The Mr.Nobody Podcast: Season ‪1‬ Mr. Nobody

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Vertigo infuses my Finale.

What have I learned? 

I still Kant forgive.

82K dead this year by self-administered drugs

Treating yourself as means

How will I ever grow from this waste of humanity, from the loss of my son?

There is no answer... yet.

Check for Pulse.

There was a murder in my family.

Overdose is self murder

Being lazy trivializes life

gods never have to answer for their acts.

Man-eaters, quicksand, a Strip-mall and a child's insightful mind.

There's no super-natural cook.

It's your life

My son read a lot, Something I was very proud of.
He was a brilliant student, I'm sad his mind died with his body.

In this episode I explore the fallacy of exceptionalism, murder, over-esteeming, and the trivialization of violence.

I contend that murder, for pleasure, profit or lack of self-control is the worst of crimes. I ask, "is overdose self-murder"??

There is no punishment equal to some crimes

I used to believe life was worth living.

I visit a primal land and unexpectedly receive glimpses of past lives  as a 10 year old. 

I obsess about a guitar that wasn't for me.

I taught my son to play with his fingers, one of the most profound connections we shared.

I had to choose. I lost my temper, I sat next to him with a pencil.

He would have been great. His hand still looked alive in death.

What does it all mean?

The grief continues. I hate the holiday season. 

I'm grateful to life but that doesn't dampen my rage and disturbed soul.

The fact that he elected to abuse hard death street drugs, haunts me.

I still jump whenever the phone rings.

Total b******t. 

A Death-Cult

What I see and hear

Speaking in jibberish not tongues

Walrus meets Elk

My son converted to the religion of escapism and paid with his life

Overdose is a conspiracy, it never just happens

Joining this death-cult is a commitment 

disconnect from the web

Lose the ability to hear

Abusers are zealots