but I always have to explain. Souls born from the uterus of a junkie, my generation used to call crackhead babies. These are the ones with the innate propensity to follow the ashy apple tree they fell from. This is a medical circumstance. This episode talks about people not of this beginning but make it their life and end if born into this surrounding. On the streets leaning or in the streets selling. One of both lifestyles only end one way if changes aren’t made. Next, those traumatized and actively chose to be this way…bitch, heal ffs. Jesus Hernando Lil Ray Ray Christ! I thought that, too, would be obvs folks. Then, again, I’m called to do this work because nothing seems to be obvious to people these days.   With confidence, you have it or you don’t. One may have confidence in some things and not others. but confidence is a form of faith. Just like faith, you either have it or you absolutely don’t. One thing I do not accept is a person not having confidence in themselves. The only person you should be able to trust is oneself. If you can’t be confident and faithful in yourself, then wtf are you doing in life? Because that lack of confidence affects the rest of humanity – your ability to do your job here. One thing I abhor is a useless employee and that’s what you are on this earth rn if you can’t even muster up your own innate skills without some external help. I mean, what’s your purpose at this point? You’re actively being a disservice to yourself and complaining about your suck ass life. No one gets that behavior. The rest of the world is confused about how to even begin to help you while you rely on everything else outside of you, then complaining the shit isn’t working. Make the shit make plausible sense, losers. These ways of being, this shit has to end. The last two and a half minutes are the book excerpt referred to in the, "Worry-Free is Me," episode. It applies here.  Get help folks, fr! Nobody wants to see you leaning in the middle of the street during rush hour. Get your ass on a bus to the next rehab out in the rural country, not to your dealer in the next pissy alley. Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    21 min
  5. Love & Hate: Duality Equals Balance & Harmony

    EPISODE 3

    Love & Hate: Duality Equals Balance & Harmony

    Connect With E Here! One must consider where another person’s actions come from. They come from a place of love or pain, which the former can ultimately turn into hate. Once you discern which, you can properly address the situation from there. Just reacting before understanding is never fruitful. It’s like shooting first then asking questions later. Humans operate through free will. They choose to love or be hateful in their actions or feelings. If someone chooses to do something they know will hurt you, they are using free will to proactively hurt you. Humans give all kinds of excuses to why they did something they full-on knew would hurt you, and they do it anyway. Even after reasoning if they should hurt you or think of themselves first. The difference between the ego and free will – making good choices and thinking and acting while regarding others at the same damn time. Balance is required for harmony. We cannot have peace and harmony in the world if we are unbalanced. Nothing in this Universe can provide any fruits if there is no harmonious balance within. This is especially true for us. If we are full of hate and very little or no love, you can imagine how horrible that life will be. If one is full of love, their life will be equally beautiful. We’ve already established that love is light, so how else will we see if we are blinded by hateful dark? Our lives will be exactly how and what we see. If we only see hate around us, then we will have anger and hateful lives and experiences. If we are only full of love and in love with the world, we would only see and receive beauty, peace, happiness, and all the wonderful things that love brings us who only see love in the world. It’s not being delusional. It’s about choosing how much heaviness we want to carry every day of our lives. Some of our knees are worn the hell out for carrying such heavy loads throughout life, so we just want a break and to let it go. And, this allows love to prevail, to be light, and to give us rest. Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    14 min
  6. Get Your Sh*t Together!

    EPISODE 4

    Get Your Sh*t Together!

    Connect With E Here! This one may be too harsh for some of you, but the caring and wise beauty of my passion for humanity to do better for themselves that you know and love in this podcast is weaved in. No one is expecting people to divulge their entire lives to random people or even strangers, but if a friend asks you how you’re doing, be mf’n honest. Your God can’t do everything for you. If every adverse event was handled by other entities, wtf will you have learned in this life? We use religion in the wrong way – to tell us everything to do step-by-step versus living our lives from and through our souls within. Everyone grieves in their own way but if people are trying to help you not go down a path of despondency which could lead to an even darker path, hear them out. No one is telling you specifically how to grieve but simply trying to encourage you to not go down a dark road without any light. They are simply giving you light so that you know you aren’t alone, and that the people that care for you want you to come out on the bright side by trying to lead you to it for you to exercise your grieving free will. You don’t know where that dark path will lead you if you can’t even see the road beneath your feet.  There’s no short in anticipating a grieving person’s emotions, so we respect them. However, loss can push some to lose sight of reality in the living world that surrounds them. Their village is evermore important at this time. When Uni puts us here, we have a job to do from day 1. As we age, we are taught the ways of being a human but we aren’t taught how to be proper vessels. We are supposed to be learning our soul’s purpose as we develop into smarter, better humans in the form of adults. Because religion stepped in and derailed this process, we have no clue who we are or who we’re supposed to be. Some aren’t even connected to their own souls, let alone  fully trained in their purpose. We are given clues as to who we are even as infants. Remember, we see things differently with a clean slate. When we have listened to everyone outside of us on how to live our lives, we set ourselves up for failure every time. In the current state of things, we have to start the ride over and begin from scratch. It is beyond that time for sure. Let the b******t go people, and heal ffs! The longer you wait, the more painful life will become. Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    16 min
  7. No More Mr. Nice Bitch

    EPISODE 4

    No More Mr. Nice Bitch

    Connect With E Here! Self-explanatory episode. Of note, my past life regression happened on its own, then I had a guided second one that confirmed those lives and showed even more of them. All my life, I always would have conscious memories of things I had no clue of. One day about 15 years ago, I was just doing my usual spiritual study and I asked for more knowledge on certain things and clarity on these thoughts. Well, I certainly got what I asked for. One night a few days later, I had a dream that showed me exactly who I am, all of my lives, and even a short part of my future. Then, I had one done by a spiritualist, and I had the same sequence of images with a few new ones I didn’t see before, which filled in some blanks. I even saw my mom and some other souls currently in my life that confirmed who people are on my journey and my soul contracts. Even my cat was in one. I’m secure in my knowledge because I’m open to it. If I let my Catholic schooling and being raised in church four days a week where my maternal uncle was the pastor ruin me, I wouldn’t be this person I am. Strong. It only elevated my knowledge and fueled my passion to help others. I’ve never followed anyone else’s drumbeat. I made and make my own. My sound resonates in the cosmos as it will here. As above, so below, and returned. We really need to pay attention to what’s written in the stars, like the ancients did. Do your own stargazing to find your constellation to guide you, your soul. Support the show Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound. Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

    40 min

About

This podcast is a follow-up to my book. I am here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind. We have lost sense of who we are as human beings and frequently misunderstand this experience because of how society has poised us to be unaware of the very thing we live in. In our struggles to find our ways past the traumas that likely began in childhood, we’ve developed a disconnect as we aged that we call by many names – such as, anxiety, depression, and fear. But, it’s simply mental and spiritual discord. Thus, we live chaotic, despair-ridden lives that reflect the chaos and despair within – as within, so without. It’s beyond the time to find and reconnect to our untraveled pathways, and to fully embrace and heal & evolve in that process. Many people have been slapped with clues of their duties here and didn’t recognize them for what they were. Then, they usually follow with some reasoning like, “well, it just wasn’t my time.” The Universe doesn’t have imperfect anything, much less imperfect timing. It can’t give you what you aren’t aligned for, and that slap was only ignored, misunderstood, or refused by you. We have to stop with the excuse of being human when we don’t fully understand what our humanity is or not living fully in the experience, whilst denying the very things we need or desire to have because society tells us to. The pain and trauma we all have endured, with a great majority of it coming from our younger years, were only to help bring us back into ourselves to find our innate strengths; not for us to retreat in weakness from who we truly are. We are to learn from it all. We must, also, accept and love our flaws (while not becoming them) and any trauma that may have created them, so we can move on in life through genuine forgiveness of ourselves and others, mental and spiritual growth, and creating Infinite Sustainability™ on our individual journeys. So, in other words, get your shit together people. The world is waiting on you to finally show the fuck up for it, and yourselves! I am very passionate about humanity being and doing better, and you will hear that passion through histrionics. Messages come to me at any given time so the recordings may not always be superior as I did/will record wherever I am. I am not going to follow how someone else says I should because my every day is filled with that in my professional environments. I will ramble & speed-talk all while discussing many topics, but the main theme will be how those things pertain to the human experience and the mind, and being better at navigating both. I am going to be real and it will always be rooted in truth. Seemingly, truth is missing in this reality simulation because people are too sensitive to look at themselves without deflecting or bathing in the energy of paralyzing fear of others’ judgments that may not even happen. Screw any naysaying, negative hoes. I am, also, not going to follow any rules or complicate any of this, just to sew more confusion like history has shown will lead us willingly off an Everest-sized cliff. Real shit only. Authenticity, brilliance, and love of all will be the order of every day here. If you are put off by a little profanity, go elsewhere at your loss. Everyone else, you will be enlightened and entertained. I know you will enjoy what I bring, even the hard stuff. Lastly, if you enjoy these episodes, share and support this podcast. Thereafter, go buy my damn book already! No need to be late for everything, geez.I apologize for nothing and change only my underwear. Happy listening, my lovlies!

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