52 episodes

A hallucinogenic exploration of meaning by guitarist, sound-designer and grieving father of a son who ended his life with heroin.

The Mr.Nobody Podcast: Season ‪1‬ Mr. Nobody

    • Personal Journals

A hallucinogenic exploration of meaning by guitarist, sound-designer and grieving father of a son who ended his life with heroin.

    Mr.Nobody #52 Season 1 Finale

    Mr.Nobody #52 Season 1 Finale

    Shock Advised

    Vertigo infuses my Finale.

    What have I learned? 

    I still Kant forgive.

    82K dead this year by self-administered drugs

    Treating yourself as means

    How will I ever grow from this waste of humanity, from the loss of my son?

    There is no answer... yet.

    Check for Pulse.

    • 30 min
    Mr.Nobody #51 Everything Happens for a Reason

    Mr.Nobody #51 Everything Happens for a Reason

    There was a murder in my family.

    Overdose is self murder

    Being lazy trivializes life

    gods never have to answer for their acts.

    Man-eaters, quicksand, a Strip-mall and a child's insightful mind.

    There's no super-natural cook.

    It's your life

    • 30 min
    Mr.Nobody #50 Crime and Punishment

    Mr.Nobody #50 Crime and Punishment

    My son read a lot, Something I was very proud of.
    He was a brilliant student, I'm sad his mind died with his body.

    In this episode I explore the fallacy of exceptionalism, murder, over-esteeming, and the trivialization of violence.

    I contend that murder, for pleasure, profit or lack of self-control is the worst of crimes. I ask, "is overdose self-murder"??

    There is no punishment equal to some crimes

    • 30 min
    Mr.Nobody #49 Past Lives

    Mr.Nobody #49 Past Lives

    I used to believe life was worth living.

    I visit a primal land and unexpectedly receive glimpses of past lives  as a 10 year old. 

    I obsess about a guitar that wasn't for me.

    I taught my son to play with his fingers, one of the most profound connections we shared.

    I had to choose. I lost my temper, I sat next to him with a pencil.

    He would have been great. His hand still looked alive in death.

    What does it all mean?

    • 31 min
    Mr.Nobody #48 Robo-Call

    Mr.Nobody #48 Robo-Call

    The grief continues. I hate the holiday season. 

    I'm grateful to life but that doesn't dampen my rage and disturbed soul.

    The fact that he elected to abuse hard death street drugs, haunts me.

    I still jump whenever the phone rings.

    Total b******t. 

    • 30 min
    Mr.Nobody #47 It'a A RELIGION

    Mr.Nobody #47 It'a A RELIGION

    A Death-Cult

    What I see and hear

    Speaking in jibberish not tongues

    Walrus meets Elk

    My son converted to the religion of escapism and paid with his life

    Overdose is a conspiracy, it never just happens

    Joining this death-cult is a commitment 

    disconnect from the web

    Lose the ability to hear

    Abusers are zealots

    • 32 min

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