26 episodes

SEASON 3 RELEASE: August 28, 2023

Stories and thoughts of a closeted ex-evangelical pastor who eventually left the faith to pursue his true identity. This podcast was created for you, the listener. Dive into stories from my own experience as a closeted Evangelical pastor, as well as my thoughts on current issues, politics & theology. I also want to hear you! Be sure to drop us a voicemail with your questions and stories! Leave a voicemail here: https://www.speakpipe.com/mygaychurchdays

Deconstruction, Exevangelical, LGBTQ community. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/mygaychurchdays/support

My Gay Church Days George Azar

    • Society & Culture
    • 5.0 • 6 Ratings

SEASON 3 RELEASE: August 28, 2023

Stories and thoughts of a closeted ex-evangelical pastor who eventually left the faith to pursue his true identity. This podcast was created for you, the listener. Dive into stories from my own experience as a closeted Evangelical pastor, as well as my thoughts on current issues, politics & theology. I also want to hear you! Be sure to drop us a voicemail with your questions and stories! Leave a voicemail here: https://www.speakpipe.com/mygaychurchdays

Deconstruction, Exevangelical, LGBTQ community. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/mygaychurchdays/support

    Update with My Gay Church Days and Version 2

    Update with My Gay Church Days and Version 2

    I know. I've been MIA. Between my day job and writing Version 2 of the book, I've had little interest or motivation for the other things I love to do. 

    This episode gives you a rundown of what's been happening with Version 2 of the book and an inside scoop on the trajectory of releasing it!


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    • 15 min
    SPECIAL GUEST - Archie Messersmith-Bunting

    SPECIAL GUEST - Archie Messersmith-Bunting

    Archie reaches students personally as he openly and honestly shares his own struggle with addiction and clinical depression. He weaves research of top therapists and addiction specialists into his storytelling, allowing audiences to understand and feel the potential for loss and pain. He guides attendees to a place of self-reflection, encouraging them to find balance and reclaim the power of the emotional baggage that often controls their lives.

    Connect with Archie here. 


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    • 50 min
    Season 2 Premiere Guest: TOT - Part 2

    Season 2 Premiere Guest: TOT - Part 2

    SEASON 2 PREMIERE, PART 2!!!!

    Tatyanna (TOT) is an amazing musician who recently deconstructed her faith during the COVID-19 pandemic. Her insights and perspective is critical in these times, and I am happy to share her with you!

    Be sure to check her out here:

    Spotify Album: Second Half

    Instagram

    Website


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    • 35 min
    Season 2 Premiere Guest: TOT - Part 1

    Season 2 Premiere Guest: TOT - Part 1

    SEASON 2 PREMIERE!!!!

    Tatyanna (TOT) is an amazing musician who recently deconstructed her faith during the COVID-19 pandemic. Her insights and perspective is critical in these times, and I am happy to share her with you!

    Be sure to check her out here:

    Spotify Album: Second Half

    Instagram

    Website


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    • 39 min
    My Struggle with Erectile Dysfunction

    My Struggle with Erectile Dysfunction

    One of the most common yet unspoken struggles for men is erectile dysfunction. Especially for those in the gay community who have been exposed to control systems, shame and guilt are controlling factors that impact our ability to perform in the bedroom. This episode details my journey with my struggle with ED and my plan to move forward from seeking healing. 
    If you struggle with ED, you are not alone. 

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    • 19 min
    SPECIAL GUEST: Barrett Carroll - PART 2

    SPECIAL GUEST: Barrett Carroll - PART 2

    PART 2 of my interview with Barrett!
    Barrett is one of a kind! Being raised in a controlled and abusive environment, Barrett found refuge in the entertainment industry. As a child actor, Barrett was introduced to perspectives that were far-removed from the worldview instilled in him through his experience of homeschooling and isolation. Although acting brought it's own set of challenges, Barrett was introduced to a wide variety of different experiences, forming his way to eventually leaving his controlled environment to pursue a life devoted to helping others heal from their traumas.
    From Barrett's website: I came to a position where I knew something had to change. It was never about becoming rich or famous for me. It was about creating things that mattered. I wanted to put purpose into pain and create art that did the same. For many years I lived a life filled with secrets and hardships. I had gone through seasons of great success and great failures. As soon as I seemed to be heading in the right direction, I would quickly get pulled away by a different hardship or.... opportunity as I now choose to look at it. I have an unusual story as many of you know. I grew up in a type of small evangelical based cult within a very abusive home. I never received a proper education until I attended college. I struggled with severe depression, Complex PTSD, anorexia and anxiety. During my childhood I was not aware of the depth of the trauma that I was experiencing. I grew up in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. I had some extended family that worked in entertainment and recognized my abilities at a young age. This led to me eventually working in commercials, Indie films and regional theatre for several years before attending college. I attended Baldwin-Wallace University and The University of Oklahoma where I received my Bachelors of Music in Musical Theatre. I worked at Disney World briefly after graduation but was shaken to my core during that time by the death of 8 of my friends within a year and a half as well as continued family conflict back in Oklahoma. During my time in Florida, I almost lost my own life due to an unexpected sickness and physical complications. After battling, health issues and depression alone, I found myself at the start of a spiritual awakening.
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    An accomplished author, actor, and friend, Barrett has so much to offer the world.
    Be sure to check out Part 2, releasing on Wednesday, May 4th.
    Also, you can connect with Barrett's work here:
    Website
    Book: The Acorn's Journey
    Instagram

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    • 43 min

Customer Reviews

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6 Ratings

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Authentic

George Azar and his story; My Gay Church Days is an authentic breath of fresh air. George shows others a light because he is willing to dark about his dark moments and lead us with his story of pain and enlightenment

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