Not Self*ish‪*‬ A podcast for loving the spectrum of our Self

In this solo episode, I take you along the journey of uncovering the next layer of my relationship to Spirit and how truly listening has guided me synchronistically in the past few months.
While listening, I’ve become more attuned to an inner sense of Authority and guidance. I have been presented with many resources and teachers that have found me instead of blindingly searching and reaching towards teachings and information that were not meant for me. If any of them piqued your interest, they are linked below!
A list (and links) of teachers/resources mentioned in this episode:
Finding out about your Human Design chart - download your chart here
The book I mentioned about the Pleiadians - find it here
Living Systems with Leah Garza - find her here
Angel Messages channeled by Ann Tucker - find it here

Thank you for listening to this episode of Not Selfish. -Kodie
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!


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In this episode, I sit with Teresa Brenneman and enjoy hearing about her deep rooted and grounded experience with the Human Design system, how she’s evolved in her learnings and integrations with it’s teaching and some major teachings about the Heart/Ego center.
One of my favorite things about this conversation was the authentic surrender to her own individuated process of being a teacher in the Human Design space and sharing how it’s changing and evolving and how she continues to give herself permission to do the same.
We talk about so many more topics, you’ll have to listen for yourself!
You can find Teresa on Instagram HERE
You can find Teresa’s work HERE
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!


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In this episode, I sit with Vaness Henry in conversation about her work in the Wellness Club (an online member space filled with personal wellness tools). I share my experience with an Inner Expedition from the Wellness Club called “Demon Hunters” which brought forth awareness around my work in the world and the people in my environment that help support that vision.
Vaness shares her personal story through cancer and illness as a teenager and the ways that guided her into a shamanic path and how she’s stepped into and answered that call.
We recorded this episode during Black History month and Vaness shares her own process through Supremacy work alongside her family and friends.
This whole conversation is so full of wisdom, bravery and heart. It was a true joy to hold a conversation of this elevation. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.
You can find Vaness on Instagram HERE
You can find Vaness’ work in the Wellness Club HERE
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!


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In this episode I reflect on the month of February and the energetics of polarity and my own personal work of reclamation. There is so much grief held in the tension of opposites and learning to work with that energy, instead of resisting its friction in our lives. As a 6/3 profile (and for any other transitional profiles) how our experience of that role can at times feel dissonant and not….harmonic. How can we hold the contradictory needs of the mind and body without negating an entire spectrum of potential experience? Of course, when we lay down the experiences that cause us more dissonance there is space for more of what we’re here to hold. But it doesn’t stop the mental chatter of “What if?”.
I pull from the Motherpeace tarot and speak on the 8 of wands to guide me towards the lesson of this polarity work, alongside the Etherea deck for where in the body and life this lesson occurred (51- the heart) Which sort of spoke to the context of an internal alignment with desire that brings about an external manifestation and expression of self accordingly. An arrow being loosed from the bow, and the heart of our being shifting its aim alongside our deepest dreams.
Because of this integration, commitments of the heart fell away that highlighted egoic themes, my tribe, and the reciprocity within my environment or lack thereof.
I hope you enjoy this episode!
You can find a link to the Motherpeace tarot HERE
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!


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In this episode I interview Nic Strack, a 4/6 generator (for the HD nerds). We chat about the process of deconditioning from parenting norms while also reclaiming our identity. This conversation for me, was such a huge reminder that our best parenting comes from being our full selves and sharing that with our children (and our inner children). At the end, we talk about cultivating safety from within. External safety is never a guarantee.
You’ll hear a personal voice note from Nic identifying how even our relationship to the not-self is vastly different, which for me was a lesson in receptivity and openness and leadership. The whole thing was just AMAZING.
I’m so excited to share this one with you!
Enjoy!
You can find Nic on Instagram HERE
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!


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In this impromptu episode, I muse on the significance of pulling the card “Unbroken Bones” (hexagram 45) and my body’s call for sovereignty in community. Complexity is hard to learn to carry. It’s a skill of internal nervous system regulation, and it’s a spiral. Ever evolving.
How can I continue to show up in community while prioritizing my need for sovereignty?
These musings really reminded me to get back into my body. To honor my physical body’s needs first before being able to engage creatively with others in the ways that I am feeling called to do.
You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned above) HERE


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