Sleeping Beauty, Awoke now‪!‬ Talea Roundtree

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Speechless 😶

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Who really wants it? I fear God only and the evil people who allowed the devil to temp God bless your entire existence. But i regonize lost souls and I don't have a heart for manipulation. Keep your vibes high. The devil will make you a using vessel to hurt and harm you. I wish i had been taught more about spritual warfare which is why I try to spred the word and teach many people.

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Life. That word itself, is so deep. I know that I'm young but guys I have experienced so much good and bad. But these last 3 years, I have been awakened to some type of nightmare, LOL. I have to laugh, from all out of tears, I've been crying and crying and crying since I was a little girl. The crazy part about it is most people never knew. The smile I carried was so bright and people will never have imagined that at one time I didn't even want to be here. But I grew so far from that person, that girl, that little girl. I say little girl because I had to heal my inner child. It is nothing but the truth that I really never had any idols. In most rooms as a child I felt like I was way more mature, and saw things that the adults should have saw. But I wanted to remain respectful. At the times that I got disrespectful it said that none of the guardians, stopped to ask me if anyone ever hurt me. At times when I was trying to warn my own mother of men she dated and some moved in, was no good, I was then accused of being too grown. But it turned out that everyone I said gave me a bad feeling, was something sent to destroy her. If only she had listened years ago, if only so many other people had just listened to me. Now I'm at the point where there's no more warning anyone. If you don't have the gift of discernment or you can't use common sense I want no part. I have been held back long enough from my destiny, my Jeopardy and my assistance that was needed to people who were in need of my services. I know now that I am a healer by nature. Now I see why so many people needed to be around me, all the calls and texts were all just distractions. I realize I can't help everybody, for as I share everybody doesn't want to be healed. I totally get it cuz at one time I didn't want to hear that s*** neither. I was always on the go mode and focused on the next dollar. I feared homelessness, I feared being without, and I never could go at night not at least trying to give my kids whatever they ask for. Not going to make this too long but to sum it up, I came too far, I accomplished too much, and I'm not giving up on me.

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Haven't met 💗 her yet but saw her pictures. But she was meant to be here for she confirms, it's time for Justice to be served. I made it despite them wanting me to lose all because they allowed the devil, to mislead them. The devil, comes to kill, still and destroy. He makes promises, that he never plans on staying committed to. He breaks up homes and families. He will make you believe, his way is the way out and then leaves you to fend for yourself. Meanwhile his laughing that he was able to fool you. Been there, done that and he damn sure had me following him. Again, nothing but a big deceitful parasite.

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Like I said, it's the attention for me. I can be a very forgiving person and I have forgiven many times and many people. I also ask that the Lord forgive me for my sins for I know that I am not perfect and I have made many many mistakes. But one thing I can honestly say about myself, is that I am very loyal. At one time family meant everything to me, and the hustle was always for them. I mean for myself as well, shopping is one of my favorite hobbies, and I had habits that I had to financially maintain along with being a mother. I enjoyed being a mother, despite them getting older and being snobby and fussy, and or lazy, LOL. I have always loved my boys. I wish I had given them so much more so much earlier, but seriously guys, for years since a child I have been dealing with a lot of manipulation, gas lighting, false love and abuse for a long time. Sometimes abuse is not always what we think it is. Like, I noticed in most urban communities, we tend to be very hard on our kids. This is by way of verbal brutality. I did it too. But after spiritually awakening, I swear I started to see everything. It was like life as I knew it was all a lie. Not to mention there were so many lies hidden from me. I know for sure that this stems from a lot of envious, dislike and maybe some hitting pains. But I would have never suspected to be away from my family for a little over 2 years now. They don't even know exactly how a lot of this has affected me. I will never be the same again but I will always have this big hole in my heart from my nieces and my nephews. Everything just messed up now and the boys are just about grown, even with the new one a new kid, it can't replace the two young men that I have dedicated my soul too. They admitted some pain too in which I learned how the way I was living or persay movement was affecting them. But only if they knew, what Mommy wanted. I can't say sorry for speaking my opinion on people that have convinced,me. There was just wasn't a normal bond between my parental figures. I always knew I was alone, especially being the oldest of five others. I really had nobody to go to, in times of need. And the woman that I acquainted myself with over time, I don't want the same issues of jealousy and or them always ,in lack which drove me crazy. It's like damn do I always have to pay when we go out just because I'm a dancer?. I mean it gets no deeper than you know your ex or exes being in competition, Gross. At this point I just want peace and justice but I know for sure that the Lord and God our Father ❤️, rah, Allah, is with me at all times. My brother St. Michael has to cease and step in but crying has left my heart.

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