"Stellaaahhh...!!!": The Life Of A Tongan American Princess Stella Tatola

It is brief. Practice run. Back in July 2021, I was still getting settled in my new unit after moving off of 6th Street AKA: Skid Row (Sesame Street) in March of 2021, but I was STILL a HOT mess INSIDE. I began work that month at HSA DPH LHH here in the CCSF. Then, my life took an unexpected turn! I learned a lot in those 5 months about myself AND most importantly who my triggers were! This was my only outlet. Talking to mice elf...

I was manic at the time of this less than optimally recorded podcast in October of 2021. You can hear it in my voice. I neglected myself care for so long preservering to work before I was ready. Then, in August my Medi-Cal ended and Kaiser and COVID-19 screwed me by leaving me without Psychotherapy AT ALL. Pill therapy was NOT enough by itself. In fact, I only needed psychotherapy really. I hesitated to publish this for so long. Much of what I recorded was during a time of tremendous stress. I was being stalked AGAIN by 2 strangers/neighbors undee the guise of being helpful and aggressively so! My mail was being stolen. I thought I had moved from the ghetto, but I forgot. This was STILL public housing. I DIGRESS... *breathing* Here goes everything...

Identifying myself and manifesting my positive intention that "I promise to take care of me for you, if you promise to take care of you for me" as all of you should do for one another as well!