A hallucinogenic exploration of meaning by guitarist, sound-designer and grieving father of a son who ended his life with heroin.
Mr.Nobody #52 Season 1 Finale
Vertigo infuses my Finale.
What have I learned?
I still Kant forgive.
82K dead this year by self-administered drugs
Treating yourself as means
How will I ever grow from this waste of humanity, from the loss of my son?
There is no answer... yet.
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Mr.Nobody #51 Everything Happens for a Reason
There was a murder in my family.
Overdose is self murder
Being lazy trivializes life
gods never have to answer for their acts.
Man-eaters, quicksand, a Strip-mall and a child's insightful mind.
There's no super-natural cook.
It's your life
Mr.Nobody #50 Crime and Punishment
My son read a lot, Something I was very proud of.
He was a brilliant student, I'm sad his mind died with his body.
In this episode I explore the fallacy of exceptionalism, murder, over-esteeming, and the trivialization of violence.
I contend that murder, for pleasure, profit or lack of self-control is the worst of crimes. I ask, "is overdose self-murder"??
There is no punishment equal to some crimes
Mr.Nobody #49 Past Lives
I used to believe life was worth living.
I visit a primal land and unexpectedly receive glimpses of past lives as a 10 year old.
I obsess about a guitar that wasn't for me.
I taught my son to play with his fingers, one of the most profound connections we shared.
I had to choose. I lost my temper, I sat next to him with a pencil.
He would have been great. His hand still looked alive in death.
What does it all mean?
Mr.Nobody #48 Robo-Call
The grief continues. I hate the holiday season.
I'm grateful to life but that doesn't dampen my rage and disturbed soul.
The fact that he elected to abuse hard death street drugs, haunts me.
I still jump whenever the phone rings.
Mr.Nobody #47 It'a A RELIGION
What I see and hear
Speaking in jibberish not tongues
Walrus meets Elk
My son converted to the religion of escapism and paid with his life
Overdose is a conspiracy, it never just happens
Joining this death-cult is a commitment
disconnect from the web
Lose the ability to hear
Abusers are zealots