1 hr 22 min
Episode #17: All Sorts of Phoria Translucidity!
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- Society & Culture
Show Notes:
Sascz read an article about feeling euphoric after top surgery and is looking forward to the same https://medium.com/genderchic/40-perks-of-being-post-op-top-surgery-80fb2225f4e6
Things that make us feel dysphoric:
Sascz had an annoying conversation last week with someone who knew him only in his masculine identity but kept referring to him as “ma’am” :(
Fraz: Being called sir, or man, or he/him
Fraz: Seeing my…..thing down there.
Fraz: Facial Hair
Things that make us feel euphoric:
Sascz’s new reimagining of his Draenei Shaman in WoW. I’ve had her for ages and had this general idea of her having some kind of deep dark trauma, but hadn’t really fleshed it out. Then I read about the Scythian Enarei (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enaree) who were AMAB but feminized themselves using (among other things) pregnant mares’ urine (today known as premarin!) and identified as females; they were great shamans and worshiped nature (did not use temples). So I’ve decided my toon is an Enares and am RP’ing her as such. She is very old, and has children whom she fathered (much like me mothering my children) but then transitioned later on after the Draenei were driven from Argus. It makes me very happy to have this toon who is sort of my mirror image to play! I also have a FTM toon but he isn’t fleshed out as much.
When Sascz is “heard” and accepted as male while talking to recruiters!
Fraz: Having my manager at my grocery store say “There SHE is!”
Fraz: Seeing my breasts and hips and butt come in.
Fraz: Being properly gendered.
Fraz: Experiencing my cycle each month, as uncomfortable as it is
Fraz: Thinking of my past self as being perceived as a man
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Show Notes:
Sascz read an article about feeling euphoric after top surgery and is looking forward to the same https://medium.com/genderchic/40-perks-of-being-post-op-top-surgery-80fb2225f4e6
Things that make us feel dysphoric:
Sascz had an annoying conversation last week with someone who knew him only in his masculine identity but kept referring to him as “ma’am” :(
Fraz: Being called sir, or man, or he/him
Fraz: Seeing my…..thing down there.
Fraz: Facial Hair
Things that make us feel euphoric:
Sascz’s new reimagining of his Draenei Shaman in WoW. I’ve had her for ages and had this general idea of her having some kind of deep dark trauma, but hadn’t really fleshed it out. Then I read about the Scythian Enarei (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enaree) who were AMAB but feminized themselves using (among other things) pregnant mares’ urine (today known as premarin!) and identified as females; they were great shamans and worshiped nature (did not use temples). So I’ve decided my toon is an Enares and am RP’ing her as such. She is very old, and has children whom she fathered (much like me mothering my children) but then transitioned later on after the Draenei were driven from Argus. It makes me very happy to have this toon who is sort of my mirror image to play! I also have a FTM toon but he isn’t fleshed out as much.
When Sascz is “heard” and accepted as male while talking to recruiters!
Fraz: Having my manager at my grocery store say “There SHE is!”
Fraz: Seeing my breasts and hips and butt come in.
Fraz: Being properly gendered.
Fraz: Experiencing my cycle each month, as uncomfortable as it is
Fraz: Thinking of my past self as being perceived as a man
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Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/lothie/support
1 hr 22 min