joyfullyawake Vivian Hawker

In this podcast I share an experience of how I received an activation to the Akashic Records from myself as a Shaman in a previous lifetime, how my now doctor removed in a previous lifetime what was blocking me from seeing with my 3rd eye and how that catapulted me into many other mystical experiences. As we all awaken, so do our psychic senses and perhaps hearing my experiences will help those that may be feeling fear around that and begin to see it as is our "normal" way of being.

It's okay to feel!! Along the way within the Spiritual Community there has been a narrative that has created guilt and shame around having an angry or sad feeling. That unless we are in a high vibrational state of being there is something wrong with us. I too have been guilty of this narrative but in the rememberance process I am reminded that I volunteered to have the full Human Experience with all it's ups and downs. There is nothing wrong with you. And yes although my content for the most part is positive, I too have moments, days, weeks, even long periods of time in which I feel negativity.

Do you trust yourself? Do you trust that the Universe has a plan for you? Do you have the courage to do the thing that scares you but you feel it with every cell in your body? If so, let's take the leap together. From my last podcast if not now, When? Now is the time!

I'm learning that it's the Ego mind that will tell me to wait, hold off, the time isn't right, be careful, it's not perfect yet. It's afraid of success and failure. Understanding that if I never try or do the thing than I automatically fail because I never even gave it a chance. We are all put on this Earth with unique gifts and talents and our Souls are not playing around anymore, it's time to get to doing what we came here to do and ultimately who we came here to be. Things are getting really uncomfortable because when we are moved into so much discomfort we have no choice but to make changes in our lives. If not now then when will we do the special thing we were brought here to do. The thing that may not always make sense to everyone else but feels freeing and easy to our soul, to our true Self.

Why do you do what you do? Through the breakdown of old systems, patterns, habits, etc this question of why has been popping up a lot for me. Has it for you too?

Let's celebrate ourselves, journal and or create a daily practice out of writing down at least 3 things that you have done that has positively shifted your life. Find the moments in which you can be in the frequency of gratitude. And recognize you are abundance and be more in your abundance.