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Who I am. Why I started a podcast. What I think‪.‬ Seek meaning, Seek truth. Suffer through life beautifully.

    • Personal Journals

I seek meaningful things... at least I think I do. I’m starting to suspect, and realize that I might be able to see things most others do not. People are subject to there own inadequacies. But they hide from them. Why? Can’t they see that we all do? And therefor it’s ok to have inadequacy? It’s fine if it’s a struggle to contend with, but can’t ones intellect at least entertain the idea? It seems mostly not. I’m talking about real problems. Not like you ate a cookie, and not an apple. Like.... hmm.... what’s a good example....let me think of myself for one.... um.... ok. Understand your own capacity for resentment, and act so that how much resentment you have is minimized. How about something like that.... my old boss either.... 1) oppressed me by valuing only the fruits of my labor, and not if my labor was in my best interest. By doing this, he lead me down a path that was to devalue myself, and then my family.....Or.... 2) allowed me the opportunity to work at a place where I was able to earn much more money than I had before.... it’s both.... understand it’s both.... contend with the evil side.... seek it.... study it.... befriend it.... strategically work to rectify it. After all.... you know you don’t treat others as your like to.... why blame him? Does it help? Or does it just feed resentment?

I seek meaningful things... at least I think I do. I’m starting to suspect, and realize that I might be able to see things most others do not. People are subject to there own inadequacies. But they hide from them. Why? Can’t they see that we all do? And therefor it’s ok to have inadequacy? It’s fine if it’s a struggle to contend with, but can’t ones intellect at least entertain the idea? It seems mostly not. I’m talking about real problems. Not like you ate a cookie, and not an apple. Like.... hmm.... what’s a good example....let me think of myself for one.... um.... ok. Understand your own capacity for resentment, and act so that how much resentment you have is minimized. How about something like that.... my old boss either.... 1) oppressed me by valuing only the fruits of my labor, and not if my labor was in my best interest. By doing this, he lead me down a path that was to devalue myself, and then my family.....Or.... 2) allowed me the opportunity to work at a place where I was able to earn much more money than I had before.... it’s both.... understand it’s both.... contend with the evil side.... seek it.... study it.... befriend it.... strategically work to rectify it. After all.... you know you don’t treat others as your like to.... why blame him? Does it help? Or does it just feed resentment?

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