94 episodes

In a world full of social media promoting "perfect lives", many of us are afraid to show our true authentic selves. The good, the bad and the ugly. Behind the Smile with Ash Butterss is a podcast that aims to reveal the truth that lies behind the masks we wear.

After making the decision to get sober in 2020, Ash set out on a mission, quitting her corporate job and diving deeply into the world of self-development and recovery. Her mission is to smash through the stereotype that surrounds addiction and to help people live a fulfilled life connected to their purpose.

Behind The Smile with Ash Butterss Ashleigh Butterss

    • Health & Fitness
    • 5.0 • 11 Ratings

In a world full of social media promoting "perfect lives", many of us are afraid to show our true authentic selves. The good, the bad and the ugly. Behind the Smile with Ash Butterss is a podcast that aims to reveal the truth that lies behind the masks we wear.

After making the decision to get sober in 2020, Ash set out on a mission, quitting her corporate job and diving deeply into the world of self-development and recovery. Her mission is to smash through the stereotype that surrounds addiction and to help people live a fulfilled life connected to their purpose.

    Ep 94. The Farewell Episode, with Ash Butterss

    Ep 94. The Farewell Episode, with Ash Butterss

    In this final episode of Behind the Smile with Ash Butterss, I find myself caught between waves of emotion, from sadness to gratitude to a deep sense of excitement. They say all good things must come to an end, but within that ending lies the seeds of new beginnings.

    Throughout this journey I’ve always emphasised the importance of practicing what I preach, being guided by my intuition and leading with vulnerability. Now I’m taking my own advice, as I step into this next chapter.

    Behind the Smile has been so much more than a series of episodes; it’s been a life-changing experience. I’ve had the privilege of shining a light on taboo conversations that for so long were kept in the dark. Yet with each conversation, I believe we moved one step close to removing the stigma around mental health, trauma and addiction.

    To you, the listeners, who tuned in week after week, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your dedication and passion for the show fuelled this journey for me and made it all the more meaningful. I’m truly humbled by the messages you’ve sent and the stories you’ve shared with me.

    As I say farewell to you all, I want to remind you to continue stepping out from behind the smile and sharing your truth. Because when we recover loudly, no one need suffer in silence.

    In this episode I talk about:


    A Journey of Connection – 1:24
    The Mission – 2:20
    Embracing Change – 7:20
    The Highlights – 9:30
    Trusting Your Intuition – 14:39
    How To Start a Podcast – 18:18
    Listener Love – 21:32
    Where to Next – 24:36



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    You can follow Ash on IG here: @ashbutterss

    • 29 min
    Ep 93. From Debauchery to Devotion, with Lissie Turner

    Ep 93. From Debauchery to Devotion, with Lissie Turner

    This week I sat down with Lissie Turner, also known as Mel Bampton from Triple J’s ‘Mel in the Morning’ and creator of ‘Like a Version’. Now an author, speaker, founder of The Prana Project and internationally accredited senior yoga teacher and therapist, Lissie shares her profound journey from a life of prominence and partying to one of sobriety, dedicated to compassionate living, mental health, and yoga therapy.



    Lissie offers an unflinchingly honest look at her personal trials, including redefining her identity post-fame, navigating the complex responsibility of motherhood and dealing with what life throws at you.



    Lissie also shares an intimate crossroads moment and how meditation, yoga, and love allowed her to heal her relationship with her children.



    Some of the highlights from this conversation include:


    Spiritual Fitness - 3:21
    A Wild Ride - 9:58
    Coloring Outside the Lines - 28:09
    The Path to Radio - 34:58
    Refinement with Age - 41:47
    Creation of ‘Like a Version’ - 44:29
    Sobriety and Loss of Identity - 52:24
    The Yoga Framework - 58:54
    Healing Relationships - 1:04:38
    “There Is Nothing Absolute, and Everything Is Relevant” - 1:13:56




    You can follow Ash and Behind The Smile on IG here: ⁠⁠⁠@ashbutterss⁠



    You can find Lissie Turner using the links below:

    Instagram: @_the_prana_project and @lissieturner

    Website: https://www.thepranaproject.com/

    • 1 hr 20 min
    Ep 92. Uncovering the Connection Between Nutrition and Mental Health, with Dr. David Wiss

    Ep 92. Uncovering the Connection Between Nutrition and Mental Health, with Dr. David Wiss

    In this week’s episode, I sat down with Dr. David Wiss, a registered dietitian nutritionist who specialises in treating eating disorders and substance abuse.

    David shares his journey from hustling in the streets of West LA in the 90’s, his experience during the opioid epidemic, drug abuse and incarceration to becoming a thought leader in the intersection of nutrition and mental health. He provides insight into his work, exploring topics such as the impact of adverse childhood experiences on eating habits, the controversial concept of food addiction, and the relationship between diet culture, body positivity, and overall health. 

    David also shares his inspiration to launch Wise Mind Nutrition, an app that provides evidence-based nutrition education that tracks lifestyle patterns and co-creates a customised plan to help improve overall health.

    In this conversation we talk about:


    Counterculture - 6:22
    The Real David - 9:41
    Childhood Influences - 11:20
    The Hustle Begins - 14:05
    Navigating the Opioid Epidemic - 15:40
    From Supermax to Second Chances - 18:35
    Nutrition In Recovery - 26:21
    Food Addiction - 33:29
    Cross Addiction - 41:19
    Practical Advice for Nurturing Recovery Through Nutrition - 44:30
    Personal Reflections - 50:36




    You can follow Ash and Behind The Smile on IG here: ⁠⁠@ashbutterss


    You can find Dr. David Wiss using the links below:

    Wise Mind Nutrition

    Tiktok: @wise_mind_nutrition

    Website: https://wisemindnutrition.com/

    Instagram: @wisemindnutrition



    Dr. David Wiss

    Instagram: @drdavidwiss

    Website: https://www.nutritioninrecovery.com/

    Tiktok: @drdavidwiss


    If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health or addiction, please reach out for support. Some support options include:
    • A healthcare professional
    • Alcoholics Anonymous
    • Lifeline or Beyond Blue (Australia)
    • CheckPoint (global)

    If you'd like to support the show you can "Buy Me A Coffee" by following the link below:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠YES I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT BEHIND THE SMILE PODCAST ⁠⁠

    • 56 min
    Ep 91. People Pleasing, Rewiring Core Beliefs and Embracing Empowerment, with Laura Corcoran

    Ep 91. People Pleasing, Rewiring Core Beliefs and Embracing Empowerment, with Laura Corcoran

    In this studio episode, I’m joined by Empowerment Specialist Laura Corcoran who is known for assisting women in boosting their energy, confidence, and magnetism. With a background in psychology, Laura merges conventional therapeutic methods with holistic healing modalities.

    Deeply rooted from her own experiences, Laura talks us through the essential practice of embracing stillness, establishing personal boundaries, articulating personal truths, and the critical role of mentorship in the journey of healing.

    She also generously shares her narrative of metamorphosis, turning life's hurdles into stepping stones for development, and underscores the importance of self-investment.

    In this conversation we cover a range of topics including:


    Having a Daily Routine: 7:15
    Manifestations: 11:34
    Unpacking Core Beliefs - 15:58
    People Pleasing and Attachment - 27:32
    “Psychologists become Psychologists to Heal Themselves” - 37:21
    Vulnerability is a Strength - 47:33
    Finding the Balance - 50:30
    The Role of Mentorship in Personal Growth and Healing - 59:02
    Self-care Practices - 1:02:00


    You can follow Ash and Behind The Smile on IG here: ⁠@ashbutterss



    You can find Laura Corcoran using the link below:

    Instagram: @hersuccessfulmind

    Website: https://www.lauracorcoran.com.au/



    If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health or addiction, please reach out for support. Some support options include:
    • A healthcare professional
    • Alcoholics Anonymous
    • Lifeline or Beyond Blue (Australia)
    • CheckPoint (global)

    If you'd like to support the show you can "Buy Me A Coffee" by following the link below:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠YES I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT BEHIND THE SMILE PODCAST ⁠⁠

    • 1 hr 6 min
    Ep 90. Forging Your Own Path and Staying True to Yourself, with David Titeu

    Ep 90. Forging Your Own Path and Staying True to Yourself, with David Titeu

    In this studio episode, I sit down with David Titeu - a mindset coach, mental health advocate, entrepreneur, and co-founder of the mental health support app, Linkmate.
    David takes us through his personal journey, from struggling with the weight of parental expectations and trying to fit in, to his battles with substance abuse as a coping mechanism. 
    Throughout our conversation, David and I talk about the significance of initiating open and candid dialogues surrounding mental health, the importance of self-care, and the profound impact of cultivating a positive self-image.
    David also talks about the differences in mental health between men and women, the challenges men face in expressing their feelings, the persistent stigma surrounding seeking help, and the transformative influence of fostering connections and receiving peer support.


    Parental Expectations and Career Struggles - 9:37
    Coping Mechanisms - 14:37
    Memories That Shape Our Adulthood - 16:11
    Seeking Help - 23:44
    Linkmate - 28:16
    Addressing the Stigma in the Corporate World - 32:10
    Mental Health: Men vs. Women - 41:45
    Personal Check-Ins - 47:35
    Showing Love, Conscious Control, and Healthy Habits - 55:42


    You can follow Ash and Behind The Smile on IG here: ⁠@ashbutterss

    You can find David Titeu using the links below:
    Website: https://www.thedmtexperience.com.au/intro-to-coaching
    Instagram: @davidtiteu
    If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health or addiction, please reach out for support. Some support options include:
    • A healthcare professional
    • Alcoholics Anonymous
    • Lifeline or Beyond Blue (Australia)
    • CheckPoint (global)

    If you'd like to support the show you can "Buy Me A Coffee" by following the link below:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠YES I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT BEHIND THE SMILE PODCAST ⁠⁠

    • 1 hr
    Ep 89. The Journey from Lawyer to Drug Dealer to Recovery Advocate, with Nicole Obrigavitch

    Ep 89. The Journey from Lawyer to Drug Dealer to Recovery Advocate, with Nicole Obrigavitch

    In this week’s episode, I sat down with recovery and social justice warrior, Nicole Obrigavitch. 

    Nicole went from being a practicing lawyer, wife and mother, to dealing drugs and having a price on her head. A police operation led to her eventual arrest and conviction which saw her spend three years in prison. 

    Since getting clean and sober in 2018, Nicole has fought to rebuild her life and give back. 

    Today, as the Executive Director of the Elizabeth Fry Society of Saskatoon, Nicole works tirelessly to support women and gender diverse people that have come into conflict with the justice system

    Nicole is living proof of the power in recovery and emphasises the importance of transparency, accountability, and resilience in her journey to redemption.



    In this conversation we covered a range of topics including:


    Childhood and Early Exposure to Alcohol - 04:34


    Relapse and the Impact on Her Life - 08:44


    Progression from Alcohol Abuse to Drug Trafficking - 15:11


    Incarceration and Rehabilitation - 37:05


    The Struggle with Intimate Partner Violence - 43:10


    The Fight Against Systemic Racism - 45:51


    Second Chances - 52:54


    Non-Negotiables - 59:11




    You can follow Ash and Behind The Smile on IG here: ⁠⁠⁠@ashbutterss⁠

    You can find Nicole Obrigavitch using the links below:
    Instagram: @not_anonymous_nic



    If you or someone you know if struggling with mental health or addiction, please reach out for support. Some support options include:

    • A healthcare professional

    • Alcoholics Anonymous

    • Lifeline or Beyond Blue (Australia)

    • CheckPoint (global)



    If you'd like to support the show you can "Buy Me A Coffee" by following the link below:⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠YES I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT BEHIND THE SMILE PODCAST ⁠⁠

    • 1 hr 4 min

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