I am 62 years old and don't know what the Fuck I am doing Kathy johnson

Made my way to Montanan - damn near got killed.  Met with my sister's partner, had flashbacks and headed home

Going to Montana next week for my sister's funeral....this is really hard.  Curious to see if there are any of my relatives still there.   Also the house is "sold".

my sister died and the potential buyer flooded the swamp queen with raw sewage

Its the first Friday there is no skiing and I have to go back to a 40 hour week.   Ugh.  Also I don't like working for small businesses and what do I do with the products from my arts and crafts endeavors.

Women are Odd - All of these stories are regarding females in my life -Sisters, Friends and co-workers.  One sister is in the hospital and the other is telling me to go to church.  Why do folks I've known for 40 years hide their trip plans from me when we "all" had decided to go.  I would really like a Significant other and just asking why someone who is lucky enough to find someone would hide them? 

How do I go about re-entering friendships after such a long period?  I also found a dead rat behind the entertainment center