POSE- Points of Self Examination for Christians Ndutim King

The popular narrative even in Christian circles is that you should not be jealous of others. This has put a lot of people bound to the cycles of sin. Even God our Father is said to be a jealous God so what exactly is so wrong about being jealous? What exactly is jealousy? In this episode, I talk about how to deal with jealousy in a healthy way, how jealousy turns into envy and the dangers of taking action inspired by envy. I hope you enjoy this. God bless you!

Hello people of God! Thank you for taking the time to click on the link. This episode is one that bothers a lot of people including me. This is just a recording where I explore the answers the Holy Spirit was giving me about relationship cycles where I always seem to end up with a narcissistic type personality. I recently got wind that I was getting gaslighting from a man I was attracted to but that sent me right back to God to ask him why I would still end up attracting such a personality whereas I am saved and maturing in Christ. What lessons have I not learned that you're trying to teach me? Then God answered. So in this episode, I explore those answers with 3 points of self-examination. Thankfully it's just under one hour, so I hope you stay till the end because God led me to say some prayers that will set you free. God bless you as you listen. Please share with friends. It might be of help to someone you know. Remain blessed!

Hello People of God, welcome back to my channel where I share with you points of self-examination for re-evaluating our Christian walk. In today's episode, I will be sharing with you the lessons God has been teaching me about prejudice and why it has been the greatest tool of the enemy from keeping me back from showing up as my authentic self.

Yes, I had reasons to hide away and keep myself from shining because people told me and made me feel like I was not enough and so my denying them my gift of self was justified. But that was in the days of immaturity but now God is calling me to more. I am capable of more but what's stopping me?



In this episode, I share with you some dreams that I had which the Lord clearly points out what the issues are and I share with you my reflections, fears, and resolutions. How about you? have you ever been prejudiced against someone or some people? Would you like to unpack the causes and see the way out as well as promises on the other side? Then Join me on this self-discovery journey. I do hope you listen to the end so you can really enjoy learning what i've resolved to do and also join your faith with mine for your success in the journey ahead of you too. But in case you're not, I'm including my notes below so you can have a sneak-peek into most of the topics I discuss even though the audio goes deeper to share more insights from scriptures and talks about leveraging God's forgiveness to get to the business of "rise and shine". Thanks again for listening!



NOTES

1. Institutional

2. Destination

3. Blessings



Cause and effect based on dreams in week 3, Jul 2021

Cause

mode        |  prejudice

Institutional - friends

Destination - self & others

Blessings - family background



Effects

No job- can't inherit the earth if you won't stick with it.

Wrong location- lack of ambition and thinking I'm better than others

Delays - not being humble but asserting self wisdom instead of serving entitled people

In those 3 dreams, I remember a voice speaking to me

1. Stay and clean it up

2. They're not as bad as you think

3. The fact that they're not your family doesn't mean they're slaves

Examples from scriptures.

Peter was called to initiate the gospel mission to gentile nations but he was so prejudiced that God had to pass a message using a terrifying dream.

Jonah was so deeply prejudiced against the people of Niniveh that he would rather die than go preach to them.

In the parable of the talents, the man who hid his talents was because he was prejudiced against his master. This blinded him to the potential of his 1 gift...

In the teaching about perfection,  Jesus was asking us to be perfect as our heavenly father is who doesn't hold back benefits from those who are not just but blesses all who ask him generously.



My inference

1. From my friends' conversation

2. From the news and lack mentality

3. Personal righteousness and wisdom and intuitive perception of others intention



From the laws of God: these transgress

1. 9

2. 3

3. 5

Standard! These are new dispensation sins not old ones



Lessons

1. Don't be envious or carried away by comparisons and feeling insecure but own up to where you are and stop forcing yourself to measure up because your time will come too. Be merciful to yourself so that when your time comes you'll arrive there gracefully.

2. Delivery of your kingdom assignments is dependent on your ability to go where God is sending you.

3. You gotta serve people regardless of their feeling of entitlement because they hold the key to the blessing of your ministry.



#forgive, #shine, #pray

Hello dear child of God! By now you've already gotten the memo that you were fearfully and wonderfully made. Truth is, you should know this from birth without having to be told or reminded by way of speech or scripture; but hey, we're in a real world, and things happen to rob us of that identity of what abundant and beautiful beings we were made to be. 

In this episode, I share with you the thoughts that came to mind as I listened to Caitlyn Jenner speak about his concerns for what God might say to him when they eventually meet. That video of him filled me with a lot of hope for him and indeed the rest of humankind because of the finished work of Jesus Christ. 

The truth is that the decision to take steps toward altering our identity is a journey for all of us in life and so essentially, each of us is trans-visioned from our original version. Some day soon, I'll share with you a recent experience I had with my body weight and how it was such a struggle because of the transvision effect...but in this episode, I share with you the three steps we all undergo as we transvision from God's original idea of us and how to take advantage of the system he has provided to find our way back to his original creation and intention of/for us.

Will your marriage last? Whether or not your marriage will last depends on the kind of spouse you get. What kind of spouse you get depends on what you have asked God for. The stories of Saul, David, Solomon, Nebuchadnezzar and Jesus' teachings offer interesting insights into what happens when you're operating and making marital choice based on your own ideas of what is good. My own experience and mistake in this area is something that should not be repeated by anyone seeking to have a good, lasting marriage. God bless you as you listen.