Brothers in Time Brother In Time

I've found that the hard part is knowing that life is all about choices and still fucking up. Choosing to believe the best in me instead of always focusing on the worst that to be honest only I can see. Sometimes it's putting myself to work harder and move past it, other times admitting that's just how it is. I did my best and it has to be good enough. Holding on to negative thinking about me, by me, only serves to punish me. It doesn't help. Other times it's just realizing that because I see it, does not make it real. I've been wrong in my life more than I've been right. Just knowing that fact helps me feel better about me. Take an accurate look at the good in your life. If you are responsible for all the bad you are responsible for every good.

Check it.

When you have "negative" "7" whatever event or thought or memory

That means you have "positive" "7" just to get back to zero

I know it's corny but that is a fact. For me I am always focusing on the worst case scenario (thanks to the army and childhood "issues") trying to stop some impending action I do not want to happen.

Physically

I can only control two things in life. My actions, and My reactions. Focusing on manipulating these was the beginning of shadow work for me. Essentially becoming more methodical and less reactionary.

In my head I can talk, I can I guess I would say think? And some other thing that is more physical like I actually feel things I can only describe as E-motion or energy.

Emotionally.

It's harder because theres no fucking manual for our feelings except in therapy. Your thoughts become words. Your words become actions. Changing thoughts is a challenge, you honestly have to question EVERYTHING you think. The why, why. Why (insert literally any question about a thought or memory) then why (whatever it is you feel is an issue) and continue.

This is the part for me that is the fucking hardest to see. All these whys lead back to a decisive point. It's either based in love ( I love this) or fear (I'm afraid of this) even fear is just loves’ shadow. But I digress

Everytime you try you get closer to succeed.

Growth fucking hurts. It gets better , like all things, it gets easier with time and practice. For me the key has been trying to be a better man today than yesterday, if not today, its okay tomorrow is a new day.

If you think you are up for a challenge.

Go to the mirror and stare at yourself in the eyes for sixty seconds. Like really look into your heart. Then say OUTLOUD one positive thing about "you" to "you". If you are like me the first time will fucking break you.

If you can't do that. I recommend calling somebody, a professional somebody. There are tools that they teach that makes this shit fucking easy

I want to be clear. It gets easier, it never stops being work.


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Just two men talking about conspiracy, rhetoric, and life. Qanon is religious dogma, and apart of Trump's propaganda machine. 

Feminine
Masculine
Sacred Geometry

Conspiracy
Pineal Gland
Adrenochrome
Alex Jones
Bohemian Grove
Epstein
Operation Northwoods
Georgia Guidestones
Rothschild
Illuminati

Theology
Moloch
Rituals Minerva
Pagan
Crusades
Matriarchy
Patriarchy
Pentagram
Feminine
Saturn
Demiurge
Chronos
Gnostic
Janus
Thelema

Culture
Midnight Gospel
Qanon
Zeitgeist
Ice Cube

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Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL.

“I'm the one-man army, Ason
I never been tooken out, I keep MC's looking out
I drop science like Cosby dropping babies
Enough to make a nigga go crazy”

Brooklyn Zoo Ol’ Dirty Bastard


https://youtu.be/GRblYfKwa88
“Nobody's gonna get me on another rap
So look at me now
I'm just makin' my play
Don't try to push your luck, just get out of my way”

Back in Black, AC/DC


https://youtu.be/pAgnJDJN4VA
Knowledge of you, Is power over you

Dustin J. Danley


I'm not saying to open up to everyone, just someone. No matter your position in life, it is hard, in a common sense.

Dustin J. Danley


Suicide
Gay Jokes in Masculinity
Hazing
Growth
Proof of Homophobia
Communism
Male rites of Passage
Mental Health
Homelessness

Culture

The Gentleman - Coach Scene -
https://youtu.be/TBHanR-rZso
When a man chases women, younger and younger, as he gets older and older.
Is the definition of pedophilia to me.
Fast Times at Ridgemont High
https://youtu.be/wknywxfcE5M

Links

Prevention Project Dunkelfeld
The project's slogan is
"You are not guilty because of your sexual desire,
but you are responsible for your sexual behavior.
There is help! Don't become an offender!"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prevention_Project_Dunkelfeld
Rep. Ocasio-Cortez lays out 'bad guy' ethics scenario
https://youtu.be/hRM1t4RU69c


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Two veterans talking about therapy, conspiracy and death. This was my first in person interview I apologize for the sound being off balance. Lesson learned LOL. Gardner Part 1

Here I sit and wait throughout my days
Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend
It's not that I so badly want to die
But at these times i struggle for desire to live

Under Saturn’s Shadow, Tiger Army


https://youtu.be/7oWHM8a8AFs
“Anyplace is where she'll be
Anyplace, she'll see you from
Lies and secrets become your world
Any time, anywhere, she takes me away
And death climbs up the steps one by one
To give you the rose
That's been burnt by her son”

Dig Up Her Bones, Misfits


https://youtu.be/RvKwoxi7l4Q

Amazon Program Manager
Police Stories
Education

Culture

The Wire
Dogma
The Da Vinci Code
Carl Jung
Under Saturn's Shadow

Conspiracy

Bohemian Grove
Federal Reserve
WayFair
NWO
Qanaon
Moon Landing

Theology

Paganism
Kabbalah
Wicca
Catholicism
Symbolism
Christianity
Judaism
MetaPhysics
Science

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Two guys talking about life, some lows have highs, and the American Stonehenge. Snoop, I love you brother, I've always looked up to you.



“Ain't never been much of the church type

But I believe in the last days

I walk through Hell almost every night

But I believe it's a pathway”


Yelawolf - Best Friend ft. Eminem


https://youtu.be/it_04dk_97E

“You wonder what is spinning backwards in the falling maze

Call it quits, you in the midst of all your longest days

This is the place and I ain’t fortunate to call it home

It feels dark here it gets harder when 'ye all alone”


Katastro - Watch it Burn


https://youtu.be/rf87L2LT8lw

Nixons energy here will make anyone smile. Just listen if you are feeling off. His stories will make you die laughing.

Culture

Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA 3rd 2010
https://youtu.be/IYO78Xw1GjU

Capitol Würzburg Fight Night After Yung LA Appearance On April 3rd 2010

https://youtu.be/JwEJ0CEUysQ

Links

Georgia Guidestones

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones

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Just two guys talking about Safe Spaces, Heroes and Cocaine. 



https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eGG0Khdk7ion28wEYcDbS?si=f-u4XmuCSHqdUruAkRYtMQ

“I've cost you everything

But I'm not the one to blame

The bottom of a barrel

Is a place you run for

Hope... There's no hope…”


The Bottle Called, Koffin Kats

https://youtu.be/woTP0MrH4gA



“He missed out on his wife

So he decides to go and grab a knife

And take himself to the other side of the sun

Cause if he stays here then more pain'll just come”


Bipolar, Kriss Kaliko

https://youtu.be/GemK_tzubIY



MetaPhysical Level, Negative Language, The ultimate Reality is NOT, Apophatic

Mythological, Divine is like, Symbolism, Kataphatic


Alan Watts


Levels Of Leadership

Direct

Organizational

Strategic



Culture

Triple Frontier - Netflix

Restrepo - https://watchdocumentaries.com/restrepo/

Hornets Nest

No Greater Love

Allan Watts - Akira the Don

https://open.spotify.com/album/3nbCR6OsvvZTYI0yXNGxFA?si=VuNIkuirRYG4PnObatB3ug

Jordan Peterson, Ben Shapiro, Eric Weinstein, and Dave Rubin
https://youtu.be/PagNM_oxssE



Links

Neller, Robert B. “ MARINE CORPS FORCE INTEGRATION CAMPAIGN PLAN.” United

States Marine Corps, 2015. https://www.fitness.marines.mil/Portals/211/Docs/MARINE%20CORPS%20FORCE%20INTEGRATION%20CAMPAIGN%20PLAN.pdf

McCarthy, David. "Women in Combat: A Perspective from Affective Science." Scholar.harvard.edu/. N.p., n.d.

http://scholar.harvard.edu/files/jenniferlerner/files/mccarthy_david_-_women_in_combat_a_perspective_from_affective_science.pdf



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