Growing Up In Polygamy

Growing Up In Polygamy
Growing Up In Polygamy

Sam sharing what it was like growing up in the polygamous FLDS group, his experiences leaving the group when he was 18 and his journey to where he is now. His wife Melissa is his co-host, asking the questions that everyone from the outside is thinking. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

  1. What Beast Games Was REALLY Like: I Was Contestant 243

    1 DAY AGO

    What Beast Games Was REALLY Like: I Was Contestant 243

    As Contestant 243, Sam dives deep into his journey through the intense and often unseen aspects of the competition. From grueling physical challenges to the psychological games played behind the scenes, Sam shares exclusive details about the strategies, camaraderie, and tensions among contestants. 00:00:00 Inside the Beast Games: Competing for $5 Million 00:05:31 Entering the Beast Games: First Impressions and Challenges 00:10:55 Meeting Mr. Beast: A Surreal Experience 00:16:32 The Challenges and Waiting Times 00:22:39 Chaos During the Contest 00:27:40 Unusual Stadium Flooring 00:33:15 Team Dynamics and Competition Strategy 00:38:51 The Reality of Being "Trapped" for Money 00:45:19 The Temptation of a Million-Dollar Bribe 00:50:53 Conclusion and Community Engagement Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 #mrbeast #beastgames #primevideo #like #comment #post #share#subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    51 min
  2. Kody & Robyn's Search for a Church | Sister Wives S19 E14

    4 DAYS AGO

    Kody & Robyn's Search for a Church | Sister Wives S19 E14

    Join us as we delve into a pivotal moment from the latest episode of Sister Wives. This time, Kody and Robyn are exploring new spiritual horizons as they consider finding a new church. Amidst the turmoil of past religious experiences, this episode raises critical questions about the future of their faith and family dynamics. How will Kody's historical frustrations with religion influence their choices? And what does this mean for Robyn, who has held onto her beliefs through it all? Tune in as we unpack the motivations, challenges, and implications of their search for a new faith community. Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy 00:00:00 Sister Wives: Robyn and Kody's Faith Transition 00:03:20 Christine's Engagement Journey 00:06:35 Insight into Robyn and Kody's Backstory 00:10:14 Unequal Relationships and Favoritism 00:13:32 Exploring Faith and Community After Leaving Mormonism 00:16:52 Navigating Religious Identity and Community 00:20:12 Polygamy and Love at First Sight in Religious Contexts 00:23:54 Robyn's Struggle with Religious Beliefs 00:27:14 Church and Cult Controversy Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    31 min
  3. 18 Years Without Christmas: My First Holiday Celebration

    14 DEC

    18 Years Without Christmas: My First Holiday Celebration

    Imagine living your entire childhood without Christmas—no tree, no lights, no presents, and no holiday magic. In this video, I share my personal journey of experiencing Christmas for the very first time at the age of 18. From growing up in a strict environment where celebrating holidays was forbidden to finally stepping into a world filled with festive cheer, this is a story of discovery, joy, and the power of new beginnings. 🎄 Share your thoughts in the comments: How has Christmas impacted your life? 👍 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more personal stories and reflections! #FirstChristmas #HolidayStory #PersonalJourney Chapters: 00:00:00 Growing Up in the FLDS Without Christmas 00:02:23 Why We Didn't Celebrate Christmas 00:05:03 Childhood Memories of Christmas and Rebellion in St George 00:07:27 Embracing New Christmas Traditions 00:10:04 Embracing Christmas Traditions Together 00:12:33 Embracing Christmas Traditions: Celebrating Jesus Christ and Family 00:15:03 Navigating Traditions and Santa Claus Beliefs 00:17:32 Cherished Christmas Traditions and Memories 00:20:05 Embracing the Spirit of Christmas Without Religious Belief 00:22:41 Wishing You a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    23 min
  4. Can You Find Happiness in Polygamy? | Sister Wives S19 E13

    11 DEC

    Can You Find Happiness in Polygamy? | Sister Wives S19 E13

    In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa dive into Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 13, exploring the emotional reunion between Meri and her friends who left the AUB religion. They discuss the debate over whether happiness is possible in a polygamous marriage, Christine’s symbolic choice of her wedding dress as a step toward freedom, and Robyn’s daughters’ search for religious community as they navigate young adulthood and dating. Join us for an insightful discussion on faith, freedom, and the complexities of polygamous life. Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00:00 Seeking Happiness in Polygamy 00:03:16 The Significance of Sealing Ceremonies in Mormon Weddings 00:06:42 Modifying a Wedding Dress for Modesty Requirements 00:09:53 Wedding Photography Outside the Temple 00:13:00 Exploring Faith and Community Choices in Flagstaff 00:16:28 Deconstructing Faith and Identity Loss 00:19:56 Mary's Candid Conversation with Friends 00:23:25 Struggles with Worthiness in Marriage 00:27:20 Monogamy vs. Polygamy: Exploring Relationship Dynamics 00:31:00 Balancing Duty, Love, and Happiness Join our Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy Website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    31 min
  5. Why We Left The Mormon Church

    7 DEC

    Why We Left The Mormon Church

    Leaving the Mormon church was the hardest decision we’ve ever made. After months of study, prayer, temple visits, and conversations with church leaders, we tried everything to stay faithful. But ultimately, we realized we couldn’t continue raising our children in the church. If you’ve ever felt torn between your faith and your true self, or if you’re curious about what it’s like to leave such a deeply rooted community, we hope our story will resonate with you. Join us as we share the hardest, yet most rewarding, decision of our lives. You can find the YouTube video that Sam and Melissa Watched about the different churches here: 👉https://youtu.be/UJMSU8Qj6Go?si=DNL-HqUR5e4ez_Yc Check out this song that has become one of our favorites during our faith journey: 👉https://youtu.be/mNenYhTNzus?si=ZAKAKEJMyT9zu0cG Chapters: 00:00:00 Leaving the Mormon Church: Our Journey 00:09:51 Exploring Faith and Doubt Within the Church 00:20:14 Changing Doctrine and Temple Covenants 00:31:57 Questioning Spiritual Experiences and Truth 00:40:54 Navigating Religious Practices and Uncomfortable Experiences 00:51:09 Navigating Faith Transitions 01:01:47 Breaking Stereotypes: Leaving the Church and Staying True 01:12:17 Reevaluating Child Education in Faith 01:23:08 Questioning Religion and Finding Spiritual Freedom Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #exmormon #exmo #mormon #lds #ldstemple #utah #like #comment #share #encourage others #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    1h 34m
  6. The Coyote Pass Predicament: Sister Wives S19 Ep12 Reaction

    4 DEC

    The Coyote Pass Predicament: Sister Wives S19 Ep12 Reaction

    In this episode, Sam and Melissa delve into the ongoing drama surrounding Coyote Pass and its future now that the Brown family has fractured. Kody's intentions to sell the land and how he plans to divide it amongst his ex-wives is explored, raising questions about fairness and control. The hosts discuss family dynamics, Kody's relationships with his children, and the tensions between his public persona and private actions. With Janelle and Meri seeking independence, their respective stances on Coyote Pass are highlighted. Additionally, the episode touches on Meri's newfound freedom, her trip to Europe, and the emotional complexities faced by the Brown children. Learn more about Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00 The Shattered Dream of Coyote Pass 00:45 Meet Sam and Melissa 01:35 Sister Wives Episode 12 Recap 01:57 Kody's Emotional Breakdown 05:35 The Cul-de-Sac Memories 07:42 Kody's Struggle with Polygamy 12:40 Savannah's Graduation Party Drama 17:31 Meri's European Adventure 23:01 The Coyote Pass Conflict 29:56 Is Kody Going to Play Nice? Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: 🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2 ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU 🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0 🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo 🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    30 min
  7. From Church Pew to "I Do": Our Whirlwind Mormon Love Story 💍✨

    30 NOV

    From Church Pew to "I Do": Our Whirlwind Mormon Love Story 💍✨

    Join us as we share the incredible story of how we met, fell in love, and started our journey together. It all began in a Mormon church meeting, where a chance encounter sparked something truly special. Just six weeks later, Sam proposed to Melissa at Disneyland, and only a few months after that, we were married in the Mormon Temple. In this video, we dive into the details of our whirlwind romance, how the church shaped our relationship in those early days, and the lengths we went to in trying to follow the rules perfectly. It's a love story filled with faith, adventure, and some unexpected twists! Grab a cozy seat and join us as we reflect on the beginning of our journey together. 💕 #lovestory #MormonTempleWedding #WhirlwindRomance Chapters: 00:00:00 How Sam and Melissa Met at Church 00:07:43 Our Unplanned Reunion 00:15:12 Our Long First Date: From Bowling to a Power Outage 00:22:53 Struggling with Faith and Church Teachings 00:30:54 A Tale of Falling in Love 00:38:45 Becoming "Official" 00:46:15 Engagement Bliss and Wedding Plans 00:54:27 Marriage Ceremonies and Church Policies 01:02:16 Celestial Room: A Sacred Place for Prayer 01:10:21 Farewell and Conclusion Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: 🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2 ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU 🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0 🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo 🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    1h 11m
  8. Kody Gets Emotional Over Meri Leaving... But Isn’t It His Fault? 🤔 | Sister Wives S19 E11 Reaction

    27 NOV

    Kody Gets Emotional Over Meri Leaving... But Isn’t It His Fault? 🤔 | Sister Wives S19 E11 Reaction

    In this episode, Sam and Melissa dive into the emotional rollercoaster of Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 11. Kody is in tears as he says goodbye to Meri, but let’s be real—he played a huge role in the breakdown of their relationship. Was this farewell genuine or just another attempt to deflect blame? Join us as we break down the drama, share insights from our personal experiences, and discuss the deeper dynamics of polygamous relationships. Don’t miss this thought-provoking reaction! Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00:00 Kody and Meri's Emotional Goodbye 00:02:50 Realization of Family Dynamics 00:05:42 Christine's New Life and Unique Preferences 00:08:50 Janelle Reveals Kody's Secret to Christine 00:11:32 Relationship Conflicts and Realizations 00:14:32 Meri's Journey to Freedom and Self-Discovery 00:17:37 Robyn's Emotional Manipulation Revealed 00:20:33 The Frustration of Unrequited Love and Friendship 00:23:35 Emotional Conflict in Kody and Meri's Relationship 00:26:52 Engage with Us in the Comments Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: 🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2 ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU 🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0 🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo 🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

    27 min

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Sam sharing what it was like growing up in the polygamous FLDS group, his experiences leaving the group when he was 18 and his journey to where he is now. His wife Melissa is his co-host, asking the questions that everyone from the outside is thinking. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

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