Stormy Weather Amalia Kusuma Dewi

2020. It's been 7 months. I am living but not alive. Scared to not be happy and take things for granted cause I lost you.

2020. Die tonight, live tomorrow. Something necessary, hidden from everyone else. Disappoinment. Thank you for the short trip.

2020. Closing to your birthday. I have bought you a gift. Not expensive but meaningful. Reminds me of your favorite joke. But I'm scared to send it to you. So I keep it in my cabinet, has not been wrapped. I don't know how long I will keep it.

2020. I understand, we didnot start it correctly. But the feeling is true. Cause of what happened, I cannot trust much of my feelings, been ignoring it, crying over myself.

2020. Been with you for awhile. I was not so long, but it meant so much, it still does. Hope you can give me the third chance to make up what I did wrong. I still have feelings for you.

2019. The edge of our relationship, whatever we call it. Never had a commitment with you, each of us were seeing another. I was bothered, if you wanna know. But nothing I can do, cause we have nothing.