Stream of Consciousness Mon Y.

http://drift.strikingly.com |On the part of the 'being neglected', it hurts sometimes. However, attributing this 'negative affect' towards some bad intention on the part of the other person, is the easiest interpretation, but it's not realistic. Thankfully, my parents put me into perspective, before I sink further into self-gazing and self-'legitimizing'.

http://drift.strikingly.com Having been entangled by thoughts that I can't set straight internally, I turned for the recorder again (after determining to avoid this self-involved behavior last month). During distress I sill keep analyzing myself, how and why () feels worse to + a morsel of social interaction on top of NONE previously. Eventually found the problem is within the question itself.

http://drift.strikingly.com ||
Ongoing stream of curiosity and figuring out towards clarity, this podcast is my mind in a drift bottle. Not being able to read or get education, my own senses and reason is my education in a secluded life.

I connect my firsthand perception dots using the plainest rationality.

However I can never know whether these thoughts are ingenious, cliche or simply worthless.

Now, I want to ... I have to find out.

http://drift.strikingly.com/blog/14-1| I was piecing up the pieces about her which she just randomly revealed. This experience of being INSIDE her life has opened my eyes about how life can be non-linear.

http://drift.strikingly.com/blog/14| I wasn't always this self-involved 'thought-chewer', in the drastically different environment in NZ, I was a sponge soaking in greedily.

http://drift.strikingly.com/blog/1-walk-with-timemark| This recording is long and not eventful, but could be good for transporting one's mind. In this tape, you'll hear live sounds from this tiny town in China where I live. …… 'At times I even think a foreign accent might be a good thing, people will hear you and think 'Hey her English is pretty good" instead of 'what's with the tiny vocabulary and constant faltering'